[[Memorandum in Water]]

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clothing for women

* Memories washed away together with the waves washing upon the shore *

This shell won't break.~ Water Nymph. Counter from 1st June 08

- Click on the words to open up the lost memories-

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Ok since I am being tagged by Haniel Soh *glares*, I decided to play along.

Rules:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags backs!

Um there you go, here's the list:

1. I hate sharing toilets with people.

This is to the extent that even if I were to get married, I MUST have my own individual toilet bowl. LOLS, just the toilet bowl would do.

2. I hate pooping in public toilets.

Unless I have no choice. I find it embarrassing not because I am some spoilt kid.

3. I get offended VERY easily.

But I don't really show it. Every little thing people/ myself do offends me.

4. I support the idea of being GAY.

But it must be of true love and not lust or because women are all a bunch of #$%^&*.

5. I am being biased here, I don't like the idea of lesbianism.

It seems weird, don't ask me why. (sorry if anyone do get offended)

6. I am tired even after a long, good, deep sleep.

At the rate i am going, I can beat Sleeping Beauty's sleep record.

7. I feel uncomfortable when being touched (even on the shoulders, different from tapped by the way) or poked by even close friends. And I don't like people to sit too close to me too.

I think my personal bubble is too big.

8. I got 3 blisters on the sole of my feet. One blister is as big as a 50cents coin.

9. I am a good keeper of other people's secrets but I can never keep my secret a secret.

Weird brilliance of me.

10. And I know everyone want to know my weight right? Fat hope. I am just joking.

I sleep with the pillow I had since I was a baby. <3>

There you go. A list full of utter crap.

Ok the 10 very very lucky and fortunate people:

1. sdf

2. fghjk

3. tyui

4. rtyu

5. xcv

6. 678

7. hjk

8. rty

9. sdfgh

10. vbnm

That's just gibberish. Whoever who wants to do it can do it. I won't bother to tag unlike some person who tagged me. HAHA. And I am quite bored so I decided to do it.

Dream a little dream of me__________Laura Fygi

I know it's an old song. I woke up humming to it. Don't ask me why. I have not heard this song for ages.

I wish I am standing under the starry night sky and sipping a nice drink while this song plays at the background.

Oh look, I am dying to get away from work. Who doesn't know that? SIGHS.

I am tired and I want to sleep again. And I am craving for fried bee hoon and chicken nuggets.

ZZZZZZZ

Ok I shall get on to the mission of loving my family and my friends because i lost such an important feeling.

bye.

Labels: Dream a little dream of me____________Laura Fygi

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 12:02 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Some retarded video of DBSK that got me laughing my head off

Superman______________Five for fighting

Tralala. I am in a mood to listen to soft music today.

Today was good. Thank you to Mrs. Yew for everything. I can't thank you enough. (:

My memory is not getting any better. But I am inspired from the anime yesterday. So whoever is down should go watch Skip! Beat! It is such a bright anime.

To everyone:

I am sorry I am so cranky recently. There are so many entanglements that I have yet to sort out, now the knots are laid out in front of me and I am untangling them. (: Thanks for being patient.

Loves. <3

The end.

Aux Champs Elysee__________Joe Dassin

Oh brilliant song! I like it. (: Finally managed to find the song that Junsu and Yoochun were singing. <3

I AM AT BLISS.

Labels: Superman______________Five for FIghting

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 6:14 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Rima Touya <3>

Hello! It's Amber and I am back again.

I have not been blogging for a long time. My apologies for that. HAHA. I blogged yesterday, obviously one that reflects a very mood swingy me. I was PMSing. Or maybe not, I really felt that sort of feeling but like Vi said" A sleep and it will be better tomorrow." Thank you to the people who asked what happened. I didn't dare to state what happened because it was petty of me to feel that way about a certain person and I must say I am ashamed of feeling that way. As for the part where I am losing my memories and whatever stuff, my state of forgetfulness in another words, it's disturbing yes, and I will do something about it to resolve the problem as fast as possible. Currently I will do my best not to be fretting over it, which is hardly possible because everything is the present is linked back to the past.

Xuan Kai is right, I do sound like a ToK addict now. Which comes to remind me, omg. I can't do a single ToK question. Argh. ToK, ToK, why does ToK exists? Why do we think? Why is it not right to not think? Why by not thinking of the profound and the greater goodness in life we are dead? I so wish to send all this stuff to IB so that the future generation do not have to suffer ToK *does anime face*. Then coming to think of it, if we are not forced to think, we will find it out ourselves right? AHHH Ok, it's going to go round and round and I should just stop thinking of worthless things like that.

And I am ashamed to say I have not start a single word on extended essay yet. I am proud to say I have completed the extended essay of my own life. But no, too bad, IB wants something intellectual. Or I will do my extended essay on hot korean guys- Jung YunHo and so on. HAHA. And include pictures and go to their concerts. Oh and I will type out essays on Anime and Manga and whatever that make me go crazy. Hah. Argh. Yes, I AM PROCRASTINATING.

Oh and I am currently annoyed at the voice in my head that is narrrating every thought and feeling and action and whatever I am going through. It won't stop! AHHH. I think I will go mad with the narrating in my head. I bet it must have to do with the 400 pages of font size 8 boring book. Actually it's not boring, it sparked that little hope and passion and gave me happiness as I read it. But that was my first impression of the book: BORING. And I shall keep to my stand for the part without romance is indeed dull. And I never like dull things, I like thrills. Thrillers were written for my pleasure. SEE, I am even starting to sound like her. It's annoying. In a good way. It will fade away of course. At least it's just visual. For anime, the constant narration of my life in Japanese will just nag in my head. But that keeps me sane because I am learning. Then again, I can't express myself in Japanese now and I think I lost my ability to read and write Japanese.

I sound like Charlie Gordon now don't I? Perhaps, I am living the life of Charlie Gordeon. I really don't know what shit I am uttering about. I am just rambling my head off. AT random things. Bye.

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 2:13 PM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Rima Touya!!!! I LOVE HER BEST! <3>

SHIKI AND RIMA!

I love them. So cute together! :D

Rinne Rondo____________ON/OFF

English translations here:

If the white rose petals opens one by one,

Will the memories from those days revive?

Illuminated by tranquility,

the night that makes flowers bloom,

is sweet yet painful.

And becoming colored.

Like following a shining thread,

time is quietly flowing.

While people stick to the movement of flow and ebb,

they are reborn.

Your smile is the warmth that melts my chest,

Like a faint dream that I had somewhere.

Even in the present moment is cut up by the setting sun,

our shadows are overlapping.

Endless and far,

Boundless and deep,

like destinies that cross each other.

I grasped it again and again,

I lost it again and again,

the fact that we are finally able to meet.

Like how the sky yearns for the earth,

the flowers wait for the rain,

and the night falls in love with tomorrow,

I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one.

If we can relive ourselves from eternal slumber and see each other tonight.

Come on, let's dance in our rondo.

Like moving through the passed days,

the moon is tender and clouded.

And beyond my memories,

love overflowed again.

If I can walk through your moments for a second time,

then I want to become a shadow and protect you.

Even if the blindly blowing wind estranges us,

please don't forget about believing.

An aimless sparkle,

a fleeting wavering,

like drifting illusions.

Even while I wandered,

I finally made it to the place that won't change.

Even darkness steals away from the sun,

lies cry to sins,

and the past splits the future apart.

As if going around to places,

I'm certain that I chose this place.

Endless and far,

Boundless and deep,

like destinies that cross each other.

I grasped it again and again,

I lost it again and again,

the fact that we are finally able to meet.

Like how the sky yearns for the earth,

the flowers wait for the rain,

and the night falls in love with tomorrow,

I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one.

If the white rose petals were to scatter one by one,

will we be dyed by the tender morning?

And if I am reborn and bloom in your chest,

our love will become eternity.

Sighs. What a sweet lovely song! <3>

<3 <3 <3 What a nice idea. HAHAHA.

Imagine

VAMPIRE PROFILE

Name: Amber Lim

Level: Level B vampire

Occupation: Student (Night class) <-- The sun hurts my eyes and burns my skin.

Power: Water

SO COOL!

As if that would happen.

Coming to speak of it. Congratulations to me, I HAVE NOT BEEN CRUSHING ON ANYONE since um I can't remember when. But I bet it has been more than 2 months. HAHA. Omg. What a record breaking thing. o.O Even indulging myself with the romantic anime don't seem ,make a difference to me. *claps claps* I feel so happy about it.

ALl right, I shall sleep. ZZZZZZZ.

Labels: rinne rondo____________On/off

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 4:00 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

This is Post 507. I never expect it to a big ranting. I never expect it to be an insult to you. I never expect you to read this. I never ever to dedicate this song to anyone because it just shows what a loser you are. Then again YOU ARE.

This will be my last post ranting about you, because you are not worth any of my energy, I won't play any games with you anymore because you are hardly worth my brain cells thinking of the next step and lastly this post shall remind me not to even be friends with assholes like you.

Too little too late___________JOJO

[Verse 1:]
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin' don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone

[Hook:]
And you know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

[Verse 2:]
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help

[Hook:]
Cause ya know it's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

[Bridge:]
I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh

[Breakdown:]
It's just too little too late
Yeeeeeeah!!!

[Hook Til Fade:]
It's just too little, too late
Yeah it's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

Ok here comes the ranting:

What did I ever do to you that you must ruin my life like this hmm? I don't remember how I have offended you. You started everything. You started teasing me with all the weird names you can coin up. You started making fun of me in front of your whole CCA group. You started asking me out. I stupidly followed suit. Sure you look good. And no I had nothing to lose to go out with you. (

I was honored that you will go out with me. Oh stupid me, believing in a stupid love that never exists, but becoming the butt of your joke, becoming a person that you call as and when you like, becoming someone no different from a ho. How silly was I to believe that someone as popular as you (during that time) would go out with me, the outcast. Oh of course, it didn't last.

Ok fine, so we didn't talk right? So WHY MUST YOU RUIN MY LIFE FOR ME? Oh my gosh. Things were fine without you. I was ok without you. Heck, I was moving on in my life. I didn't have to care about you. I didn't have to think of you. Heck, I didn't even remembered you. Till you kept on SMSing me. So I replied to your stupid messages. You stupid idiot prick. Gosh, just get out of my life I THANK YOU. Yes, I MOVED ON. And I know you are unhappy about me moving on because of your #$%^&*( ego. And I also know you are holding a grudge against me because I told your friend about what you did. Unfortunately for you, your friend has a personality that is 234567890346893456789234567890234567890 times better than you. Besides he gave you a chance didn't he? Even asking his parents to give you a place in the *cant say secret*.

Being you, you got to shoot me with freaking insults trying to get me down so that I will upset, find you to console me and you win your stupid game.

Go away. I don't need your stupid asshole consolation. There is no free lunch in this world. Same to your consolations, you will probably ask for something more. Come on, just let me live my life as it is. Stop dictating me around like I am your servant or something like that. BECAUSE I AM NOT. I don't see why I should live life YOUR way. DUDE! I live life MY way. That is my right, not yours. What makes you think you got the right to ask me to do whatever you want? No one except God and my parents can make me do that. Besides that,

Honestly what's wrong with moving on? Why do you have to keep reminding me of my past? I don't know my past. The only things I want to acknowledge in my past are the times I spent with my friends, the times that I hold dear. I am trying to bury it. I don't want to be reminded of you anymore, or anyone from TK (except for Liling, Haniel, Atiqah, Kelvin, Edison, Vimal and those who accepted me as their friend.)

Just leave me alone. And yes, if you ask why I am so unsure about going out with you. It is because I don't want to. I really don't want to. Yet I want to show you that I HAVE CHANGED. I am no longer someone you can push about anymore. I won't conform to you anymore. And I hope you will just f off my life because you have ruined it more than enough.

Farewell to you my ex. I can't give a shit about you anymore. This will be the last post dedicated to assholes like you. Your insults will be like nothing to me. I won't even bother ignoring/ blocking you. If you ask me something, I will just give you a one word answer. I won't bother hating you. You are just someone pushed out of my life. Someone who I can't even give a shit about. BYE.

Ah that is one whole load off my chest. (: I am feeling so happy releasing what I have pented up since like this monday. :D :D :D

AND I ATE FRIED BEE HOON! AND FRIED CARROT CAKE! So happy!!!! My cravings are satisfied. I still feel very hungry. I really must control this diet of mine. gahs. HAHA.

And oh my, the new Olivia Lufkin Album is really good. Trinka Trinka!!!

I am feeling Trinka Trinka

It's really happening!

My heart is beating steady!

:D :D What a happy little song! WHY DOES HER ALBUM HAS TO BE SO EXPENSIVE??? Gahs! I love her more than DBSK some more.

Ah wells. Holidays. One week passed. BLEAH.

Labels: Too little too late____________JOJO

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 9:10 AM

Monday, November 17, 2008

Leave for a vacation________SM TOWN SUMMER

Oh gosh, I am hella tired.

I had the best day of my life. Thank you everyone for the best day! :D :D lOve you guys! If I am not lazy, I will blog the pictures tomorrow. If I am, then look at my facebook. ZZZZZZZZ

Labels: Leave for a vactaion

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 10:38 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

I am sorry. Whoever who wants a nicer picture, I have photoshopped this. As in I just photoshopped the pimples away. :D :D It looks so much better now. HAHAHA. OMG, just look at that flawless skin of mine. HAHAHA. I love photostudio. Muhahahha. It will be better if I have photoshop, next year. *evil laughter* So yes people, download the photoshopped version if you don't want pimples. :D

Oh and I watched Avenue Q today with Joshua and Mariska. :D TOo bad I didn't manage to camwhore with them. Suck lah! I forgot to bring my stupid camera out. Gahs!

Anyways, no offence to anyone. But the Avenue Q show was quite a disappointment. The Singapore one cannot match up with the original show. I wonder is it because we watched the budgeted one. Mr. West was right when he said it wasn't as good. Hmm. I guess the best characters (voice actors) are Kate, Rod, Nicky and Princeton at times. As much as I like the character Trekkie monster, I think he didn't do quite well as compared to the original soundtrack. Especially for the school for monsters which has totally no emotions at all. Trekkie in this show seems to be rushing through the song, he even left out the sniffling parts which was supposed to make it sound really really really cute! And they cut out many parts too, and those were the parts which are supposed to be humorous. ANd I think emotions wise, I think it cannot match the original soundtrack. So yes, I was quite disappointed. But yeah, because it's retarded and pervertic, so it doesn't really matter that much. I applaud them for the song "I wish I could go back to college" and "A fine, fine line". I think these songs are really emotions.

Oh wells. Anyways, we didn't get to camwhore with Mr Happy too! HAHAHA. ANd the retarded-ness earlier on is enough to cover up for the lack of emotions in the avenue Q show. HAHAHA and after the show too.

Poh: Oh my gosh, the toilet queue is so long.

Us: No that's the escalator queue.

Poh: Oh.

*goes in the direction of the female toilet*

Us: No Poh, that's the female toilet.

Poh: *gives weird look* No what look there's a big "M" written there.

AHAHAHAHA. What the! o.O HAHAHA. OMG!

I need money. I need money. I need money. I need money. I need money!!!

The money song________Avenue Q

LOLS. Give me your money! ;)

Labels: The money song_________Avenue Q

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 9:51 PM

OMG OMG OMG SOOOO HOT!!!! 5 episodes of vampire knight. I am craving for blood now. Passion is what I need. Blood is what I need. I need to feel warmth.

Yuuki: I will definitely not hate you.

Kaname: Then prove it to me. BECOME MY LOVER.

OMG! I can die at that statement. Damn, I want 2 hot guys after me too HAHAHAH!

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 12:46 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Anyways, here's a thing that toyne told us:

Toyne: You don't have a copy on your computer?

E: Yes I have a soft copy. I thought you were talking about the hard copy.

Toyne *frowns*: I don't see the difference between the soft and hard copy honestly. I thought the soft copy was like the paper because *demonstrates how the paper can be folded* and hard copy is the computer because *knocks on the table* it's a machine, it's hard.

HAHAHAHA. Mr. Toyne is so hilarious sometimes.

Mr Chia on the Geog extended essay:

You can write on anything you want under the sun, even the sun itself. -.-

Mr Chia on naming the group for the weather project:

Tabby: I can't believe what you named the group sir.

Brent: OMg must be another one of his lame names again right?

tabby: yeah, omg. But this is the lamest so far.

Brent: Oh tell me what what.

Tabby refuses to tell. And said that it was super lame.

So we came up with a list of names of like:

starwars

star trek

jedi

i don't know

bluh bluh

and he finally showed it to us on the projector

THE LAME GROUP!!!!! -.- -.- -.-

*knocks head on wall*

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 10:13 PM

Not fair!!!! Haniel looks so much better, kelvin looks the same, and I LOOK LIKE AN AUNTY NOW!!!!

Winter Sleep_________Olivia Lufkin

"Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world right now...

Hold me now, my frozen heart..."

What a song that describes my feelings exactly. The kind of emotions that I felt so long ago. The kind of emotions that was so long ago, long ago that I have swept them under the carpet of my emotions. But today, it came back to me. Once again, I feel that the wounds of the past have been reopened again. Maybe I am just reflecting here. So don't mind me.

Oh anyways, I shall blog about my meeting with my secondary friends, Haniel and Kelvin. Wow. I haven't seen them for such a long time and they have changed a lot. I couldn't even recognize Haniel at all. HAHA. How very loserish of me. Then again, I shouldn't even be surprised, I haven't seen him for such a long time. And also, I couldn't really remember how he looks like. Sorry lah, Haniel. HAHA, but you look better now. It's a compliment. :D

Kelvin didn't change much. I still can recognize him. His voice is um, deeper? AHAHA. And taller, yes. :D

Aiyah, and we decided to Kbox which costs like a BOMB. And, no I dont want to go back there anymore. HMPH. So expensive. Stupid Kbox. GAH, now I AM BROKE FOR THE WEEK. GAHSGAHSGAHSGAHS. GAHHHHHH. It feels bad to be broke. MEH! But anyways, songs were retarded and I was singing "Gimme more" in a damn retarded voice. AAHAHAHAH. ANd not to mention that the videos of some songs are damn retarded. AHAHAHHAA. Haniel, being haniel decided to choose weird retarded songs like "How much is the doggy at the window." and "Do-re-mi" and "the bitch is black", hhaha, but I am sure it can't beat my "three little monkeys". And not to mention how retarded I am and how retarded my voice is. Bluh. SO tired. hahaha. And we ended off the session with WILLIAM HUNG SHE bANGS!

AH wells, I guess I need to catch up with them more. Goshhh. I really miss these 2 guys, especially Haniel. HAHAHA. It's been so long. Sighs. Bah, hope to catch up soon!

Tired, tired. zzzzzzzz.

Labels: Winter Sleep________ Olivia Lufkin

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 12:14 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I miss such a relationship. I am talking in coded terms. I don't think anyone will understand what I am talking about. If you do, good for you then. I really miss it. Sighs.

The scene in the manga that never fails to make me go "AWWWWWWWWW" since secondary 2 till now. The kiss was really sudden and surprising. It's like the best anime kiss. How romantic. *wallows in the ideas and thoughts of romantic scenes*

Today is the day I realized that it's been 1.5 years since I experience PASSION. As in passion for a person of the other gender, not passion for sports or whatever stuff that I like. And I need to experience the kind of passion again. Maybe I am being desperate, or maybe I have been thinking too much lately, I really want to experience it. I feel like an empty shell, no emotions, nothing. I feel like a sugarcane, all emotions sucked out, nothing left. I crave for passion. As desperate as it makes me sound. But no I am not desperate for passion, its a craving only. Oh wells. As if it will happen.

Watched Quantum of Solace today. Oh James bond movies are hot, so full of action. I shall watch all the James bond movies during the holidays. Haha, if I even have the time. Oh my... then again, I am not a movie addict, so actually it doesn't really matter. And the Bond Girl didn't end up in bed at all, just a kiss and a very passionate phrase:

"I wish I were the one who can release your inner prisons" Or something like that. I was like "awwwww". And the bond girl is EXTREMELY pleasing to the eye. Oh my gosh, I wish I were half as pretty and hot as her, how good will life be.

Ok I am tired. Very sapped of energy. Nites

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 11:56 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Oh hello!

I know I am not supposed to blog at this critical point of time but right now I am procrastinating really badly and I don't feel like doing any G4 project work. NO MORE, SCIENCE IS SUCH A HORROR!!! OH MY GOSH! I AM SO ANNOYED!!! Stupid stupid stupid. Yeah lah, yeah lah, I know I shouldn't have slacked for the past 4 days that is just right after exams. Well, I cannot help it because anime is addicting. Anime is more important than G4. HEHEHE!

Nahnahnahnahnah. I am soooooooooo annoyed with stupid stupid stupid G4. OMG I did like 11 pages of G4 lab report! ALONE. BAH, enough is enough. TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF G4. YES! YES! YES! NO MORE G4!

Oh bye bye back to gorilla 4.

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 2:10 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

BECAUSE SOME SCARS NEVER HEAL... And up to a year and a half later, I still miss you so much...

Oh yes, and I remember what I want to post about:

Fat_________Weird Al Yankovic

You know I am fat, I am fat. YOU KNOW IT!

Yes, I need to slim down. Oh my gosh, I NEED TO SLIM DOWN. I am becoming FAT. I abstain from food a lot recently but noooo I am still growing fat! Oh dear... :(

Because I have stopped exercising. I wish I can tag along for the cambodia trip. Service trips are good and free slimming program. HAHA. But then again, they won't be climbing up plantations to plant plants. GAHHHH, I need a village again!!!! I need to exercise like mad again!

I see my fats collecting each day it's so sick. Gahs. I need to slim down, I need to slim down, I need to slim down. I should stop procrastinating and start slimming down. Starting from this sunday onwards I shall exercise till I drop dead. At least I drop dead when I am sexy and not when I am fat.

MISSION FAT KILLER WILL START SOON! You shall see a slimmer me next year. Hmph.

Labels: FAT_________ WEIRD AL

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 7:07 PM

Oh I have so many stuff to blog about I don't know where to start from. So yeah. Where do I start? I need to rant, praise and I don't know. Actually I don't know how I feel I have so many thoughts and feelings but then I don't know how to express them into words.

Know concepts+ I don't know how to express= NO BLOGGING!!!! XDXDXD

At this rate of my blogger's block, I will have to shut down my blog. Fat hope though. I put in 4 years of effort into this blog, no way I am shutting it down. Whatever, I am talking as if this blog is my company. HAHAHA. If only I can make money out of it.... There is one way though, which is to join nuffnang but whatever, there are much better bloggers around, who needs me? After all my blog is just a storage of who I am in 4 years. Haha, a digital preservation of me. Bluh bluh bluh bluh bluh.

Stuff I need to praise about:

MY SHOES. Oh my dearest loyal shoes! :D

Yes yes, my shoes hold a sentimental value for me, I love to talk about my shoes A LOT because they have been through life and death with me. Yeah, I am exaggerating. Whatever -.-.

Shoe number 1: My pink Timberland boots

I have this pair of shoes since primary 5 (11 years old) and it's still in very good condition, just that it almost died till I bugged my parents to bring it to national skin foundation for it's checkup. (actually, some skin from the top of the shoes came off, leaving very unsightly cotton wool in sight, so I just changed the top leather to some PVC, leather-look alike material and now it's as good as new.) Anyways, I have a sentimental value with this pair of shoes because

1) it's been 6 years going on 7 years.

2) it never failed me in my Tioman trip and my Cambodia trip and my other countless trips. I would have never been able to survive or to put it in a less exaggerated manner, I would have never been able to balance properly without them in the rough terrains in the jungles.

3) it's the best pair of shoes- unique in terms of design, safety factor is there and a very hardy pair of shoes.

Shoe number 2: Adidas booties

My diving shoes! :D :D Oh I love this pair of shoes. It's another pair of shoes that make me feel very very very very proud of it. It's been with me to the tioman trip and many other coastal trips. It did save my life. (no, I am not exaggerating here) It's been 3 years since I have this pair of shoes. And the reason I LOVE this pair of booties.

1) It's pretty.

2) It's hardy.

3) It saved my life because everyone got stuck in the mud flat when the high tide is coming in except me because it's designed for it's lightweight and to withstand whatever whatever thing. (no I can't remember what) But hey, I was loyal and saved my friends ok? So you see, it saved more than my life.

As weird as this may seem to many (gushing about shoes), laugh all you want. The moral of the story is that with a good pair of shoes, you can travel to any part of the world, wear it almost every single day and it's still in GOOD and PERFECT condition. So always invest in the long term benefits and not the short term. And no, I am not being spoilt here being so brand-particular. Admit it, shoes are a need. If I keep changing shoes (let's say if I get a pair of $10 shoes, and it only last me for a month, you multiply it for the months you buy your good pair of shoes, it's definitely more expensive.) Oh and don't tell me how it's because my parents are rich and bluh bluh bluh so I have the rights to say this:

1) my parents are not rich

2) like i said earlier on, invest in the long term not the short term. Saves cost.

Then again, I am talking about shoes that you can rely on for trips and trekking and not shopping shoes. My shopping shoes are really the typical not expensive kind of shoes and I always purchase them at a discounted price. And neither do I have a sentimental value with shopping shoes. But they last long because I don't go shopping much.

Ok I finished praising my shoes now. Good shoes. (I am sorry I have to bring this up because of the recent nostalgia that I have been put through so yeah... shoes play a part and therefore I am giving my shoes credit for what they have done even though my shoes won't be reading this.)

Sighs, life is not very smooth sailing for me lately I guess. And I am sorry if I have been writing out negative thoughts here. My negative thoughts are not that negative or maybe it is but I don't know. Yeah just sorry because I have been having rough nights (not as bad as friend number 2's) but still have been having lots of stuff that I sweeped underneath the carpet in order to concentrate for exams. Hmm, so don't mind me. Just one whole whirlwind of thoughts. HHAHAHA I FEEL LIKE A WATERSPOUT! (talking nonsense again -.-)

Ok so I finished my little shoe praise, my losing of friends rant, and what else? I would want to rant about work but it's the same old and I am numb towards work.

Ahhhh so many things I am looking forward to! Can't wait, can't wait, not doing work, not doing work! Oh gawd, I have become such a NANA. Lols. The next thing I know:

AMBER YOU'RE FIRED FROM SCHOOL! (cause you are such a bummer) HAHA. That would be a joke. NOT.

Yes, I better get on with work, stop blogging and thinking about parties and the very very exciting Avenue Q play. (whoohoo) Yes, work, work, work, I am brain dead. -.-

To someone: I tried not to be bothered but I can't help myself. ARGH. Here's a song for you:

Shadow of love_______Olivia Lufkin

Oh no, and I come back from the toilet and realised I still have stuff that I have not finished blogging about. And after coming back from the toilet, someone stole my place and I downgrade myself to using the powerpoint in the kids' section. How very interesting. But you see due to the constant stamp, stamp, stamping around, it broke my thoughts and I FORGOT WHAT I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT AGAIN!!!!!

-> The new wireless access is good. I love it very much.

-> Dogs are my current obsession. (I wanted to blog about that, oh maybe I should later. I finally brought myself to touch and pet a dog despite my allergy because the Japanese spitz iz too cute to resist. Then I had a paw shake with another dog. OMG OMG. I am so elated. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I was gushing about dogs to my mum. Wahahahah.)

-> Biology? Yeah.... NO LAME.

-> Hot guys? NOOO

DAMN I FORGOT. ARGHASDFGHJKL!

OH i finally remembered, I wanted to blog about Japanese Language. But I forgot what about it. It was the sudden inspiration you know. My inspiration was flushed along with my pee in the toilet. How exciting. Oh forget it. I wont blog then. Byeeee.

Labels: Shadow of love___________Olivia Lufkin

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 12:58 PM

Friday, November 07, 2008

Sorry I am just missing my old life. (because these 2 days all the memories keeps flooding back)

Memories__________Within Temptation

Secondary 3 Integrated Project Work 2006

(you don't have to tell me how chubby I was then...)

This is my favorite project work group. A project I will never ever ever forget in my whole life. A project I will treasure, a memory that is locked in my heart.

To my IPW group mates:

Thank you for giving me this memory to think about. Thank you for everything that we have been through because whenever I am with you guys, whenever I go back to the places we been before, I always remember the happy times I spent with you guys. And these are the happiest memories in my life. Thank you for that. Sighs... PW <3

And I miss her so much too:

This is a recent photo during the september holidays. How much I have changed from looking so fat and chubby to looking like what I am above. But at least we are still in contact so well, I guess it's not too bad. . . Just that I miss the times we have in TKSS. Nevermind if it's always just the 2 of us. We have the same kind of fear- THE BUNSEN BURNER! XDXDXD I hate the bunsen burner. Stupid thing. And not to mention, one whole bitching list of subjects and teachers. And many many many complaints! :D

And also many other people from TK: (sorry I am not posting pictures because I don't have any pictures taken with you... so don't complain...)

Haniel, Vimal, Kelvin, Wee Siang, ALL my MEDIA CLUB juniors (: (: (:, Atiqah, Haslindah, and so many other people I just want to list but then that would be very o.O.

Mirotic_________DBSK

And I want a JAPANESE SPITZ. TOOO CUTE!

Labels: Memories___________Within Temptation, Mirotic_____________DBSK

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 8:46 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

I'm alive________Becca

Yes I know, repeated song. But today I feel it. It's my life. My whole life described in one song. (: Life may suck. But I'm alive. I fall and I get up, life goes on and here I am.

Failed biology. I am not sure if I need retest or not. I thought I will fail really happily because I am past the point of caring for this horrid subject right? You see, no i didn't keep to my promise, I am feeling very crushed, defeated and bitter to fail now. I SHOULDN'T HAVE STUDIED. Don't tell me I will get worse grades if I don't study. I won't. The more I study the worse I do. Yes, that's a theory I work on. And I have been like that since young. Of course, being the kan jiong spider I am, I MUST STUDY, hoping for an anomaly each time.

But failing biology, I see the silver line. I realized how much my family cares for me and I want to thank them so much for their support. Doesn't this make you feel so warm and cuddly and cosy inside? No they didn't scold me. (: They encouraged me. (say awwww) HAHA whatever. But thanks a lot and I shall continue working harder. Just hoping there will be no retest. I am getting old and wrinkly and I dont think any more stress will do me any good. Fucking retest. I am not in a mood for it. Don't rob my holidays for it and don't tell me I am not serious because retests are a real waste of my time. And yours.

Yeah yeah support my foot. I am SCREWED for tomorrow, not like any of my members give a damn. Horray, IB, I AM FAILING SCIENCE. Whooohooo. I must say time to celebrate now. Fuck.

Read this anyways, boys can't be trusted:

http://weblog.datingish.com/datingish/680512421/he-cheated-on-me-with-her---now-im-invited-to-their-wedding.html

OH TSK!

SCREWED SCREWED SCREWED. It was meant to be a happy post but now I am nothing but PISSED.

OH and now it's a happy post again! YIPPPPEEEE Thank you daddy *muacks, wags tail* :D

Labels: I'm alive__________Becca

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 7:16 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

I'm alive_________Becca

Yes new music= nourishment for me.

Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
Im so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall but,

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
When Im having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

When Im bored to death at home,
When he wont pick up the phone,
When Im stuck in second place,
Those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
Theres no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, ohhhh!

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life,
Ill live my life,

<3>

Labels: I'm alive__________Becca

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 11:48 PM

Monday, November 03, 2008

Still doll_______Matsuri Hino

Very, very beautiful song. I am addicted to it.

落ちて、落ちて、落ちて。。。

<3>

Exam grades are fine I suppose. Well, 2 more grades to know- english and biology. The thought of having to wait 4 periods before getting to know the english grade is kind of annoying. I am dying to know it here. He have not finished marking it yet so I can't even get my paper back. I hate to be in suspense, I am so scared I won't do well because I like english. Sighs, I shall pray hard that I do well.

Biology. Who cares man? I am used to getting bad grades, it doesn't matter anymore. I did the best for revision, more revision than I did for economics, geography, maths or whatsoever subject. The one with the most thorough revision so if I don't do well.... I DID MY BEST! :D

Bluh bluh bluh. The rest of the results are ok as in satisfactory, chinese is DEVASTATING thanks to the comparison of essay. DAMN IT, I FAILED IT! I got 22/30 for my other essay. So no, I am not dropping chinese.

BAH I AM HUNGRY! Only ate a sandwich today, the rest of the food are such a turn off for my stomach. And that even includes cookies. :( I am just craving for a hot bowl of noodles somehow.

Oh and I am still tempted to shave my head bald. HAHAHAH! Thanks to the stupid weather. Gosh, so hot. And I shall not attribute the change in temperature to global warming. No, no, no because there are evidences that it is a scam and other evidences/ reasonings that are more logical to the change in weather. So screw it, not that I am going to waste resources but I shall not be such a big fanatic anymore. But I shall continue being fanatical about saving the animals. :D :D :D Because animals are so adorable. <3

And I am kind of annoyed with someone. The someone who acts likes he loves me when he needs me, the someone who ignores me when he doesn't needs me. The someone who wants me to say certain stuff to boost his ego and only to shatter my ego afterwards. And then "boost" my ego when he needs me. Not that I really care, it's just annoying the nerves out of me- so much that I am so tempted to tell him that he should just leave me alone and stop bossing me about and stop using the friendship to threaten me just because I don't do it your way. Oh and when I ask you for help, you don't. You call yourself a good and faithful ___, but do you even act like it? No you don't. You are simply Mr. All-Talk-No-Do (and I can't stand people like you). Your actions disgust me really. No wonder my dad warned me about ______ because of people like you who just ruin the whole thing. But no, fine, do it your way, no, I won't care. Not anymore. I am not going to make the same mistake again. And therefore, farewell and fat hope if you ever want me to listen to you.

On the happier note, I shall take my nap now. *yawns* BYE BYE!

Labels: Still doll________Matsuri Hino

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 7:27 PM

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Futatsu no kodou to akai tsumi_________ON/OFF

For those of you who want to translation to this beautiful song, I painfully typed it out:

Two heartbeats and the red sin

Shaking in red, in red, in red.

Getting to the edge of the dream, of the dream.

We can't be seperated.

Already, everytime I am stifled to death after I give up again and again.

My emotions have no place to go, so wake me up.

Your flawless smile knows it's an existence.

So distant that it's cruel.

Even though the incurable wound only eats away at my heart.

Even now I can't completely hold back the thoughts that dwell within the darkness.

Shaking in red, in red, in red.

Getting to the edge of the dream, the dream.

We met; destiny begins to turn.

A secret that no one, no one knows about.

I fall, I fall, I fall.

I certainly can't return anymore,

even if I carve out my sins.

While I was walking in the abyss of loneliness I was saved,

By realistic eyes that never changed.

But a shadow born as the light is bright,

deeply and pronouncedly creeps on to me.

The 2 heartbeats are exactly like mirrors facing each other.

The pains are similar but different and continue infinitely.

Burning in red, in red, in red,

erasing everything, everything.

An unfulfilled illusion begins to move,

Strongly, strongly,

overcoming, overcoming, overcoming the fleeting night.

I certainly can't escape even if I drown in my own sins.

Shaking in red, in red, in red,

to the edge of the dream, of the dream,

We met; destiny begins to turn.

A secret that no one, no one knows about.

I fall, I fall, I fall,

I certainly can't return anymore even if I carve out my sins.

Oh my I want a Japanese Spitz. How adorable. It looks like a mix of a polar bear and a fox. How adorable is that? And it requires a lot of attention but little clean ups. OMG perfect dog for me. Ahhhhh. I want a Japanese Spitz. I want, I want, I want. Sighs but I am allergic to dogs. :( But the japanese spitz is cute. <3>

Sighs. I am quite tired actually. Very very tired. As in I am emotionally drained. Really drained. From all the ahems from my friends. I guess all of it is just affecting me. This is like Term 1 all over again. Maybe that's what they call retribution. But never mind, I shadn't flare up like last time. Oh wells, putting myself in their shoes, I need that if I were them too. Sighs.

Sighhhhhs. And today was a bad day, really really bad day. I got demoralised because of some stuff again. Not that I am going to blog it out here for anyone to read. Its not going to change things anyways. I might as well just change the whole situation. Sighs.

Oh my how depressing can I get? Sorry, I think it's just PMS.

Maybe if I had a Japanese Spitz, it will make life better. Not really actually. I am just ... upset about stuff. Oh wells. :(

On the happier note, I am going to cut my hair SHORT soon. Yes, short. I don't care, I am so sick and tired of my long hair. It's messy and it's hot and it's stuffy. Looking like a mushroom doesn't matter now, I can always gel it. Stupid hair. I really have a temptation to just shave my head bald. Then I won't have to dry my hair, oh and no shampoo wasted. And the best part???? NO COMBING OF HAIR!!!! Sounds good right? Now I feel like shaving my head. HEHE ^^

Labels: Futatsu no kodou to akai tsumi_____________On/off

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 8:49 PM

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Ok sorry for not blogging for um, I lost count of the days I have not blogged. Yes, you see, I was just absorbed into the world of anime. Ah. And I have been having anime marathon. Of course, this pissed my whole family off because I have not been talking to them since I have been watching episode after episode after episode of anime. And my obsession with anime is obviously the hot anime guys. So flawless, pretty, caring and romantic and the list goes on. I can't help but continuously gush about them. Yes, even vampires are cool in anime. Oh and now I want to become a vampire. (: A rare, pureblooded one.

(and I know some of you will be thinking what an eccentric post/ I didn't know amber was like that/ what the ???/ OMG I totally support you) HEHE^^

Kaname. Ahhh, my dear dear Mr Pureblooded Vampire. So smart, handsome, caring, talented, Oh and he is powerful and highly respected by all vampires. And he can sacrifice so much for Yukki.

"I am not treating you like a kid. I only wanted to protect you."

*dies of nosebleed*

Zero. They (as in Zero and Kaname and love rivals as well. That lucky girl!) are both from the same show. He's the bad, cold boy. But hot as well. And not to say romantic. But I still like Kaname better. (:

My all time favorite since the time I started watching anime. A prince with the powers of the wind. Oh and super romantic. And handsome and oh my gosh. He's perfect. <3

Mr Butler from Hell, Sebestian. Very smart. Very good for people looking for househusbands. A perfectionist. Extremely pretty and cunning.

Best as a dad. (: But hot when in action too. Not to mention smart and rich.

So yes, that was what I was doing since after the exams. Not my fault ok? Crunchyroll sent me an email saying that episode 20 of phantom thief was uploaded. Then I finished watching one episode so I finished the series because the rest are not out yet right? And then, how is one anime episode enough hmm? ANd I continue finding new anime to watch and POOF! I am addicted! LOls. So sorry for not blogging.

And then of course, I watched painted skin too. Don't tell me that it's cheena. I know it is but it looks really good. So I watched it and started bawling my eyes out at the last part because it was so touching. Yeah its your typical "You die, I die" nonsense. But ahhhh wells. Of course, the anime guys will do a much better job. Duh. They are cartoon. ^^.

And yes, I know I am obsessed with anime. You don't have to tell me that.

Ok I think I shall end my madly gushing about anime guys post here. HAHAH! Bye bye. Sorry that's what life has been for me. I wanted to upload my painting of a mushroom here but then ;( my computer can't read the phone's memory card so Sorry! ;(

#Love from The Water Nymph AmBeR at 10:31 PM