* Memories washed away together with the waves washing upon the shore *
This shell won't break.~ Water Nymph. Counter from 1st June 08
- Click on the words to open up the lost memories-
Monday, April 28, 2008
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Can you keep a secret_________Utada HikaruFreaking tune have been stuck in my head for like ages. So I decide to post it up here.Today many bad stuff happened:Early in the morning, I got hit on the head by Seamus. Stupid boy games. It's like Seamus's elbow came whamming into my head. WTF!!! It's damn painful and it is still painful now. ECKS.Debra said that this was a bad thing but a bird pooped in front of us today. I don't know how bad is that but I had a bird pooping on my hand. AND I SWEAR it's warm and liquid. YUCKS. Thanks god, it's easy to wash off. I LOST MY MATHS TEXTBOOK. (I suppose it's still in school.)And to you, you greyish sneaky idiot:When I don't say anything, I certainly doesn't mean I don't know. Thing is that, I see your sneaky little actions. WHATEVER. Look at this carefully: THE ONLY THING I AM NOT CONFRONTING YOU IS FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR BROTHER. I don't need you to be my private bodyguard and follow me around (sneakily but not that sneakily) during recess time. ARGH. It's like invading into my privacy. But I shall not say anything even today you have made it so obvious. At this rate, I probably don't have to talk to anyone. UGH. If it on my nerves, I am confronting you. Heck.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
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Ok I am in a very retro mood today. So here are all the sappy 1990's songs. HAHA. Labels: Sunshine hero___________D and D, Taiyou no Season____________Namie AmuroTaiyou no Season___________Namie AmuroSunshine hero___________D&DHaha. Everything is about the sun today. Guess it has to do with the weather today. GAHHS. Nice weather to go to Sentosa and sun tan. Bleahs and Sentosa have to remind me of certain stuff. Oh wells. I shall stop having negative thoughts and think positively. (: Remember the secret. (:I just finished like mugging Japanese. Bleahhs. So much stuff to do I am dropping dead now. HAHA. Aish, I am off to do my stuff again. X(----------UPDATED----------Got my Gelato. Got my mangas. HAPPY!
Friday, April 25, 2008
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Moonlight Sonata_________Beethoven Ok I am very inspired by Brent to put this piece of music on my blog because it sounds so lovely. Sighs. i just hope that everything will be well because there are some problems going on and for one thing, I really wonder why people who are older than me and can still not know how to solve their own problems. And the worse part is that people do not act on what they believe in. I am not talking only for one particular case but also a lot of people. Even I do not act according to my own expectations. My love springs up from my only objection. Somehow strangely enough we make people believe in what we believe but we don't set a role for them. I wonder.I am proud to say I am in the cca. (:EARTHWEEK IS OVER FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can get on peacefully. Tired.*wonders wonders*Thank god because I met Mrs Yew just now. ((:
Thursday, April 24, 2008
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Labels: Still there for me____________Corbin Bleu and Vannessa HudgensStill there for me___________Corbin Bleu and Vannessa HudgensSigh sometimes talking to Sani is so tiring because he is forcing all those japanese stuff into my head. Stuff that I understand but it gets really tiring when I am doing my homework. I do understand. THANK GOD FOR KANJI. I am not angry with Sani though. He is one of the people I enjoy having intellectual talk to because he actually has substance unlike some people. But yeah, I am currently not in a mood to do any maths in japanese. My head is still pounding. Love for you can be intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you just shut people up and take charge. you can go a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports. >>How true. How very true.
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Stay here tonight_____________Enrique Iglesias"Stay here tonight, stay here tonight, cause when you're around me everything's right. Don't go, don't leave me alone. I need you, I need you." <3HAHA. I am ill today. Sadly. I wasn't very ill because that super long sleep made my fever much better but I don't want to go for lessons because if VL sees my yawning face, there goes my effort grade and if I took my test today, there it goes all in the drain. I am degrading intellectually. I feel like Charlie Gordon when he started to degrade and soon one day someone got to write what Charlie wrote to Algernon just like what he wrote to himself. Sighs, wondering what is happening to my brain. The dormant brain needs to wake up. >.<Anyways, I feel so freaked after reading "Hotel Hauntings" and the worst hotel haunt comes from JAPAN and one from southeast asia! YIKES. THE STUPID STORY IS STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD. And then the stories from European countries were pretty freaky too. But the Japan story comes in first. The rest of the other stories are quite amusing coming to think of some. OMG. And to think I wanted to migrate to Japan *freaks freaks* I still want to but after that story I am really freaked. Then again it only happens to guys :D. But still imagine if they just want to take revenge just because they are jealous or whatsoever. AHHH. And the way they kill the guy is so damn gruesome. I am so disgusted now. But this is not as disgusting as what I have read last time (but that is murder not ghost), so not that bad. Yucks. And the other one I have read was damn gross too movie sypnosis. Gahs, all these dumb stuff gets stuck in my head and you can never say sayonara to it. Wish my biology knowledge or whatsoever stuff gets stuck in my head instead. At least I can wake up at night to start reiterating these knowledge instead of waking up at night feeling freaked out. HAHA! Then I will be the smartest person on earth. Einstein says,"Interest is the best teacher." For me, "fear is the best teacher." So when can all the biology stuff be stuck in my head hmm? I love George Nozuka. <3Bleahhs, I feel so sleepy again. Strange that I have been feeling so tired and sleepy almost every minute of the day. And I have become so forgetful. Strange eh? Wonder what is happening to me. I guess I am just exhausted.I feel like reading Ian Irvine all of a sudden. I totally miss reading. I have not been reading much except for textbooks and literature texts and guide books and manga and what not. I have not been reading PROPER story books. I miss TKSS. :( I miss MC so much. I really want to go back and see my juniors and talk to them. I would say that they are much more pleasurable to talk to because at least they know is called RESPECT. I never really have to scold them or I never got annoyed with them (except once). BAHH! I want to go back seriously. I miss Mdm Halilah. I miss Mr Kang. I miss Mrs Poon. I miss Miss Karen Wong. I absolutely miss Mrs Lena Poh, Miss Mildred Yap, Mrs Chee, Miss Jeanne Nah, Mr Teh, Mdm Yeo, Mr Lee and Mrs Ong (or Miss Soh as she calls herself). I even miss Mr Tan Kee Hoe. I want to go back but I end school so late to start off with and there is hardly anytime to go back. I feel like ponning one unimportant school to go back to TK. Gahhs. Geez. Ok I better stop crapping. I need to do up my geography presentation before my group members chop me up into pieces. HAHA. Not that they did anything but one of us must start first. So I shall start first. I shall do my skeleton and set up all the slides. Do the research and let them do the conclusion. AHAHA. I always got to let people do the conclusion so that they would have read through all the slides and write out their stuff about it. But I am back to doing stuff all alone again. HAHA. Whatever, I am used to it. Apparently, SOMEONE is not because he was telling me how doomed he was when he can hardly understand cantonese because his group members hated english and refuses to speak english. I wonder. They may be gossiping about him and saying that he is a 'leng zai'. HAHAAHA. I was just joking. Lols. But at least I offered to translate what they wrote to english. Too bad I don't have the time for it because he as usual starts his work last minute.Ok. End of post. I am so tired I better rush.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
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Labels: put the blame on me____________Akon, SorrySorry, put the blame on me__________AkonOk, I owe everyone an apology. I am sorry to everyone. Everyone that I have been bringing a lot of pissed and sad moments. Everyone else who I have scared off with my piss-ness. Sorry. Sorry. I have been really tired, exhausted and well I really tried to control my anger in but fail everytime. I truly and sincerely apologise and I only knew it when someone told me I have been looking pissed and stuff lately. My apologies. My apologies for having all that emo blogging and shit like that. I am sorry. Please understand because I don't know what is going on and the only thing I can call it is IT. Sungei Buloh made my day. I love that place but I have a lot of mozzie bites. HAHAHA. I think I am getting dengue given that my whole back is pain and I am feverish now. But then again before I set off for the trip, I felt like a woman who have just given birth because my stomach hurts and so does my cosine graph. And good thing the pain has stopped because my whole back is so pain, I feel so full and tired. Talking about tired, I feel like sleeping every single minute. Pain and sickness aside, Ben was so funny. HAHAHA. He was going like "sea this", "sea that". HAHA. Hilarious. I guess it started off as an attempt to irritate our guide. HAHA. Because she said that "Anything near the sea will be called a sea-something." So Ben was like so this is a "sea bench". And then he called himself sea ben, and called me sea Amber. Lols. He is hilarious. Thanks to Ben for cheering me up, I appreciate that entirely(:Reading Liling's mail have cheered me up a great deal too. (: Somehow she can just make me happy and we go high together because we laugh at every single thing in life. Bleahhs. Liling if you are reading this, I miss you! HAHA, I am so cheesy. But let's meet out some times.Blearghs. I just had a weird thought. HMM, why is it that the books nowadays don't have as much literary value as before? Like, you know, we don't have much literature stuff now. Because all the stuff we study are all from long long ago and far far away. Blood Wedding, Shakespeare, The Bluest Eye, which of them come from the 21st century? I wonder is it us that is degrading because all we want is content and we can't be bothered with the rest of the stuff? Or is it due to the author's degrading english and intelligence level that he/ she can't come up with good literature? Or have we been neglecting the new literature because we are so engrossed in the old? Ok, told you it was weird. I like pondering over weird stuff like that.Yays! I am back to 'life-is-not-all-about-WM" kind of stage again. I hope it lasts this way. But whatever it is, I do miss you.
Monday, April 21, 2008
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Labels: 千里之外－－－－－－周杰伦千里之外－－－－－－－ 周杰伦Here is a really old song by Jay Chou that I actually like. Hahaha. I remember how I use to listen to it everyday during my O'levels day and when I was with you know R. Haha. But I guess it is more suitable for the context now. JUST THAT IT IS RR.SOOO TIRED. Sleep time.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
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あなた が 好きで、あいたうて。きすガひゃくこうの雪をつたうの。どどかで偶然にめぐりえるひまで、わすれなくてもアンテルさん好きでもいいですか。 Labels: Love in Snow______Tatsuya Ueda, Winter Love____________BoAすっと忘れない。。。Winter Love_________BoAあいたい、あいたい。わかりましたか。GAHS. MY MATHS! SO ANNOYING!!! AMBER LIM GANBATTE NE!!!!! *does silly anime action* Stupid demon lord go and die, I want to do well for maths. That's my goal, don't stop me. GAGEDDY GACKS. Must do well, must do well. If I don't do well for maths, you will see a head rolling on the floor. HAHA *vivid anime action*. What is with me and anime today? I guess it must be because I DID NOT GET TO BUY THE MANGA YESTERDAY!!! EVERYTHING WAS SPENT ON LAURA'S PRESENT. Yes, I didn't even get to eat my ice-cream. Huhuhu. Yes, talking about her present. This is the list of people who owe me money. AND I EXPECT IT BACK BY MONDAY. I am not rich and to the extent of going broke. So please return. Clarice- $4 for Ipoh Hor funJoshua- $8/$5 for Laura's present. (bring 8 just in case)Debra- If you want to chip into Laura's present, please bring $5. I think Joshua (and Debra) pay for her card. Because I paid $3 more. AHAH. ANYWAYS, WHILE SHOPPING YESTERDAY *get excited* I SAW WHERE THEY SELL YUKATAS!!!! OMG!!!!! I WAS LIKE SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF (in my own head). AHHHHH!!!! SOOOOO COOOLLLLL. HAHAHAHAHA. But that is like one million things to save up for. Blythe doll, Yukata, mangaS, presents, maybe stamp money(I see first) yada yada yada. I feel so broke thanks to the overwhelming things I want to buy. But of course, I will ost probably end up buying nothing because I am such a cheapo who is unwilling to spend. Rather I have been drying up my dad's resources with the overwhelmingly expensive school feeS. So I better be good and not spend. So anyways, don't read this part if you don't want to. HAHA. Don't ask me why have my "I-miss-you-loads-and-loads" syndrome come back again. I don't know why too. Love in snow____________Ueda TatsuyaBut thinking of you is such a painful memory. No, you aren't painful. Meeting you was painful because the effects of parting is so difficult. I know I am supposed to move on because you won't be happy either that you are the source I am upset. But I miss you. Loads. Everything I do reminds me of you. But in a sense you inspire me to accomplish the stuff that reminds me of you. I won't give up. Haha. I was at Orchard yesterday and I saw loads of couples holding hands and laughing whatever. And I thought about you again. I wonder what will happen if you didn't go Australia. Will we be together like what you said? Then again, maybe we won't because I wouldn't even know my true feelings for you since I assumed there would be 2 years left to observe you from far and then confess after that.Why is it that my feelings get deeper when you are gone? Strange, I should be all over you now but I seem to fall deeper for you. It takes a lot for me to like someone don't even talk about loving someone. But now, I have come to that stage for you. And I hope I will be over it.There are so many things I want to ask you and make you answer it. I wonder so much. But I am afraid those questions will annoy you so much that it will scare you away. Even if it doesn't, I don't know how to go about asking you because the feeling is so mixed, and there are so many questions to ask I don't know where to start from. I wonder if you still look at the glass of stars you put under your university desk (indirectly saying something), I wonder what does 'anything" means. I am so confused. I think of whatever you said to me and wonder do you seriously mean it. I want to trust you but it's scary to trust. I send this overflowing feelings to you placed in white snow. Even if my wish don't come true, I will still love you. I want to see you, I want to see you and that is all I wish for. Sorry to people for writing such stuff. I know I should be moving on and I probably just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. If you want to know the reasons why I am doing ice-skating, this is one of the reasons.
Friday, April 18, 2008
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Labels: Wish_______________Olivia Lukin
TANIA AND ME! HAHAHA. I look like a Year 1 from behind man. So pint-sized. That's Tania and she looks older than me. I think I am damn childish looking. LOLS. So I don't think I need to slim down. I look so skinny in the picture. Thanks to Kim for taking a nice shot of my back. Sorry for the rage for yesterday and days before. Bluh bluh. Was really pissed. I told some people the exact reasonS why I was so easily angry nowadays. And I apologise for the bad attitude I have been giving almost everyone thanks to my very low tolerance rate. Please bear with me. Trust me I will get over it. Moreover this is April. I can't wait for April to be over. April is the worst month this year. So busy. I can't breathe. AHAHAHA. I can't wait for tomorrow. (:Oh watched blood weddings today. Was good. Sinead was damn good. AHAHA. Omg, they have a damn good memory. HOW DO THEY MANAGE TO MEMORISE ALL THE LINES? And to think we complain of memorising Biology. I feel so ashamed of myself complaining. HAHAHA. AMBER JIA YOU!!!! And everything is essentially about you. I went all like 'what if-s' during the whole play. Whole time of every second in my life, I can't kick you out of my head. So annoying. I miss you, I miss you like crazy. Yes, I am aware it is cheesy and delusional. But I really do. If you were here, we could have go back home together. If you were here, I would have been much happier. (but I am still quite happy just that many events have plopped themselves so recently, it's really hectic and I hardly have time to recover from anything.) If you were here, at least, I don't have to think of the past and the past only. Had a really good inspiring chinese polishing session with Qian Hui just now. Somehow she motivates me to speak really good chinese. I don't know why. She is chinese and so is my chinese teacher, but Qian Hui can motivate me to speak chinese throughout. I was explaining blood weddings to her in chinese. AHA. And Ken Nyugen is damn funny. Lucky boy is going to JAPAN TWICE this year. I am sooo jealous. Wish_________Olivia Lufkin
Thursday, April 17, 2008
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Labels: Get out (leave)___________Jojo
Something we both love.I miss you, I really do.Get out (leave)________JOJO
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I think I don't need to sleep again tonight. Sorry for the rant last night. Ah well, I shall sleep for a while. Then I got to do my stuff again. >.<Just checked my grades. I dropped for effort. Improved for achievement grade. 6 more grades away from my goal. OMG! I really need to buck up. And no, I am not telling my results. It's my business and none of anyone else's business except my parents lah. AMBER SAN GANBATTE!AH NEMASU!!!!
Monday, April 14, 2008
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Labels: Bad day____________Daniel PowterBad day___________Daniel PowterI NEED A BLUE SKY HOLIDAY. YES. I am sick of everything. Seriously. Of course except of my friends.Today is the day where EVERYTHING goes wrong.And I mean EVERY SINGLE DAMN THING. I-t-i-s-s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y-s-u-c-k-y.1) I did not sleep last night. Worked the night through.2) Forgot my badge.3) I packed my bag this morning. Forgot to bring my damn wallet out. So I borrowed money from dad of which I got a big lecture. Not that anything got it but I almost cried when he says,"Is it because you can't cope anymore?"Trust me, I would have screamed 'YES' if I have the foulest temper. And I really can't. I am on the verge of breaking down. I can't cope anymore. I can't cope with my studies, I can't cope with him leaving me, I can't cope with acting happy all the time. I CAN'T COPE WITH THE PERFECT LIFE I AM TRYING TO CREATE.4) I was finding Kay the whole recess but I can't find her. Gahhs. 5) I broke down in front of VL. She just wouldn't let me change to physics. WTF. Wah lao eh, physics experiment measure the damn ocsillation of the pendulum bob. !!!!! AND LOOKING AT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE, I HAVE DONE MOST OF THE DAMN THING. Not in physics but also in add maths. WTH! And she wouldn't let me. Insists that I continue biology. Fine. Sighs. Sorry physics we are not fated. I should have chosen you. But I guess I will ガンバッテ！I won't give up if that is what I am assigned to. Who is scared of biology? I am not scared anymore. I will do well. I promise myself. I will pick myself up. So embarrassing though, crying in front of VL. I feel so ashamed of myself.6) I lost the cartoon I painstakingly drew for the magazine. WAH KAO EH, NEED TO DRAW AGAIN. *swears*Whatever la, here is my pissed off and unlucky day. I am glad of the day went off well or I think I would have screamed and commit suicide. I mean it.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
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Labels: Je T'aime Plus Que Tout_____________Ronan Keating and Cecilia Cara.Je T'aime Plus Que Tout________Ronan Keating and Cecilia CaraI tell you how much I love this song man. I listen to it like every moment when my laptop is switched on. Man, where can I find this song? Bah, I don't want to download music but I sure do not want to buy Ronan Keating's CD. Not really worth it. I think this is finally going to be one nice post that is not1) One sentence long.2) All emoing.3) All complaining.4) All about *ahem ahem*.Ok so recently, my life have gone on a new toll. All the work and CAS piling on me. I heard that someone already got 75 hours. And I wasted a LOT of my hours doing CAS for no reason. So I am going to start anew! Creativity:Choir (yes I am going to write a fucking damn proposal now And get it signed by Monday. Seriously, who gives a damn about writing proposals. I seriously miss the primary and secondary school system of double checking. LILING IS SO RIGHT. *hugs liling and both of us cries together* Action:Ok I am going to sign up for Ice-skating. I love ice-skating. Haha, my best friends should all know why I love ice-skating so much. =) There is a special meaning behind it. :))Service:I shall see what the Interact CLub offers. HAHA. I don't feel like tutoring them. I shall see first. Or maybe my service trip shall cover this. Haha. Told you it is a non-whiny post. (: Though I am going to whine and bitch about biology now. Ok I finished bitching. I feel like changing to physics but I don't dare.Who is willing to share Biology results from the IA to me anyways? I will treat you to a BK/ subway/ xiao long bao meal?To you:Thank you for everything. Thank you for teaching me and guiding me in life. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Even if we aren't together and stuff, I thank you for even being my friend. Thanks. I pray that you will never be annoyed with me. But who can see who is going to be in the future because whatever that is going to be in the future will never be predicted. We can be friends now but nothing in future or something more in future. Who knows. I don't want to know. It's scary. Let's just remain like that. I am scared to look further or predict more. But I like you I really do. And I mean it. Seriously. ------------UPDATED--------OMG! I AM SO FUCKING STRESSED NOW.--> 2 CAS stuff. (YES DONE)--> I still left the sungei buloh powerpoint to do. --> Filing.--> Still left biology. WAH LAU EH.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
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In a second_______Aly and AjSong for you. You are just perfect.YAWNZ! Japanese class was funny though.Apologies to those who read this blog. My blog posts have been lousy of late because I AM SO TIRED. Bleahs. Headache now.
Friday, April 11, 2008
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To be truthful this is how I feel:Purest of pain_________Son of FourYes, I pretended not to be sad but when you walk away from my world, I feel so lost. Sorry, let me rant it out today PROPERLY. AFter you were gone, I realized how much I miss you. I miss you so much. Random statements won't say how I feel for you. I feel more than that more than that for anyone of my crushes. DAMN. I don't want to cry but somehow somewhere inside I am praying that you will feel my love for you one day. I love you. I love you and I miss you.Oh and anyways, happy happy day for me. (:--> Png Png actually remembers about my Japan powerpoint.--> I improved for Econs Test! YAYS! JIA YOU! AHAHAHA, must gambatte!AND EXCITING, EXCITING:I went up a bus full of HOT japanese guys. I don't mean like the kind of small eyes. I mean the really japanese idols looking type. Tell you damn cool. And then while ogling, I fell on one of them. Like he caught me and I was like all red and his friends were teasing him, AHAHAHAHA. Ok.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
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One in a million_________that Hannah Montana songCheer up to some people out there. And to me too. - PNGPNG LOLS. - MAJONG PNG EVEN MORE LOLS.- J---------- have spare tyre. SUPER LOLS.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
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Happy 300th post blog. Labels: 谢谢你的温柔－－－－－－飞轮海 and SHE谢谢你的温柔－－－－－飞轮海 and SHESorry about not updating, according to some people. I can't blog for long today because my work is snowballing already. So are my tests. So sucky can? Work aside, because I can bitch about "学校の 宿題 たくさん” for the whole of my life. So you get the idea. Anyways, that song posted above is for someone. Yups. HEEHEE.Oh and international friendship day is really great. A lot of people commended my powerpoint. AHAHAHAA. And Mr. Png asked me to send the powerpoint to him. AHHA. What the. And I love my Yukata I almost cried getting out of it. Kay is so good at tying the obi. *kudos kudos* AND DAMN, I need to see myself in my Yukata. BLEAHHHS. I love the Yukata. AHHHH. It is like the best fashion ever. YUKATA ROCKS.Anyways, remember the love story ended? Guess what. Season 2 has just started. I do not know how long will Season 2 last but last night out conversation was really well, lovey dovey. I swear I cried out of joy and touched. And it was really sweet of him. Yeah and our conversation ended off really cute. :) AHAHAHA. I am not going to blog it up here. Haha. A little bit too private. And no, we are NOT together. Oh wells, heck, we shouldn't be together to start off.I guess the red string that holds us have not broken yet.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
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Labels: Faraway___________Nickelback, Vivo per lei___________Andrea Bocelli and Hayley Westerna
I see the rainbow again. (: Just to showcase 1/3 of the paper cranes I have made. Vivo per lei_________Andrea Bocelli and Hayley WesternaWill you hold me in your arms and never let go even when I fall or have you already let go?I so want to skate like those two on the ice. Their skating is so cool. Bah. Too bad I still look like a clumsy elephant when I ice-skate *snorts loudly*
Just a random thought I was thinking about. I seriously feel ashamed of myself for whining, and complaining about life when 1) I do have a good life I don't appreciate at all (and the only bad part of it is my dearest and adorable Ms Vivian low whom we all adore don't we? But maybe she will turn out as a blessing in disguise too like Tan Kee Hoe)2) Even if I don't, there are many other people worse off than me.3) I get almost anything I want. I don't mean when I want a plane/ car/ Odekake Kimono Musume or whatever I get it. I am stating in terms of what I have achieved. I always mainly got what I wanted, with biology and economics as an exceptions. But I will work hard to prove that I can do biology and economics. And I am not a dumb girl who never put in effort. I don't care if I take a million years to figure it out. I will one day. I know I will, just like how I used to fail add maths and now it's the opposite.So I seriously don't know what I am complaining and whining about. And even if things do not go out my way, I guess there is always another way. (: So I am happy.Although I am sound so bright here, please (for those who are upset and whatever and have stepped into my little thought world to read my life) do not be misled that I have absolutely NO worries and sadness (as one of you thought it was that way). I do have stuff that still lingers in my heart and if dealt with the wrong way, it's enough to tear my heart apart and make me wail.I am just dealing with my bad stuff on a bright side I suppose. Don't ask me about the random thought because it came to me after I spilled my future plan to my parents. Because I am not able to make it to Todai after IB but I will be able to after a while more. I guess I want to be do counseling course after IB. I want to touch lives, while doing that, I can save up for Todai. And maybe I will just migrate to Japan. >.<Anyways, here is a video to show how handsome Romeo is. HAHAHA. And Juliet is pretty too. Faraway_________Nickelback
Friday, April 04, 2008
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Over________Lindsay LohanI can't live without you, can't breathe without you, I dream about you. Honestly tell me that it's over. Because if the world is spinning and I'm still living., it won't be right of we are not in it together. Tell me that it's over. I won't be the one to chase you but at the same time you're the heart that I call home. I am always stuck with these emotions. And the more I fell the less I am whole. My tears are turning into time. I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye. Honestly tell me, don't tell me it's over. I don't care who you are, where you're from, I just love you and you only right now at this moment. I don't mind going where ever you are as long as you want me there.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
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Labels: Faith____________Yuna Ito
If only I can just wear a Yukata and stand in this garden and listen to my favorite relaxing music by Kitaro and Joe Hiasashi. I will be willing to. No biology homework to bother about, and none of some people's irritating attitudes to irritate the hell out of me.Faith_________Yuna Ito Right, I wanted to rant here because I am so pissed today thanks to multiple factors but I decide to keep my cool. TOLERANCE. SO TIRED!Anyways, got to go do up my Japan Powerpoint.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
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Labels: All for one and one for all__________Hello Project, Chance to Change__________Hey Say JUMP, Shut up______________Simple PlanThe very pretty Tokyo University for you.Chance to Change________Hey! Say! JUMPAll for one and one for all________Hello! ProjectThanks Edison for all the trouble that you have gone through. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Sorry we didn't spent more time together. I wanted to but >.<. Gomenasai Edison-san. Ok hi to more people who have found out about my blog.April is such an irritating month. Irritating and busy month. But I enjoy it. The more I work, the more exhausted I get, the less I have to think about certain stuff. Besides, I totally enjoy the work I am doing:[x] Bake Sale[] International Friendship Day on Friday and Monday((:[] Preserve Planet Earth this Saturday[] Earth WeekIsn't it exciting? I am actually doing things I like.Edison said that I have matured from all my past relationships. And I am glad. Glad that I am moving on with all the overloading work and with friends and with new friends and with well activities that I enjoy.Anyways, I have been so drained emotionally and mentally. I keep knocking out. I knocked out on Monday and yestrday. AHAHAHA. According to my mother, she and my dad tried shaking me up but I just snorted and went back to sleep. AHAHAHAHAHHAHA. What the hell. Even though they all say I shouldn't even miss a jerk like you. But I still do. Don't ask me why.Shut up________Simple PlanHere is a song for you, you horrid bio teacher. I hate you. Yes I do. And a lot of people hate you too. HMPH.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
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As promised, here are the pictures because I am very happy to upload pictures today:
A very grumpy Joshua in New York, New York. AHAHA, after one LOOONG and pretty unfruitful day.
Joshua's idea of "fascinating". He forced me to take a picture of the ceiling. 
AHAHAHA. Look at the fire extinguisher head sticking out of my head. No, I am not making excuses for a bad hair day. I look like I am singing.
AHAHAHAHA. An attempt to act KAWAII. Haha, I wanted to do that in front of WM.
AHAHAHAHA. I love my face. SO FUNNY! That's my tweety bird face.
A failed attempt to be an AHMAH.
Ok that's much better. I look like "Liang po po" now. AHAHAHA. And Joshua is my grandson. Lols, I thought he was my dad. 
That's me acting cute. WAHH my spectacles are seriously small. Not as small as WM, Joshua and I were making fun of WM's really tiny glasses. Yes, we are bitchy.
Aiyah, Joshua, see lah, you spoiled the picture. AHAHA. One unglam shot of me.
And finally, even though this is the first photo taken, Joshua wants to send a kiss to everyone for viewing his beautiful face posted in the photos above.Stuttering____________Ben's Brother I LOVE TODAY. It is one of the greatest day of my life. ((: THANKS TO THE JAPANESE FOR THAT. I love my national booth. They are all so cooperative. I am happy because I am actually working with people who are proud of their own country and absolutely loyal and I am working with one of the SMARTEST asian race. And they are so polite and nice and friendly. My fears are cast away and I thank them for that. (: Thank you and I mean it. Thank you Miho for saying hi. AHA. Yes, I am happy because I barely talk to her.Thank you Kayo for always tolerating my really lousy japanese.Thank you Kay for complimenting me. Made my day totally.Thank you Akinori for being super, extra cooperative. And also Sohei and Masashi.AHAHAHA, Masashi is this cute boy that well, fold paper cranes. AWWWWWW... *KYAAAAAAAAAAS*I am really excited on what is going to happen on Monday. :D I am sure quite a lot of people know. AHAHAHAHA. Yes, I am going to wear The Yukata! *happy happy happy* See why I say I love all the Japan, even their traditional casual costume is so damn pretty. AHAHAHA. And Kay said I can speak pretty well for someone that have only learnt Japanese for 3 months. (: THANKS KAY! Please do teach me when I have trouble in Japanese. (in case you people are reading)Ok, that is the end of my happy day. I love all of you people in my booth. Even though I won't cry over you now, even though everyone says you are the ultimate jerk of all, I still love you, and I miss you. I really do.
