* Memories washed away together with the waves washing upon the shore *
This shell won't break.~ Water Nymph. Counter from 1st June 08
- Click on the words to open up the lost memories-
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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Labels: the one about 2008 reflections, the one about 2008 resolutions, the one about 2009 resolutions., The one about my 3 year old blogThe one about my 3 year old blogAnyways, my blog has turned 3 years old. Wow, 3 years of blogging. (: Thank you to those who have been reading my blog since I don't know when. I doubt I have readers ever since the blog started because all the posts before a certain incident. Besides that, my old blog has a very stupid name. But I changed the url after that because it sounds too stupid. The one about 2008 reflections2008 has been one of an awesome year. One that is um, nice and at the same time, very challenging. I have learnt many things throughout this year. This year is the year where I had my best birthday, christmas and everything. Life has definitely be more enjoyable than what it was in the past 16 years of my life. I have amazing friends in a school that I like. Initially at the start of 2008, I was quite scared especially during orientation because of certain stuff that happened and I thought everything will be repeating-- The same old stuff again and again from primary school to secondary school and then JC. But I guess it is so much better here. Perhaps also because I have toned down pretty much from my horrible snub and selfish attitude. So yes, I am ABSOLUTELY thankful for 2008 and all the people who have made 2008 such a wonderful year. Thank you for everything. (: 2008 will be the year I will never regret. Aiyah, I wanted to thank as many people as possible but like I think blogger will run out of pages so I shall skip that to stupid resolutions. Sorry, no diary, I write EVERYTHING here, so bear with it. *muhahaha*The one about 2008 resolutionsOk looking at my 2008 resolutions, I think I didn't fulfill anything. HAHAHA. [] No computers while studying. FAILEDFAILEDFAILED[] Do my best in everything I do. ABSOLUTELY FAILED[] Speak Japanese fluently. FORGET IT!!![x] Start to like chinese. Thanks to the help of my chinese and taiwanese friends I start to like it. Yay! One resolution fulfilled, how sad. [x] Collect my results late. I STRODE INTO THE HALL and everyone stared. [] Switch off my phone and not tell anyone my results. (YEAH RIGHT, first thing I did was to call.) [] Try not to switch on the computer everyday. FAIL FAIL FAIL.[x] Go to the library for air-conditioner. (yeah lah, I am super cheapo)[x] Take the public transport more often. (so that I can save the environment)[x] Take less seafood.[x] Take part in an activity that relates to saving the environment. (only one..)[] Influence people to stop drinking Shark's fins soup. (no one listens)[x] Be more friendly. (OK I TRIED.) [] Don't think of crushes or anything of that sort. FAILED FAILED FAILED. The first day I went to school, I got a crush. How interesting.[x] Bond more often with friends. (:D)[] Don't use the computer that much. Well I used it even more...[x] Don't sms people for stupid, random reasons. (I DEFINITELY cut down on it)[] Go to church every sunday. (oh sure I do...)Wow, ok I did fulfill some of my resolutions, not all. Who cares? By the first month of every year, I would have thrown that piece of resolution sheet away.The one about 2009 resolutions- Do well for IB. (DUH) - Stupid fat thighs to slim down. It did ok? I turned from like a 27 legs to 25 legs now. But I want it to slim down more more more!- I want to join Ice-skating again!- Volunteer work and more volunteer work and more volunteer work. For the environment and animals!!!!That's all. I am glad with my life. The lesser the resolutions, the better. ;)
Monday, December 29, 2008
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Labels: L for lies, The about Alex Fong, The one about an inspiring song, The one about L for LoveThe one about Alex Fong
Ok people, I KNOW he is not handsome. Yes but charisma, charisma. While I was watching it, at first I didn't like Alex at all, but then the times where he is in his being a guardian angel watching over the girl he loves and everything else, OMG, he is sooooo cute. And he reminds me of Sebestian from Kuroshitsuji. So I am currently in love with Alex Fong. <3>我的最爱——————Alex Fong and Stephy Tang The one about L for love, L for lies Oh wow, I have not watched a GOOD movie in ages. Yay for Asian movies. HAHA, it's from Hong Kong. I have been living a Hong Kong-er life lately listening to cantonese music and watching cantonese movies. Sighs, now I want to marry Alex Fong's character. TOO BAD HE DIED. Who cares if he is a conman? He has feelings. <3>The bad boy who is sensitive... *swoons swoons swoons* This show have just ignited the same passion I had for boys like that mm, not long ago. But whatever... The one about an inspiring songEsli v serdce___________Yulia SavichevaDays pass, years fly by
Oceans dry up
And you're alone, in your soul and in your eyes
All these tears, all these wounds
But don't look don't just look around you
Stay just the way you are
Stay yourself
The whole universe will shine through your eyes
If love lives in your heart
You've watched all those movies about love
But fairytales do also happen in real life
Don't imitate just wait and you'll see
Everything's going to happen for you
If you just give it time, just give it time
Saturday, December 27, 2008
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Hello.The one about today :DHad the best day of my life. Because I saw someone. HAHA, then after that I cried upon seeing her. OMG, I am so emotional.So glad to see Poh Ai dear today. For once in a very long time, we are retarded. :DThe one about being tagged again (thanks Haniel) Three Names you go by:AmberYew Chenum, Ms. Lim?Three screen name you have had:DUH, life_9118life9118thewaternymphThree things you have done in the last 33 minutes:DUH BREATHE!Re-installing songs into my new phone. (Eh, my old phone spoiled.)um, being excited about tomorrow. Three things you like about yourself: (UHHH... I DON'T KNOW? I don't find myself very likeable... Ok I shall pamper myself with comments now. UMMM. )Able to show sympathy/ empathy to animals. HAHA. Except creepy crawlies.The fact that I am Amber Lim. My ability to be retarded. Three things you dislike about yourself:(there is nothing to dislike me for. I am Amber Lim..)My PMS.My ability to procrastinate.The fact that I can be perfectionist over some stuff except work. Three parts of your origins:Proud to say I am the great grand daughter of a fishermen. :DMy mum's egg.My dad's sperm.Three things you're afraid of:SupernaturalBeing alone with no friends, no parents, no one in a strange place.SPIDERS and all creepy crawlies.Three things you are wearing right now:My glasses. Um, some yellow BUM t shirt.And TK shorts.Three of your everyday essentials:Food WaterSleepThree important objects:ClothesHandphoneEvery part of myself.Three favorite bands: (btw, I change it so often I don't know myself)DBSK. DBSK. DBSK!One republicParamoreThree ways to be happy:Eat fried bee hoonHang out with the friends that are closest to me. Like just sitting next to them makes me happy. EE, I sound psychotic.A goodnight's sleep.Three of your favorite songs at present:RainTrinka TrinkaWishThree things you want to try in the next 12 months: (that includes when IB is over right??)DRIVING. DUH. um, Learning a new music instrument and learning how to read musical notes.And saving the environment definitely, now that I am 18 and legally allowed to join the organization.Three things you regret:Trying to be popular in primary 6 and I ended up abandoning my best friend for that. I am such an asshole. YES AND I ABSOLUTELY REGRETTED THAT.Being such an asshole in secondary school as well to um. (sorry, I know you read this btw)R. Three things you want in a relationship: (assuming it's BGR: I don't know lah, not looking for it. I shall just type lame stuff. And I learnt a lot from past relationships.) Chemistry between me and him obviously. That's VERY VERY important. Uh, like me for who I am and I like him for who he is. Patience from both sides. Three important things you are giving to the world:Eh? Carbon dioxide for the trees. (someone just shut me up.)Shit- fertilizers for the trees and probably whatever that flushes my shit will be used as newater. By being part of this world, I am giving myself. LOLS, no lah, friendship.2 truths and a lie:I am 17.I am Lim Yew Chen (Amber).I have a boyfriend.3 physical things you like in the opposite sex:um, six abs. The healthy ones, not the over muscular ones.The looks. Duh. But not too handsome until it looks like I am just hankering after his looks.Um, Nice hairstyle...3 things you just can't do:Sitting in a tub full of creepy crawlies.Not eating fried bee hoon for 1 week.Killing/ harming myself.3 things you miss from your past:QUAH TING WENMy childhood daysSecondary 3 IPW3 gifts you will like to receive:Knowledge. To get 45 for IB and knowledge to do my EE and other essays.Um, the gift of love and friendship. um, eh, wah lao, I am contented with my life... Ok, maybe GOOD TEA. 3 reasons why you are who you are:GeneticalExperienceEducation (thanks to my parents for fees)3 of your favorite hobbies:BloggingWalking around to exerciseIce skating3 things you want to do really badly now:SleepGo to a quiet beach to rest and think stuff overGet over and one with with IB.3 careers you are considering:Ok lah, don't laugh, being in the entertainment industry. (that is my dream job since young lah.) GEOLOGISTEnvironmental and Animal Protection law maker/ lawyer. 3 places you want to go for a holiday:Polynesian Islands (I rate this before Japan.) JapanMaldives 3 cartoon characters:HoshimaruTotoroPonyo (that cute thing) 3 boys name: (I have absolutely no crushes or anything of that sort on them. And there is no order to it.) HanielXuan KaiJosh Poh3 girls name: (Again it's random. And I talked to all of them today.) SharonTing WenPoh Ai 3 things you want to do before you die:Write to everyone of my friends a personal message and thank them for how much and significantly they have contributed to every aspect of my life and I love and thank them for it. And give them my best wishes.Fly to Korea and meet DBSK in person and hug all of them and kiss Jung YunHo. IF they really refuse, I will write a letter saying that their songs are inspiring and how their songs always bring me through my bad times. And good times too.Um, travel the world. 3 people who have to take this quiz or die painfully:I can't be bothered to tag anyone.
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I think I have posted this video before. It's so pretty. <3>And I wish I can just jump in and swim inside but they say waterfalls have a tendencies to have whirlpools. And I am not a very strong swimmer. But really, as morbid as this sounds, who mind dying in such a beautiful place? I mean it's better than a car accident or something. And I am just saying. . . I have no intention or whatsoever to die. LOL LOL.Anyways, just a random note, I don't know why shit intrigues me so much. I just love talking so much about shit and urine and farts and burps. HAHAH. EEE. I decided not to bring my notes for tuition because I have not read the book and I admit that it is BORING. Sighs. I will have to read it anyways. Shit lah, behind schedule.
Friday, December 26, 2008
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Labels: The one about being taggedI'm yours___________Jason MarzJust found this song and I must say it's brilliant (but I am no one's). The one about being taggedOk, being tagged again by Haniel. I pretend to hate it but actually he's right, I LOVE IT A LOT. HAHA. Directions: Once you have been tagged, write 16 random things (goals, facts, habits) about yourself. Then tag 16 people after that.1. I am Amber.2. I am 17 but I keep thinking I am 16. In actual fact, I look like 15 (that's what people say ok?) 3. I LOVE FRIED BEE HOON. Please do not attempt to give that to me on my birthday/ christmas though, I need to slim down.4. I decide not to do anything on goals because I am going to blog something on New Years. So obvious what I am going to blog about.5. You will never know what I am thinking. Unless you are my dad. 6. I thought I was bi or maybe I was just a few days back. I am STRAIGHT again. 7. I want to finish holiday homework soon.8. I cannot wait to be done with IB.9. I always wish I had a clone so she can help me do my work while I revise.10. I AM FAT.11. I AM SHORT.12. I have remained crush-free for the last 2 months or so. And I AM ENJOYING IT. That's why there is a lack of I LOVE WHOEVER BLUH BLUH recently.13. I am scared and terrified of spiders to the extent that the last time I saw a spider was a month ago and up till now, I still ruffle through the papers in my study room with extra caution.14. I hope my proposal gets an approval ASAP.15. I am thirsty and tired.16. I have not done the 3 chinese essays due tomorrow. My tuition teacher wants to review them How screwed am I? But my essays WILL BE BRILLIANT. Done.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
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Oh hello again! I am in Esplanade Library doing work. HAHA. Yes, on Christmas Eve. It’s good. Nice and Quiet with no one to snatch my power points from me! **MUHAHAHAHAH LAUGH EVILLY** So yes, I am typing on Word again because I have no internet. HAHA. And I decided to blog because I have abandoned my poor blog for too long and also I shall do a Christmas special. Whatever Christmas special, talking as if I am some world class blogger with 4123176397329 views a day. YEAH RIGHT, maybe I secretly am. Ok nonsense. The one about Fried Bee Hoon Anyways, today I GOT THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER!!!!! I bought it for myself, so cheap $2 only. HAHAHA. EVERY CENT IS WORTH IT. I mean don’t feel bad about buying a present that seems very nice and pretty and whatever but cannot beat this thing. Well, I think some of you may guess it…. FRIED BEE HOON from my favorite store. Omg so yummy, so good. I have been craving for fried bee hoon for 2 weeks. I survived without fried bee hoon T_T BUT NEVERMIND *evil grins* I GOT MY YUMMMMMMMY FRIED BEE HOON AGAIN! WHOOOOOO I am happy. I am whooping with delight. <3> And even better I tell you. The aunty was talking to me right? And SHE SCOOPED 50% more fried bee hoon for me. So that makes like 150% of fried bee hoon. AHHHHHH. And so little dish… (btw, it’s expensive because it’s VEGETARIAN fried bee hoon, but I only like the bee hoon, I don’t like the dish) OMG, I am so elated now. HAHAHA. Must tell daddy what happened later on. HAHA, he will be so jealous of me. HAHAHAHA. Oh well, I will buy that for his birthday. It’s settled. HAHAHAHA. I will just ask them to separate the dish and put all the bee hoon in one packet. LOL. And then throw the dish away. *EVIL LAUGHTER* I know, I should have done EE on Bee Hoon, I will write it with the utmost passion and whatever. Bee Hoon also known as rice vermicelli…. LOL. Then I will write about the different types of way to cook bee hoon. And also umm, the properties of bee hoon and how bee hoon looks like and the functions of bee hoon OHHH and the history of bee hoon too. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I bet 4000 words is quite ok… Just cheat a bit and keep writing “BEE HOON” It counts as 2 words. HAHAHAHAH. Of course, I would FAIL because it is not academic enough. LOL The one about walking from south park to central park in Singapore So anyways, Poh and I were walking from South Park to Central Park. I am trying to be artistic here. Failed attempt obviously… Here is the itinerary (rhymes with urinary but nevermind, that’s random): Starting Point (Vivo city)-> Hort Park-> Teok Blangah Hill (and then we walked Telok Blangah Hill)-> Vivo City-> (MRT TO CITY HALL MRT STATION)-> St. Andrew’s Cathedral-> Peranakan Museum (and that includes how we got lost on our way so we walked more)-> City Hall for lunch-> National Museum-> City Hall when I realized I never bought the Christmas presents yet. So basically, we were walking for like what? 6.5 hours at the very least. HAHAHAHA. Crazy people. Anyways, for the 8 hours we were walking, it was wasted on retarded conversation. YES. OMG, normal people can’t do that because you might just die of a heart attack, with extra loss of water from all the excessive sweatdrops you will have thanks to the retardedness. Oh and your face will be red at the end of the day with the excessive facepalming as well. So you might as well die from the content of our conversations. Too bad Mariska is not around or else... THE CONVERSATIONS WILL BE MORE RETARDED *goes into evil laughter frenzy mode* HAHA, so Poh next time let’s drag the whole retarded gang along! :D So we went into such retarded mode that we were sitting at the Living Gallery: Film and Wayang of National museum giggling our head off at the malay movie. *Glares at Poh* ß He just laughed his head off at everything. HAHAHAHAHAH but SOME parts are just retarded like the TELEPORTING MAN and the Dance part. So we suggested to do that for interact installment and let champ be the dancing man. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT WOULD BE SOOOO FUNNY. But he will hate us forever. LOL and I don’t know who shall be the teleporting man, but the teleporting man is really random. Ok I guess it wasn’t funny but Poh made it funny. LOL. OH WELL. The one about Little Bali So anyways, somewhere very near Hort Park and River Valley. There is a bridge which is like orange and brown color. (The pictures are uploaded on Facebook) It is very near the NEW bridge that links all 4 parks together (Mt Faber, Telok Blangah Hill, Hort Park, Kent Ridge Park). Anyways, that is an old bridge, which according to Poh leads to another dimension. (whatever….) That bridge leads to Little Bali by the way. In case all of you watch TV and see that advertisement/ show where they introduce Little Bali. Well Little Bali is obviously a tourist spot, no doubt about it. It is quite silly actually, made into another food town. I advise people to go there in the morning because there will be no one in Little Bali yet. And that I think contributes to the scenic part of Little Bali. So Little Bali has an extremely nice gate to it. Too bad it’s for show. Or else It will be gorgeous. But after you cross the bridge, you really feel like you are in another dimension. And so you walk to the back to enter Little Bali. It is really one of a kind. And I think the layout is really pretty. I guess anyone who is curious enough can go there… but it’s really small, nice though. Like I say it’s all food and meant for tourist. :D The one about another trip So I am planning another walking trip. Whoever who is interested can drop a message on my tagboard. Here are some suggested venues. Anyone who wants to go anywhere can drop a message too…. I sound like some tour angency…. -> The Marina Barrage. We can walk from somewhere… That place is so-so… Haw Par Villa-> Kent Ridge Park-> Hort Park-> Telok Blangah Hill-> Mount Faber-> Vivo The one about Christmas And so Christmas is coming. Yeah, it is Christmas Eve today. :D I wish Christmas never go. Christmas and I share a love-hate relationship. HAHAHA. So um, Christmas wish list, yes…. I stole the idea from STOMP anyways. (what to blog for x’mas) Christmas Wish list (Sorry if I sound like Miss. Universe or anything) -> For the Financial Crisis to be BETTER. (it seems better but it is not) -> No more disasters over the world -> No more political/ religious fight or whatever riots or wars or anything. I just hope they stop… PEACE -> I wish for everything good and nothing bad. And what do I want for myself? -> OLIVIA LUFKIN’s CDs. Despite dropping $10, it’s still expensive. Sigh. -> Good IB grades. Dear Santa, I have been a GOOD girl this year, I want 45 for IB…. LOL. If only, it was THAT easy… HAHAHA. -> A handbag to match my dresses. But I will go to Bangkok to buy that… -> Finish up my Holiday Homework Actually nothing much really. I think all my wishes all came true… And I am EXTREMELY CONTENTED this Christmas. My happiest and merriest Christmas of my 17 years 9 months 8 days existence. Or probably so… SO TO EVERYONE: MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! XOXO Amber (damn this is 1325 words long…) Last Christmas________Foxxi MisQMerry Christmas people...
Monday, December 22, 2008
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Because you live_________Jesse McCartneyDedicated to a person. I will blog again tmr. Very tired. Talk about coincidences anyways.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
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Talk about slimming down! I think I can NEVER slim down in my whole life. I will be stuck being a pig in a human disguise. Imagine the amount I gorged down yesterday. HORRENDOUS. Breakfast- Prawn NoodleBranch- Fried Bee Hoon and Mee. BUT I WASTED THE NOODLES, I just ate the bee hoon.Lunch- 4 sushi+ 3 mochi+ 1 subway 6 inch sandwichDinner- Rice but like 1/4 the amount I eat everyday.SUPPER- XO beehoon and hor fun and 2 slices of log cake. OMG, there is SUPPER. And such a heavy one too. I never had supper in my whole life. Yeah it was a treat. I came home at only 2330 last night. Extremely late but oh wells. I had something on (no not clubbing). Aiyohhh. And now I am hungry AGAIN and I am craving to eat instant noodles prawn flavor. But I am trying not to eat because my supper has a portion as big as I don't know what but yeah. I ate like 4 bowls ok? OMG, imagine the amount of fats I will gain, just when I slimmed down a lot this much. And I tried to try on my old pants yesterday because I HAVE NO BLACK PANTS. Noooo I can't wear them. As in I am skinner than what I am previously but my stupid hips have expanded again. (the bones, not the fats) DHKJDSHSASORRY IF THIS DOES OFFEND ANY TWILIGHT FANS:I watched Twilight yesterday anyways. I would rate the movie a 3/5? Yes, yes I know it is about VAMPIRES. Ok to admit, I cried at what he said to her. Those corny, romantic lines that remind me of _______. Not to mention the personality as well. So I just sat there and cry because I was reminded of little details. And the guy isn't hot. He is very cold. (Ok lame joke) I just think that he has the most electrifying gaze ever. Yes, that's about it. All in all the story line is predictable. The lines were awwww (which sends most people to a frenzy mode, including me.) I think the whole story is just about romance so yeah. Then again, I must say I am not a very romantic person so please do not diss me and say that I have no feelings and bluh bluh whatsoever. Anyways, thank you Tania for supplying us with the tickets. I think I really enjoyed myself a lot like throughout the whole trip. Hope to see you guys soon! And I finally realized something--> Being bored and staying at home and I still can write something out. WOW. How amazing and I can't write anything out when I am in school.JM reminds me of TW. Shucks. I think I am going nuts to think about such things *knocks own head* --------UPDATED-------Ok I just had lunch 20 minutes ago.And I AM HUNGRY AGAIN!!! Argh. I think I have a disease named overeating. I.need.to.exercise.later.me.must.slim.down.and.not.grow.any.fatter.
Friday, December 19, 2008
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Sighs. I want Jennifer Aniston's arms (as in in this picture). They look so un-saggy. That reminds me on how I better start eating less and exercising more. I don't want to be skinny. I want to be muscular I don't mean like disgustingly muscular, I have no wish for such a body. (eew), I just want to be fairly muscular like the picture of Jennifer Aniston above. Wahahaha, talking about muscles, Liling said I have muscular thighs. LOLS, yeahhhh. Sure. And she said that she has thunder thighs (@#$% and she is skinny). Sighs, if she has thunder thighs, a lot of people will have typhoon thighs and people on the fatter side (me) will have TSUNAMI thighs. So yes, I really need to stop procrastinating and get a nice, healthy lifestyle. Gahs. Talking about healthy lifestyle, I shall now start abstaining from all the evil fat food. And I have stopped eating chocolates for a LONG time, hahaha, it really helps a lot. The only taste of chocolate I get is from Ben and Jerry's ice cream. That's one fat food I cannot give up. Oh and fried bee hoon and fried carrot cake. DAMN IT. Ok I will just give up the deep fried stuff from Macdonalds, KFC, burger king bluh bluh you name it. I will still eat the non-fried stuff from there. Never mind the price. The price for liposuction isn't cheap either. And I just found out yesterday that going under the sun too much will cause wrinkles at a very early age *GASPS*. To think I used to love suntanning (But gave up because even after being under the sun for one whole day in Sentosa, I just turn red, and the next day, my skin color goes back to normal again) DIE, now I will become some old aunty. o.OThat explains why:-> Some aunty asked whether I am working or studying. (that may be fine because I may have dressed a little bit on the matured side) -> Another aunty told her kid (on flag day),"Give AUNTY some money. Drop money into AUNTY's can..." (OMG!!!! @#$!@#$%) And that was secondary 3 when I am in my SCHOOL UNIFORM!-> Another uncle asked his kid to donate to "AUNTY" too during flag day. But I forgive him because he called Liling "AUNTY" as well. It probably quite apparent that he can't differentiate between "AUNTY" and "SCHOOL GIRLS". And that's why I always JUST say "HELLO". Because you never know how people get offended about what you call them. Most people obviously DO NOT like to be called "AUNTY" but some apparently does. One example is my relative, which I almost wanted to scold her for being pretty senseless but my cousin pulled me back because I will probably just ruin a wedding with my horrible temper. (though it will be more amusing if my dad joins in and my family is pretty much an isolated island so I have never seen this relative before)Her sister: Call Old (pronounced very softly) Aunty.Me: Hello Aunty. (Thinking that OLD sounds extremely rude and I would have probably misheard it...)Her: OMG nowadays teenagers are soo rude. My status is "OLD aunty" and you called me "AUNTY". Just because you all receive some kind of "ang moh"education you people just go around calling people "aunty". And it's not like grandaunty didn't tell you I am OLD aunty. Me: (wtf) *roll my eyes and ready to snap* <- Till my cousin pulled me back from talking back.OK OK, hello OLD (emphasis) aunty. And to my horror, she smiled at it. EEEEE. Who wants to be called "OLD"? It sounds so horrible. I will be ashamed if I ever had such a status "OLD AUNTY". In fact, I am ashamed that I am already an AUNTY. Oh where art thou, youth? Actually, I know it's because everyone holds a certain stereotype here that aunties look:
If not without the stereotype, I think that's pretty fine. :D Oh wells. End of the interesting aunty post. The end. :DBy the way, isn't this cute? It's hoshimaru from narutaru. SO cute right? But I gave up reading the manga after 2 volumes. It's so dry and they keep talking about fighting and in the end, I don't know what they are fighting about. So -.- But this thing is simply the cutest little thing I ever saw in my life *hugs hoshimaru* 
Oh not the end yet. It's creepy how whenever I start my computer these few days, my computer will immediately open "FINDER" and the "FINDER" displays the folder for "EXTENDED ESSAY". So creepy right? Like even now my computer is pushing me to do my extended essay. Sorry I know the pictures are really lame. -.- Even I find them lame. So yeah, but I feel like doing it today. Dunno why. HAHA ENJOY THE LAMENESS... (OOPS the words are too small) I will subtitle it... And I purposely wrote it in singlish LAH. 
Don't want to do EE. Shall switch on my computer. *mwahahahahaha* EE shall perish and DIE!!!!
Finder says: Please complete your EE. *die* How does the computer knows?
Thursday, December 18, 2008
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How do you sleep________Jesse McCartneyIt's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Tried my best at movin' on
Have yet to find a girl like you
See things now I didn't before
Now wishin' I had more time with you
How do you stay awake
Knowin' all I do is think of you
All the things we fought about
Then never will happen again
If I could just see you
If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way where we used to park
And did all those things to steal your heart
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleepSIGH. -> I feel so exhausted I don't know why. Just very sleepy.-> I am hungry and CRAVING so badly for pizza from Central.-> I need to do Extended Essay but then I am procrastinating.-> The only motivation to do it is that at the end of it I CAN WATCH ANIME.-> Now, talking about it, I want to do it again. BUT I don't know what to write. Oh wells. The korean movie seems very interesting. LOL
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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Oh so I met up with Liling today. Had a very nice time. We just walked around talking nonsense while I buy christmas gifts. :D :D And I realised I miss her sooooo much. :( :( :( Hope I can see her soon, which I need to--> pass her her christmas gift. And I even bought a CD for myself. It was "I-accidentally-bought-it" CD... But it's pretty good. So oh wells. And MWAHAHAHAHA! The price of OLIVIA's albums went down. I am soooo happy! LOLS LOLS LOLS! Now I can afford the $23 one. MWAHAHAHAHA!So happy so happy so happy! HAHAHA! But of course someone has to ruin the mood for today! Hmph!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
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Hello everyone, Gosh it has been pretty long since I update eh? Since Wednesday till now. Don’t count the song in. It’s not even considered a post. LOL. I am just putting it there as false evidence that I have blogged. Oh wells. LOL. I am typing this in Microsoft word and I am going to copy paste it in Blogger later. I just feel like typing something but I don’t have internet connection you see. There is no such thing as a free lunch on Earth, there is also no such thing as a free wireless on earth T_T. Then again, I shouldn’t complain. Comparing the line in Singapore, I think it’s cheaper than other countries or at least that’s what my foreign friends also say. Ask them if you want. I have no idea. So I am at Esplanade. Doing extended essay which I have totally lost interest in. Ok I still like my topic. I just cannot stand the extensive research shit I have to do. It’s annoying the hell out of me. And I THOUGHT it was easy. Key word THOUGHT. And shamelessly bragged to my friends,” Oh I am doing a literature extended essay, shouldn’t be much of a problem….” I am sorry, I TAKE BACK what I say. What shit bragging did I bullshit about? It is easy as a literature essay. No problem at all. But gahs. I realize my stupid essay isn’t literature after reading my draft that I have proudly written with lots of procrastination in between. DUI HENG I tell you. I almost vomited blood and died on the spot. NO, MY TITLE ISN’T LITERATURE AT ALL. Literature is part of it. It’s not literature. I realized my major mistake and had to redo my stupid essay again. Of which half the passion (not much to start with) is gone thanks to my major flaw. So yes, my dear friends, I am still doing extended essay thanks to my ultimate carelessness. But looking on the bright side, it’s still the holidays so I CAN CHASE UP WITH IT! If I only found out after my supervisor checked it, hahahaha, I might as well kill myself then. And then the newspapers will publish my death because of stress in IB and IB will receive how they have caused my passion to commit suicide and lower their requirements and everyone will cheer for my death. I don’t know what I am talking about. I am rambling nonsense as usual because I have nothing to talk about. So please, do not take my joke as something serious. I hardly mean anything about suicide at all. LOL. And I am waiting for the powerpoint because the guy beside me is using it. AND I BET he is doing NO WORK because he is smiling and giggling to himself. Creeepy. HAHAHA. See he is still smiling to himself. Ok he stopped. LOLS. I bet he is gaming/ talking on msn/ facebooking/ blogging. AND USING THE POWERPOINT! HMPHHH! But what to do? I will only end up sleeping at home. And with the net connection, I will be facebooking/ msning/ youtubing/ crunchyrolling/ mangaing. Talking about manga, I was reading narutaru yesterday. Read 2 books already. I heard it’s so disturbing that even a pretty much screwed in the mind guy (as in the psychotic not pervertic screwed way) could not even sleep! Hmmm must be disturbing so I want to read and see how disturbing it is. But noooo, it’s so borinnnng! But the disturbing part will only come after the boring part *anticipate anticipate *. LOLS. I am sick in the head, wanting to read such stuff. Oh wells. SIAO. And the only thing that is making me unable to sleep is the constant thought of “AMBER YOU HAVEN’T FINISHED YOUR EXTENDED ESSAY! AMBER YOU HAVEN’T STARTED ON THE EXTENDED ESSAY THAT IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE SENSE. AMBER YOU HAVE NOT DO THIS, AMBER YOU HAVE NOT DONE THAT!!!!!” And then I toss and turn in bed, unable to sleep because of these stupid guilty thoughts of me not finishing my work. Ugh. And when I finally do get to sleep, I dream about work and how if I don’t finish them I will get tortured and chopped into so many pieces. Wow, I typed more words for the blog than for the extended essay. Aren’t you just proud of me? UGH. If I can write one whole extended essay on my life how nice will it be? I will only have the problem of keeping to the stupid word limit. So yes, before I get chopped, farewell. And content yourself with this blogpost (I have made it super long ok? ) till I have finished typing my thing. Or maybe halfway through my essay. Really sorry for the lack of updates. I will try to update more frequently when I don’t have sleepless nights of thinking about work. :D BYE! --------UPDATED------- Oh I didn't know I can blog. Today, I finished my introduction to my extended essay. HAHA! I know what you guys thinking,"Introduction only....." But hey it's is an achievement. A non-out of point one. :D :D :D Time to read manga. Whoohoo. Fell in love without you_________Motion City Soundtrack
Sunday, December 14, 2008
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Thinking of you_________Katy Perry Oh this song is so :( but I love it. Why must it be like this? Perhaps our friendship is meant to stop here.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
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Labels: Paparazzi______________Lady GagaPaparazzi_________Lady GagaHeard this song on Gossip Girls and got addicted to it. Sighs I love gossip girl. HAHA. I dedicate this song to my favorite korean hot actor: Jung Yun Ho.Anyways, today Xian and I met up and agreed to go walking. And we did the craziest thing ever. We walked from River valley (his house) to Clarke Quay to National Museum of Singapore to Raffles City to National Museum to Orchard to River Valley. It was an awesome yet tiring walk. I think he slimmed down a lot after that. I don't know about myself.Anyways, Sharon was right. National Museum was AWESOME. I think I am going to catch the museum bug and visit museums. The Singapore museums are surprisingly INTERESTING. And you thought that we have a lousy museum. So we got a complimentary ticket and then we got in to the museum.And The HISTORY GALLERY just freaked us out. At first we were just appreciating everything. And then we came across a COFFIN which was freaky. But because it was so brightly lighted up, it wasn't that freaky. I think the most scary thing was the JAPANESE OCCUPATION. There was this dark, narrow passageway where we had to go in there. And then it was soooo freakky! It was as if someone was following us. LOLS. OMG. ANd there was only 2 of us by the way and silence all the way. I totally freaked out when that huge technological guides just stopped playing sounds. I was like o_O. NOOOOO THE CURSE OF THE EVIL DEMON!!! PLAY YOU THING PLAY PLAY!!! And I had to listen to the creepy sounds while walking that dark, narrow passageway. OMG it was like o_O. And Xian said that he felt someone following behind us too. OMG scary. But the peranakan section was so nice. So we saw the sewn stuff and Xian was like "So nice.." So after the whole museum thing we went to spotlight to buy a cross stitch set each and I taught him how to cross stitch. Really, I think we have nothing better to do. Anyways, back to the museum, we managed to get into every single exhibition. So nice of the museum. So anyways, while on my way up to somewhere, I saw someone who used to be someone who perhaps have a certain hatred towards me. Not nice. Sighs, I really wish I never have to see people of my past because I think it really brings back a lot of hurtful memories. Oh wells. So yupps, that's the end of my pretty fruitful day and I hope I can go to the museum again. It's very interesting. Or rather it BEATS shopping 100000X. So yeah. I will definitely go to the museum again. LALALA! Damn got sunburnt!! zZzZzZzZzZ
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
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Hello. I feel so lazy to blog so I decided to upload pictures of posters that I found online and I was giggling at them. So just enjoy them lol. And some of them are quite sick so yeah. You've been warned. 
HAHAHAHA. *facepalm* 
How slow... 
This poster is perfect for the retarded powers of the Interact Club Members. 
OMG. LOLLLLS. By the way, Makoto is this guy who is a pervert. So maybe you will get the gist. And the anime he appeared in was just plain -.- 
LOLS. Wth. Honestly I think that's quite true. 
*facepalm* WOW that sure takes rocket science to figure out. 
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. 
EEW? 
Um, thanks for the tip but no thanks. 
OMG AHAHAHA. Bad subbings.
Monday, December 08, 2008
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I am not a shopaholic. Heck, I hate shopping sometimes. But maybe not all shopping. Oh wells, sometimes shopping do make one very satisfied. :D HAHA. It certainly must not be a daily occurrence. Then again, coming to talk about shopping. I haven't bought anyone christmas gifts yet. Sorry. I am broke. I better stop procrastinating and start buying gifts. Oh wells. I love christmas but maybe not the shopping part. Because I don't know who to buy for and what to buy. OH WELLS. Hot and Cold___________Kathy Perry So last time, I used to have this laptop protector, the plastic one, around my laptop. The truth is, it's called the PROTECTOR but in actual fact, it's an ATTACKER. My poor laptop is stained with disgusting black algae like stuff thanks to that STUPID PROTECTOR. So when you buy a new laptop never make the stupid mistake of buying some cover thinking that it will protect the computer because NO IT WON'T. It only serves to make it look disgusting. Oh and heavy too. Please just leave your laptop/ hand phone as it is. Plastic sucks. UGH, my poor baby is so gross looking now, so I took out the PLASTIC PROTECTOR. Stupid thing. ---------UPDATED--------So money is the root of all evil. So now we are fighting over money. Brilliant. What's next? You going to sue me in court for giving you money and not taking care of you in future as you always say? I won't be surprised. No wonder they said money is the root of all evil. Now I know why. And I must say I am not surprised. Everything of my action is something that is intentional. EVerything of what I do is to provoke you. Me and daddy gang up against you. Why don't you reflect first?
Sunday, December 07, 2008
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Labels: Amazing Kiss____________BoAAmazing kiss__________BoA Just feel like listening to upbeat songs today. I feel so happy and thankful at the same time. I mean like, yeah. Very at ease. Another misunderstanding struck of my list. I decided to forgive someone and yeah, vice versa. I guess sometimes talking about profound topics rocks sometimes. Like you get to know someone deeper and stuff. Then again profound topics may stray to stuff like ToK topics and if you talk it without passion, you may end up sounding like someone. Um, I shall not name that person. Oh wells. As in I am glad and really really glad that both of us managed to put the stuff behind us and really continue the friendship on a platonic level. Like yeah no relationship or anything. Or that's how I am seeing it. Hope I won't make the wrong judgements again, as I am very prone in doing so.Um, since the hot topic is DREAM HOUSE, I ripped the topic off from Hian Lee's and Ezann's blogS. I asked Hian Lee if I could blog about it too and he said sure since he ripped it off another blog. LOLS. So yeah, I decided to talk about it. If I can even describe it. LOLS.Right I shall be selfish and LIVE IN AN APARTMENT! (Very realistic. I don't intend to get married or have kids anytime soon. I am saying this now, doesn't mean I won't turn back on my words later. And I am learning the true meaning of love because last time I was in love with the idea of love. Ok straying off topic.) 
Ok so my apartment shall be in such an awesome building. Yes, it looks so cool and awesome. Um, and IT WILL BE A STUDIO APARTMENT. Muhahahha. Yes one room flat. The classy version... Hmm, let's seeRoom:Bed that looks like that: 
So awesome. This shall just fill up the only rooms. It shall serve as a sofa as well. And in case of any one night stands, (I AM JUST JOKING) I can share the bed. As in when I am scared, I can call someone over to share the bed. LOLS LOLS. And then you see the round table there, I can put my laptop there. With whatever charger and shit. And I shall leave all my other stuff somewhere else. Oh dear I don't know where. I won't have much except mangas. I am cheap and I borrow books from the library. So yeah. As for the paper mess. HMM, oh I wonder where shall I put that mess. Maybe I shall categorize them neatly. Though the neatness won't last. Then again this is when I am working, I shall leave all the stuff in the office. LOLS. Oh and I shall have a dog! Japanese spitz without a doubt. That goes without saying. Then my dog can protect me. Wahahahah, good dog! Um, Kitchen. I shall just have a refrigerator, normal one. And um, the inductor cooking stove whatever it is called. Yeah I need that, I cannot take the gas stove, it will explode on me. No drinks or anything. Blender. Yeah. That's about it.I think thats about it. The less clutter the better. Just me and my doggy! WOOF! The end. Today, I feel damn happy and light. (:
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I apologise for the absolutely spoilt post last night. I guess I was hungry beyond any rhyme or reason to comprehend reason. Coming to think of it, I was really unreasonable in my complain.SORRY. To Amber Junior:My tag board is slightly faulty. It won't load. So um, I shall reply here. AHAHAHA, I was really hungry. I think it's fine to complain about hunger but I guess not about the food, so yeah I made a major blooper on my part. :(
Saturday, December 06, 2008
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Kurage Nagare Boshi__________Ai Otsuka A beautiful song with the best MV I ever seen! I want to stay there! Oh my it looks so cosy. It looks like a place without insects! YES NO INSECTS!!!! Just me and the ocean and the piano in the ocean and the jellyfish (since the song said so...) And talking about jellyfish:LOLS. Ok anyone looking for a laugh should watch this. AHAAHAHAHAH. I was just rolling off my chair laughing at this scene. LOLS.Ok, so I have been spending and rotting away watching friends. It reminds me one year ago, I was watching all 10 seasons of friends. Which I failed terribly because um, school reopened too early, I only managed to complete 5 seasons. And to think I was on a marathon. -.- BAH, I want to watch the whole series again. It's just so HILARIOUS. LOLS. Love this show. <3 And I love Chandler and Monica. So sweeeeet <3 Ok enough gushing about FRIENDS. I am sorry, holidays are THAT boring. ZZZZZZ NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT. ANd not to mention my computer has gone into the laggiest mode ever! Hmph. Ah wells. -.- All the best to those taking JLPT4 tomorrow. Damn. Oh wells, I was supposed to take it ;'( GAHHS. BOREDOM to the max.I am on the edge of loving and not loving. I think I like you because you're nice then again I can't bring myself to anything more than a friendship. OH WELLS.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
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Labels: Softly_____________Leah DizonSoftly____________Leah DizonLovely song! <3 Sorry I have been moody recently. I am much happier today I must say. :D Thank you to those who have been hearing my problems and helping me. :D The memory problem is one big mystery but at least the rest of my burdens are cleared and I am feeling much better now. I hoped I have not been much of a pain in the ass. BUT THANKS A BIG DEAL. It helped a lot! :DOh wells. ZZZZZZZZZZ! I am feeling so tired. *yawns yawns*
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
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Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world right now. Suna no Oshiro___________Kanon WakeshimaThe last ounce is gone.The last straw is used up.The self- control is used up. I have fall into an endless and limitless sleep. I just want to sleep now. Go away sun, go away.Come night, come here, let me embrace the night,and let me drink your blood.By the way, this post relates to nothing in particular. Just random little nothings because I have nothing to blog about. LOLS. As usual. I am craving for-> Pocky sticks-> Chicken Nuggets-> Chocolate fudge brownie ice cream-> Blood-> A NK-> Walk another 2 hours with proper shoes -> Never to see/talk you again
Monday, December 01, 2008
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Fallin for you_____________Eva AvilaI don't like Jonas' Brothers. I never even listened to their music before. This is the only video with the song I want and that can be embedded. The other one is um a lesbian video. And the official video cannot be embedded. Yeah, enjoy the song. So Poh pulled a Poh again. And as usual he was retarded. AHAAHHA. So was I. Our retardedness was so unglam! To summarize it:-> he didn't see the straws when they were right in front of him.-> And the napkins too.THE 2nd MOST UNGLAM PART:We were walking around the blocks and we couldn't find the place. And the most stupid thing. I whipped out iPhone and check GPRS. And the map told us everything BUT we got a problem finding the blocks. LOLS. And we were just walking at random directions and yes, we got lost in Ang Mo Kio. So we asked the lady. She pointed to us. And we followed her directions. But honestly, the arrangement of HDBs do not follow the ascending/ descending manner, so we got lost. And then we asked another man, and he was like pointing to the direction we came from and we were um, LOL-ing at our stupidity. And then the lady came along, saw us lost and she told us it was that way (the way she told us) and then somehow they sorted it and we managed to reach the place with um, much help. HAHA. To think we are going there to help. LOLS. When we can't even help ourselves. THE MOST MOST SUPER UNGLAM AND SUPER FAIL PART:We tried to open the door but we can't. And we realized after asking for help, the door was latched. LOLS. WTH! HAHAHA! And I was reading my old diary. I can't help but cry. LOLS. Finally I see something that makes me feel something. I cried not because I was sad. I think I was more on the happy-cry because I found something back. Something that makes me feel less like an android and more like a human being. Because the old diary records my saddest memories of last year from the time I was dating um H and then to the time we broke up and um some other stuff that happened. LOLS. And I felt a bit of love again (as in not for anyone in particular), just the ME coming back. :D Oh wells. But we must move on. And :D I SHALL MOVE ON AND SAVE UP!
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Labels: Love story_____________Van fan, White light___________Namie Amuro, 带我走__________Rainie YangYes omg, I am listening to the weirdest stuff recently. CHRISTMAS SONGS, Taiwanese chinese songs that are not sung by Jay Chou (as in I am not stating it's weird, it's not a preference). AHAHAHA. What's wrong with me. HAHAHA. And I enjoyed them. They give me warmth and passion. All of a sudden. Like I feel that little spark in me. HAHA. Wth. I am really out of my mind. And as usual, I am procrastinating. I refuse to blog, do work or anything else. BRILLIANT. I better get started. 带我走——————————Rainie YangLove story____________van fan And I enjoy them. Still enjoying. HAHAHA. *claps claps* White Light_____________Namie Amuro Back to the Namie bug again! The songs she sings now are -.- I don't like it. Very um. . . So here's an old song from her. A christmas song from her! I love it! Christmas songs are awesome. LOLs. Merry advanced christmas. Will anyone help me do my extended essay? LOLS. Anyways, christmas presents. HA! I shall BUY MY OWN PRESENT FIRST. HAHAHAHAHA. Whatever. I am being selfish here. Lols. And then I shall buy everyone a cheap pen. Merry christmas. It's the thought that counts. By the way, I am joking. HAHA. I am just dying to buy that $73 album. HAHAHA. Really, money makes my world go round. HAHAHA. Imagine me turning in circles. Omg I am grinning at my own lame jokes. HAHAHAHAHA I am going nuts. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
