* Memories washed away together with the waves washing upon the shore *
This shell won't break.~ Water Nymph. Counter from 1st June 08
- Click on the words to open up the lost memories-
Friday, February 29, 2008
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Labels: Devil beside you, Propose_________kangtaA short video clip from Devil Beside YouOk, I know it's a chinese drama. Haha. Sorry, don't watch it if you don't like watching chinese shows. Now I know how she feels. Just that um, oh well. Sorry for the emo-ing. Got into me after well talking to Mrs Yew. And I don't know why am I watching such a T.T scene. Propose______KangtaI think this is quite a cute song. ^^=)Anyways, today:SORRY for losing my temper, I thought you were going to abandon me. Sorry for the misunderstanding.SORRY for telling you the wrong email address. Look, I don't want to lie about my email address but this guy is a tourist from Sri Lanka and I guided him to how to go to Sentosa. And he asked for my email address. So I gave him a fake email. OOPS! Haha. Oh well... the dress is so pretty. Strapless but I think I look damn good in it. ANYWAYS, I LOVE FOUNDATION. FOUNDATION=MAGIC. I thank whoever created the liquid foundation. I LOVE YOU!!!!! It makes my skin looks so nice. And it allows me to have that healthier glow. My stupid skin just cannot be tanned. Gahh. Foundation does the damn trick. After the computer, calculators, handphones and air conditioners, fans, lights and electronic appliances, foundation is the best invention. Hmm, and have a Happy Leap Day Year. (:Will you be my Tamahomae or my Rimudo?
Thursday, February 28, 2008
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Labels: My little princess______DBSKMy little princess_______DBSKPlaying with my graphic calculator now. So lame. Oh well. I don't know what to say about World Map except that he called me "Chibi" I stupidly thought it meant that CB word but his accent made it sound like "Chibi" BUT NO! It is some japanese word. WHICH MEANS SHORT PERSON ACCORDING TO WIKIPEDIA. But he said his dictionary meant it as um, petite. Whatever. >.< Chou World Map. Oh I take my words back. It means small in a good or cute way. BUT WRONG CONTEXT ANYWAY.And there is this stupid rumor going around about me. It is soooo incredulous I HAVE TO LAUGH. I am serious, no sarcasm intended. I am serious. They said that there is Malaysian girl who likes World Map. Who is this Malaysian girl? ME, AMBER LIM YEW CHEN. Whoohoho, people check out my nationality before you make up stupid rumors. HAHAHA. I am malaysian. So exciting. -______-|'| I seriously don't care about rumors though. It is true anyways, and he is leaving in a month. So HECK. *matter of factly tone* One day I will live to regret I ever said such a thing. It will be in March. Oh and you know. Today AGAIN, STUCK IN THE MIDDLE. Seriously. I feel so bad being neutral. Person A came in and said hi to me and we started talking. Person B is Person A's rival. Person B came in and blew me a kiss. And they started glaring at each other. Sucky. I feel so stuck in the middle. Oh god, let there be peace on earth amen. And oh well, today in the CF room Honey lost his handphone. It was like kind of touching how everyone helped to find it even though they are always pillow fighting. So AWW! Haha. Honey's just like a baby. Talking about babies, after lunch with Joshua and Debra, we saw this really, really cute baby boy. He has the cutest eyes ever. And he used those eyes to stare up at us. Even Joshua was going like *KYAAAA*.Yucks, Josiah was harassing Debra and Joshua again. He kept victimizing Debra. He almost hugged me. He kind of tried to do something to Joshua. I forgot what. Apparently, Joshua siad it's normal. Yucks, fine, we are talking from the girl's POV here. And I didn't even know he wanted to hug me. Thanks to Debra for tapping me. Somehow he backed off after I just say," Josiah Sin, what did I say?" The power of Amber man. Apparently, he is scared of World map too. Haha, world map told me about the sper horrid thing he did to Josiah in ToK. Mean but good lesson for him. Hmph. Serves him right for bullying people weaker than him. And talking about weird people, Hian Lee has this classmate that asks people to get out of his way. Too grumpy for his own good. Oh well. HL said that one day he will kick that guy in his balls. Haha. The reason I love you is not because I love you. It's because I only love you, that's why.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
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Lian Ai Da Ren_________Luo Zhi Xiang and Xiao S<3>It's HAPPY FLIRTING DAY today. With WORLD MAP. HAHAHAHA. I got to thank Debbie for setting the path like asking World Map if we could sit there. And then she left us alone. *Grr* But when we were alone we talked sensible stuff like Japanese, Anime, English Homework, News. Only when Daryl came in, and then Debra. Flirts to full mode. Shit. I think I screwed it big time. And I told him I am going to tell him something next week. Debra was going on like how we both had chemistry. And when HE said we should bond more and become one. I was thinking what that sick Hian Lee was telling me. AND I WAS LIKE 0_______O So wrong. Though I told him you can be Na, and I will be Cl. Ionic bonding. Daryl had to add in something sick. Gah. So anyways, we were talking and stuff like that and he was acting all gay. Without me knowing, he kind of like sat on my chair, and kind of put his arms over me. As in he didn't touch me la but yeah, the action, and he was like,"Oh Amber... bluh bluh bluh" I can't remember. I was not even hearing, I think I was laughing my head off. Yeah, because I was too embarrassed. I doubt I was listening to what he was saying. Oh and when I told him I was a hundred years old, he was like taking my hands and said,"Wah, your skin so smooth bluh bluh bluh." -_____- Some more called me evil for taking wild ginseng. :p Hmm. And we kind of hug. Like across the table kind of thing. Not the exact hug. Oh and um, hmm. He was kind of well, funny. I guess. Hmm. And I guess he said saranghaeyo to me. ^^ I don't know. I guess he is just joking around. Still. And he said something else. Something with sarang inside. But I can't remember what. Anyways, I am calling him Oppa from now on. HAHA. I told him that. Oh well! >.<>And he ruffled my hair today during geography. Haha. <3 Wish today wouldn't end. Wish March wouldn't come.Thank you to WORLD MAP, Honey Senpai, Sinead, Edison Soon, Hian Lee, Debra, Sharon and Joshua and Poh Ai for making my day. Love you guys.What will you do when I tell you I like you? Oppa, saranghaeyo...
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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Lonely in Gorgeous________Tommy FebruaryEdison is right about this song being highly addictive. I didn't like it at first but oh well, I am addicted to it now. Stupid old me. How many songs do I get addicted to.English: No nice scenery.Chinese: Test. No one came but me. People, aren't I kind to beg the teacher to give you guys one more chance by letting you guys bring the test home for 2 days? I am so nice. *self praise*Economics: Bloody boring.After Economics on my way to ToK, I just love it. I totally love the trip up the ToK classroom. I totally melted. I know this is the stupidest thing to be happy about. He smiled and waved at me. LIKE WHOA... *melts* How dumb can that be anyways. Ok people who thinks it is dumb. My crush 1) Rarely talks to girls. Let alone wave at them. Like I said, I am probably one of the only few girls he talk to. 2) The fact that he actually waved hi. I thought he is quite tao. ToK: Boringgggggg....I am so tired. I slept for only 2 hours. I am dancing to my indian song now. Vrinda is putting all her hindi songs into my iPod. Haha. It's just a sudden obsession to Hindi Music. Hian Lee said he saw me dancing outside his english class. How retarded, I wonder how many people saw their crazy senior flouncing across their classroom door. HAHAHA.
Monday, February 25, 2008
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Labels: JAM______YUI, The one that got away___________Natasha BedingfieldJam______YuiReasons I am pissed according to percentage that contribute to me being Miss Pissed Off(I am sorry that I am pissed to those that got my pissy attitude except for you):1) YOU. I am unique. Amber will always be Amber. Don't copy me. I know I sound like the ULTIMATE BITCH saying this and that I don't want people to copy me. No offence, it's seriously getting overboard, I feel like I have a shadow copying my every move, even my writing style. I won't say who. And don't ask. Point a gun at my head, I won't say too.2) 4.5 marks off the target. I know I did not study. That is the reason to why I am pissed. Honestly, I would have been very very happy if I had studied. 3) I am freaking stressed. So many stuff to do. 4) YOU aren't here. I felt that sudden panic that what if last Friday was your last day? Is that how would it be if you are gone? 5) This came off later. Like during the end of the day. I am the lousiest in Chinese class. I am sick of hearing the phrase,"You work very hard but somehow you are weak." I want to be strong. I want to be strong and I want to work hard. It sucks to be the most hardworking girl in class but the weakest in class. I despise myself.6) Was a little pissed at how I saw my used to be enemy doing in one of the class that I actually enjoy the most. The one that got away_______Natasha Bedingfield*I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away. I need the look to stun you, make you want to stay*Anyways, after choir rehearsal, Honey senpai and Joshua Daddy was damn funny. They started talking in this squeaky voice. Haha. Everyone was laughing at them.To Esther (the one in my chinese class):Sad to hear that you are gone. :'( Thank you for being the only other one in Chinese class with me. Hope you do well in your retake in IGCSE Physics and Maths. Love ya girl. Hope you will continue your really enthusiastic and bright attitude towards everything in life. :) Bye friend. Haha. So senseless typing this knowing that she won't read it. And you know. March is coming soon. End of March is one month away. I am looking forward to it because of the joy mercury pink will bring to the world. I am not looking forward to end of March because you know... but if time would just stop here. How nice will it be. If it takes one year to reach the end of March, it will be nice. Even if I don't celebrate my birthday (yes, go think of what to get me ok?), even if I don't get my glasses, even if I attend endless of lessons, even if I get scolded countless times, I just want to stay here, at this time, if that would allow you to stay. I would. I sound like some K-drama actress. Oh yeah and when I was in the bus, I thought out of the yuckkiest goosebumps story ever. I will most probably win some kind of Make the Readers cry Award for that. I am not saying. Haha. It is sappier than that Korean Drama "Stairways to Heaven".Oh and I am going for spring dance. Hmm. It depends on who's going, I guess. Ah, I better not say what I want to wear here before I have another shadow. Sorry, I am a bitch.Anyways, today I have the shocks of my life:1) Debra told me that she worked. Haha. I shall go to her stall one day. If I know where it is. And just like me, we found each other familiar. Haha. Strange. Maybe we did meet before. (:2) Person A and Person B likes Person C. Person A was sitting beside Person B this morning and talking about Person C. O___o What am I gonna do? Haha I am absorbing people's secrets like a sponge. I am good, I only let out my own stuff.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
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Labels: Deeply_______Cascada, Madly, Mauja hi mauja________Jab we met soundtrack, Miracle_________Cascada, TrulyMauja hi mauja_____Jab we met soundtrackStuff I am going to talk about:1) Stapler incident2) Under no roof3) Leadership conference4) Spectacles5) Subject combinations (hl and bio) STAPLER INCIDENT (:It is the stupidest thing to be happy about. Oh well, but why am I happy? I am happy because everything seems to fall in place like SO COINCIDENTALLY. That is what I am happy about. Ok after geography test. World Map came in front to pass up his worksheet. Due to the fact that Mr Chia said that we need to stapler our question paper to our answer sheet, he needed a stapler right? So he could not find a stapler because Mr Chia happened to be holding it at that time, so I happened to be there and I lent it to him right? Oh and if only it ended that way because I would not be thinking of it so often. (: BUT NO, Mr Chia was like,"Here_______, stapler.." Then World Map was like "Oh." BUT HAHA, THANK GOD that THERE WAS NO MORE STAPLER BULLETS IN THE STAPLER. You see what a total coincidence this is? You get what I am gloating about now? (: Haha, and he was like,"Oops Amber, can you lend me your stapler again?" M-U-H-A-H-A. I am so childish. Fancy gloating over it. And Vi was giggling her head off. I giggled like after that. Oh well, but still (;(;(; Miracle_______CascadaUnder no RoofPeople bring 1 cardboard for 10 people. We bring 10 cardboxes for 1 person. What the hell. And we call it to experience HOMELESSNESS. How very interesting when 11 people sleep in a cardboard fortress that is the size of my living room. No bigger than it. Very poor people aren't we? Oh and we get to sit in an air conditioned room and listen to presentation after presentation after presentationSSSS. I felt so poor all of a sudden. So that is how poverty is like. During the night, people threw an egg into the spot where Debra and I were sleeping. Luckily both of us were talking to Daryl if not we would have been covered with egg yolk and white dripping all over us. Even sweet drinks is not that bad because at least you will feel sticky afterwards. Egg is slimy and whatnot. Oh and smelly as well. And the people said drunk teachers threw it at us. I am not suprised though, because the thing occurred after we confronted the CC about the plastic bags stuff. Maybe she asked them to throw it at us. Haha. Not suprised. Anyways, I am really happy I am in ACS Intl, not Chatsworth Intl. That place looks like some mental hospital. And it's bloody creepy. But the toilet is clean at least. So it is not so bad. Oh well. I say I only enjoyed building our fortress, talking to everyone at night especially Daryl. He kind of remind me of Edison in some ways. Hmm. Oh well. I miss Edison. Sad. :( We were bitching as well. But it ended up no where because I didn't want to bitch about her. As in yeah, I know she radiates a lot of heat, I know she may be bitching behind my back for all I know, I know she isn't really the kind of people that we want to talk to, but she's human too. She goes through sad times too. And instead of giving her our sympathy, we bitch about her behind her back. Or even if we don't give her our sympathy, I don't think we should talk behind her back. I mean I don't really think it's right to say that she totally deserve that thing to happen to her. I mean no one deserves it unless you are some big murderer. I don't think she deserves it. I don't think anyone deserves such treatment by people and still get laughed at. I felt so mean for ever bitching about her before. Sorry about it. I won't bitch about her. Although that does not make me like her more but I don't think it's nice to do it. It is mean. Leadership ConferenceI slept through the beginning. I am SOO rude. I am sorry presenters. I hardly slept the night before because someone threw an egg into the tent AND it was so cold AND my stomach hurts due to gas. Ok, and we ate, and I discovered shocking secret number 1 after someone blurted it out. Rather they were saying in the face of Sinead and me. And then we moved on to Workshop B. LOADS OF BULLSHIT. B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T. All christians are so going to hate me for saying this. Although I am christian myself, sorry, I can't accept that. No offence because this is entirely my own opinion. And I am not against christianity since I am christian myself. I just find it exaggerating. Don't read it IF you are all goody, goody. As I said, you may be offended. 1) Harry Potter is certainly not Satanic. Yes, it does have opposing ideas on christianity but it is not SATANIC. Just because he has what? A lightning scar on his forehead doesn't make him satanic.2) Homosexuality is not wrong. It depends on how you perceive it. Unfortunately, I hate to say it but even if you are satanic, it doesn't mean that you can't be a good leader. I don't think anyone should be deprived of a chance of becoming a leader just because they are satanic or believe in any other religion. Even Sinead said it was BS. Workshop C isn't that bad. Not so exaggerated and I could see where the sir was coming from.I skipped games. Tell me, how to play games when I never bring extra clothes and my stomach is sooo freaking bloated.Spectacles;) Mercury pink. MMM. Love mercury pink. I LOVE MERCURY PINK. One more month. Love it.Subject CombinationsIf not for what my dad told me today, I realised I am the only one in the whole of year 5 doing Higher A languages. HL A1English and HL A2 Chinese and Japanese outside. Nutters. And I am doing higher geography. Great. I guess the only thing I actually regret is biology. Even then, I won't regret it. I do like biology. I guess it's my approach. I like physics too but I hate the experiments. 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Thursday, February 21, 2008
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Labels: A song for someone mean, Final Fantasy Spoof, Unknown creatures found in the Antarctic OceanUnknown creatures found in the Antarctic ocean (called Sea spiders)Look at how cool this is. This is why I LOVE BIOLOGY. Not cells and stupid cell walls and organelles, but UNKNOWN ANIMALS FOUND. That kind of thing. Seriously, I think we are too curious for our own good. I am flunking biology- another subject. Damn. Luckily maths was around to save my mood for the day and so was honey senpai and so was my friends and so was WORLD MAP. Talking about WORLD MAP, he was looking at the world map today. I think he looks really... BWAHAHAHAHA. Ok, never mind. I really should stop glancing over. I can't stop myself. Bloody hell. Geez. At the rate I am going, he will most probably know. Wait, maybe he knows. Anyways, I hate Josiah. One thing is that he is this big bully who doesn't give a shit about people's feelings. He doesn't have a boundary in bullying my friend Debra. Oh for what happened:He intentionally scared her during skating by circling around her and trying to make her lose her balance. Not only that, that asshole kept trying to push her so that she falls down. Oh and he also sits super close to her and tries to get close to her. Asshole right?Ok Vulgarities coming right up. Don't read if you go like *gaps* when you see such words.Dear Mr Sin, Go fuck yourself and stop fucking people's life up, you asshole. You think it's fun is it? I hope someone pushes you down and I hope someone hits your helmet. Damn you, who do you think you are to make fun of people. Asshole. Such a CB. Final Fantasy spoof. Lols. As in the producers really created something weird, making Aki and the casts of spirits within dance like Michael Jackson. Like LOLS!. HahahaOh yeah to Mr Big Bully, here's a song for you:Haha. Click to listen. (:I am so mean. Such a bitch. Teeheehee. Whatever, I think that doing that to someone is super mean. Even though it's not to me, but such behavior makes you want to slap the person. I never met a person like that. Well it sucks to be you. And that song is ESPECIALLY FOR YOU. Omg, if world map sees this, he will most probably think I am a bitch. But all the girls will agree with me. I am folding stars while thinking of you.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
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Accidentally in love__________Counting CrowsGot bio and maths test tomorrow.Life's such a bitch recently. I feel so stressed.I still like school, thanks to everyone in school, except people who hates me. (: I guess I have already earned my reputation of being a siao zha bor.By the ways, Mr Bruno <-- is that how I spell his name? Teeheehee. Anyways, he said I am at the last stages of a disease named BIMBOTICISM. Nice. Lols. Bah, talking about "bimbo", I guess I am really ugly. I know how desperate this sounds. Because I don't have a bf. Like I know AMBER WHAT ARE YOU THINKING? Actually I can't blame anyone because even though I have endless amount of crushes, I only actually really like a few of these guys. Oh well. I am accidentally in love.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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Labels: Towa no hana_________Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden Theme SongTowa no Hana_____Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden Theme SongI am so tired. Boo boo. Today I knew 2 really suprising things: 1) There is a girl from TKGS (: Someone who comes from somewhere near where I spent 4 years of my life. Even TKGS is TKSS's arch-enemy, still... :)2) The sec 1 girl is her name Claudia? The one that always hit the seniors is Angelia's friend. (:I am really suprised by how small the whole world is. Or oh well, Singapore. Haha.I can't even look at you without blushing. How am I even going to confess?Oh I have been very, very bad. 1) I have been ignoring Louis. Although I talked to him once, I don't know how to start any conversation with him.2) I have been ignoring World map because I don't even know what to say since according to Joshua "I turn away and start turning red and giggling away"3) I have not said Thank you to Kaili for teaching me econs. How rude.
Monday, February 18, 2008
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Labels: I wont say I am in loveI won't say I'm in loveI won't say I am in love(Japanese Version) The song basically sums up my feelings for the whole day. I even added in a japanese version to prove my point. It is probably going to last till end of March. Or whatever. I am so pissed. I really don't want to like anyone. But you, gahhhhh have to keep appearing in my malfunctioned brain. Like look at the song lyrics,"NO MAN IS WORTH AGGRAVATION." But I really like you. *daydreams* Anyways, while waiting for the bus today. This little fantasy popped into my head. (and Hian Lee, just in case you are reading this, don't keep saying it sounds wrong.) Girl likes boy. Boy likes girl. They don't tell each other. Boy is leaving soon. Girl panics and decided to confess to boy. Girl tells boy and tells him that not to worry because she knows she will be rejected. Boy says no. Girl leaves. Boy takes her in the arm and boy kisses her. The rest, as they say is history. Oh my gosh. There is something seriously wrong with me. Influence of the manga I guess: 
Will you be my Rimudo?
Sunday, February 17, 2008
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Labels: Rose_________Anna TsuchiyaRose________Anna TsuchiyaThose who hate screaming songs. Don't click on the video. (and this is not goth, this is punk rock) Oh and gothic people or people who listen to punk rock ARE NOT EMO people. Emo people are gothic wannabes and they call themselves gothic when they are actually a shame to gothic people. 1) Gothic people do not have that super black thingy around their eyes. Unfortunately, gothic people have enough fashion sense to not make themselves look like they need MTM. 2) Gothic people wear black. 3) Gothic people don't listen to sad, depressing songs and cry all the time. We are morbid yes, but not a bunch of people who sit there and cry.4) Gothic people are supposed to be mysterious not upset. So stop mixing GOTH with EMO. There is a big difference. I am gothic lolita. And I absolutely enjoy being interested in the dresses gothic people wear. And yes, I want to be gothic. Oh and people, depressed and Emo is different. I say emo people act depressed, look depressed, everything about them is depressing. Or in other words, emo= bad mixture of gothic+depressed. Got the bad part of both stuff and amplify it. The word "emo" is seriously overrated. Bubble Trip_______Anna TsuchiyaThis is gothic. Very DEPRESSING right? *sarcasm*Sigh as usual Sunday is a Happy "Get-a-scolding" Day. Seriously, if this is so going to carry on that every little thing I say is going to cause a major uproar. I shall not come home. Such a piss-er. I got to think so carefully before I say anything. I am so going to get white hair at the rate of thinking.I know I have become a spendthrift but dude:1) It's got nothing to do with the school environment.2) I wanted Blythe since December, not after I went to ACSI.3) I am using my own pocket money to buy.4) You guys don't even know the reason on why I want Blythe. Trust me, it's not for brand.5) Blythe is not as branded as dollfie. 6) For how many times I said that I am saving up for something and I end up not buying it? GAZILLIONS of time. So why are you guys making such a big fuss out of nothing? Probably by the time poor me save up the money, 300 people in the world would have snatched up that doll. And I will end up with a petite blythe. Like excuse me, it's BLYTHE, not DOLLFIE. If I say that I am getting a dollfie, yes, you can react as violently for all you want because one dollfie, I mean the typical, not so pretty, not so big one, it costs more than a thousand. That, if you react, no say. HEY, IT'S BLYTHE. I am not saying that blythe is not expensive. It is seriously expensive, but no need for the big reaction. Like I said, probably by the time I save up, Odekake Kimono Musume would have been sold out. And I would have been dejected and heartbroken. And contradictions. You say stuff, you contradict it."Study hard and next time you can buy whatever you want."Yes. So I said I am not going for breakfast in order to STUDY. Bluh, bluh, bluh, bluh, bluh, tell you what, whatever you say later on, I seriously don't listen, and I seriously don't give a damn. I want to study. Period. Seriously, you asked me to study. So now I say I want to study, you complain your head off. How very interesting. Yes, I want to study so I can buy all the CDs, magazines, dolls, cars, bluh bluh bluh, house, and whatever in the world I want. So frustrating. Then again, I will prove to you that I am able to earn all the money I want for the luxuries I want. See I am applying economics. And they should have freaking price ceilings for Blythe and Dollfies. And CDs in HMV.On the happier note, Rimudo saved Takiko from being raped. SO SWEET. *goes all fan-girly* I mean lik, ok, not for boys but for girls, don't you get all fuzzy and cuddly when you see like such loving scenes? And a little jealous as well? Sorry, I mean just asking generally. Like yeah I guess I would be like the happiest person in the world if I meet someone like Rimudo. *daydreams* Like duh. Who wouldn't? He is a prince, he is rebellious (<3),>Then again, I am better off in lalaland. Not to sound depressed, ignorance is bliss. Amber is really tired. Amber is really stressed. Amber wants to cry. Amber doesn't want exams and tests. Amber wants to slap tests and exams. Amber is protesting about the amount of homework. IB is so torturing but I won't give up. I will continue. AMBER GANBATTE NE! My higher subjects especially languages are driving me nuts. Geez.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
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I am not wearing underwear today_______Avenue Q
WATASHI WA ODEKAKE KIMONO MUSUME GA HOSHII DESU!!!!!!!!!! KIREI DESU KARA!!!!!YON HYAKU DORU DESU!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!LIMITED EDITION KARA, TAKAI DESU!!!!!*faints*I think I shall starve myself for it. It's really pretty. For now, I shall get the 4.5 inch one. I can bring that to school and admire it.And HMV made me cry. The CDs are soooooooo freaking expensive. BOOHOO! I want so many things.I want CDs.I want Blythe.I want Japanese magazines and Comics. I want bikini.I want to do well.I want rest.I want WORLD MAP.And I feel like a spendthrift today. I insisted to buy something japanese to make myself feel good. I hate myself for doing that.
Friday, February 15, 2008
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Labels: Moon______Yoko KannoMoon______Yoko KannoHello people. Look at me. Amber Lim Yew Chen. Do I look like a human being to you guys? I do right? I don't look alien-ish or what right? I think I am human being. And I think I have feelings. So can you people spare a thought for me? THANK YOU VERY MUCH.1) How lovely to go to school to see all your friends falling out with each other and you are stuck in the middle and you don't know what to do. How lovely to go home and see your family members doing that to one another with ME stuck in the middle.2) How lovely to be just an alternative to everyone. Ok, this sounds really emo. Sorry but I have been feeling like this especially after what happened today. Don't even read this and console me by trying to say I am really your best friend. Yeah right. I won't believe this kind of sweet talk because all it does is to make me upset.On a happier note, I am really glad Ben used to be from TKSS. =) Yusheng of feelings. HAHA!
Thursday, February 14, 2008
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!! Labels: L.O.V.E.U_____Leah DizonI want to thank the following people:Debra for your purse and stone.Sharon for your really cute frog picture and photo frame.Tabitha for the chocolates.Feline for the sweets.Georgina for the raisins.Miles and Audrey for the Willy Wonkers' Sweet even though I hardly talk to you guys.Edison for the SMS.Beverly for the well wishes. World map for talking to me. (haha, I sound so lovesick)I guess I am really, really happy today. I mean as in it's the BEST Valentine's Day I ever had. One thing is that I have a lot of presents. The other is that on this day, my crush actually talked to me, like more than usual. Yupps. He actually asked like lots of stuff today. I guess it's just me being overly happy. But still, any girl will be happy when her crush who does not really talks to her like finally talks to her right? So I justify my point, I am not silly or some lovesick fool. Besides, I don't stalk him or anything.But I am feeling really mixed because it's like I think I really like world map but on the other hand, I don't want to get into a relationship because the fees are really high. So stupid. I do like him. Gah. Such a pisser. I think he knows that I like him though because he was sitting in front of me during english class that day and then he and his friend were whispering like don't know what then they were giggling and looking at me. Ok, I make them sound like gossip girls. Just that it wasn't that girlish but more of the boy talk. Oh well. Like hello? So obvious la. There wasn't even anything on my table or my face to laugh at. Oh well heck. He doesn't have proof that I like him. HAHA. Oh well whatever. L.O.V.E.U______Leah Dizon
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
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Never had a dream come true_____Sclub7Bought V-day's gifts! FOUND MANGA 7!!!! I miss you. EVen though it has been half a year. Must be the influence of stupid V-day.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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Love like Candyfloss______SweetSOh well. What kind of song is this for my mood? Haha. Ok maybe partially. But I certainly did not fall out of love or anything. Haha. Oh well, but this song was playing and playing and playing in my head during ToK and I realised that I have not listened to this song for such a long time. Haha. Oh well. Firstly I would like to start by apologising to everyone that saw me broke down today especially Honey, Debra and Joshua. I am really sorry, had been controlling that emotion for 3 days and finally I just broke down. Sorry people, I didn't mean to stone on you or give you attitude. I am seriously sorry to all MY FRIENDS in ACSI. Ok this is going to be super angsty:Since I am a "shame", why do I even exist? Since I am hopeless, why waste all your money on me? Since I should die earlier why do you even give birth to me? Since I am full of bullshit, then I SHALL SHUT UP AND NOT TALK AND IGNORE ALL OF YOU. After all whatever that comes out of my shitty mouth is all bullshit right? And all that happened was because of what? BECAUSE DAMN IT, I AM ILL. Yes, I am ill. I am not expecting sympathy or anything. Just leave me alone. Oh my gosh, can't I even be left alone when I am ill? It's not like you guys have melodious voices. It's MONOTONOUS DRONING + the NEGATIVITY of the situation. As if I like to be ill. Food poisoning is damn fun. Ho ho ho. I love stomach flu. Ho ho ho. I love light brown almost yellow and dark green stool. HO HO HO. And what hurts me the most? You guys continue talking about it, badmouthing me when I am sleeping. Dudes, heard of REM? IT'S THE PERIOD OF TIME WHEN THE PERSON IS AWAKE. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW THAT I AM CRYING IN SCHOOL? ARE YOU? ARE YOU? Oh my goodness. Such a pisser. So immature. EMOTIONAL ABUSE IS THE WORST KIND OF ABUSE. That's why I have no self confidence. Don't blame it on me. Blame it on the words you throw at me.Thanks to those that cheered me up.
Monday, February 11, 2008
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Sakura Drops________Utada Hikaru (AIR AMV)HI! I am back from Cambodia. I will post about my trip eventually. Not today because 1) I am really ill. My tummy has decided to complain non-stop to the toilet bowl and also other really horrible factors that add up to me being very, very, very ill.2) My desktop has officially died. Or I think so. I am too tired to go and repair it myself. SO CAN PEOPLE TELL ME THE HOMEWORK FOR TODAY? Bah. Oh and sadly, I did not buy anything for myself and for my friends because everything can be bought in Singapore at a cheaper rate. Just cross over to Lim's art and you will find what I see in the central market. Oh and don't you think this AIR anime looks good? I heard the original gameplay is damn sick. Oh well. Whatever. The show isn't sick. I am watching it if I have the time. Gah. I am an anime addict. Oh well, bye bye. ANIME=LOVEOh yeah, my dad knows about world map. Haha. I told him. He said,"It's normal lahh. As long as you don't get involved it's ok."o______O WHOA. Aish, heck. It will fade. MANGA FIRST! :p They should have a Cosplay club and a manga club in school. Cosplay for action hours because we need to put in action to sew our own clothes and walk around. Oh and creativity. MUHAHAHA. I will be like the happiest person alive. Cosplay+Manga+Anime=LOVE-------UPDATEDBy the way, I SLIMMED DOWN!!! :D It's going to be March soon. So... :D My dad said that I have a toned stomach. I guess all I need is to tone it up a little. My legs are going to be toned soon. YIPEE. So I should exercise more. EXERCISE IS THE KEY TO SLIMMING DOWN. So is laughing.
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
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心の声__________SEAMO and AZU CNY is dumb. If CNY is all about putting on a false front and lying, then forget it. I am not going to attend any CNY Reunion Dinners anymore. Yes, we told a lie so? Stop being hypocrites and just say why you are unhappy. Sitting there and staring into space is such a waste of time. Carry on thinking I am stuck up. To tell you the truth, I have never given a damn since I was young. To me, CNY is nothing but just meeting up and being hypocrite. What's the point man? And everyone gets unhappy after that. SL is so right. If you are unhappy with something, then just say out, stop freaking hiding and acting happy. Time's precious you know. I shouldn't have even rushed. I should have just gone back to TK to meet Edison and my juniors. So dumb. *rolls eyes* I need to meet my friends also. In fact, I rather meet them. At least I don't have to act in front of them. Luckily, I won't even be here for the next four days. If CNY is all about ACTING. I am happy to say I am glad to spend it in peace and doing my own work. I will be going to Cambodia for the next few days. Sweet. :) Labels: 心の声___________SEAMO and AZU
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
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Candy__________Mandy Moore Crush_________Mandy Moore I am having a MAJOR crush on WORLD MAP. Much more major than b-virus. So stupid. I can't stop glancing at WORLD MAP. SO FRICKING FRUSTRATING!!!!! Whatever. I think I will summarise my whole day in songs. Shall I say I am too lazy to blog? Ok, I already posted 2 songs for my crush on world map. Here is a song on results: Just my way___________YUI GANBATTE is all I can say for myself. GAHH. But thank god for the not so bad grades. AJA AJA HWAITING! About my mood: I like winter love songs. Emo emo. Haha Love in snow_____Ueda Tatsuya I am addicted to this song. Love it. I listened to it like for the whole of today when my MP3 was plugged in. Labels: Candy________Mandy Moore, Crush________Mandy Moore, Just my way_____YUI, Love in Snow______Tatsuya Ueda
Monday, February 04, 2008
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Weeeek____________NEWS HAHA. I actually understand half of this crappy japanese song. Yes, it is really crappy. Haha. But I like the tune. That's all that matters. Who cares about lyrics? It's a happy song. That's all that counts. :) But it's really frustrating because I can't differentiate NEWS and Kat-tun. Haha. Sorry people, don't beat me up. DONG BANG SHIN KI IS THE BEST. Anyways, to those who have found my blog, which includes Debra, Hian Lee, and Kwok Yang (:D yes, I am bias, I shall give my junior a smile). Oh and probably the double Joshua-s and some other people eventually. SO HI PEOPLE! TAG ME. LOLS. Anyways, Sharon fell for my pink bra trick somehow, just that I didn't tell her anything because I forgot that my chain was there. She was like," OOH Pink Bra Nice." Lols. So I pulled out my 'strap' to her horror, she was like -________-. oh. HAHA. Today I thought about you again. . . Far away______nickelback Although I know I keep laughing today, I am actually pretty upset over serveral stuff, and developed a really bad headache this afternoon. I guess I shall attribute that to exhaustion. So fricking tired. Maybe I shall also attribute that to nostalgia. AND WHERE IS MY COMIC BOOK? *pissed* How am I ever going to have peace if I don't find book 7. Such a pisser!
Sunday, February 03, 2008
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Take me away____________Yuna Ito OHMYGOSH. THANKS DAD, THANKS MUM. LOVE YOU GUYS!!! Gosh, I feel so materialistic now. Sorry I snapped. I cannot be having the same fight over and over again. Labels: Take me away____________Yuna Ito
Saturday, February 02, 2008
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WISH__________ OLIVIA LUFKIN Stars shining out)________ Olivia Lufkin Feel what is in the songs. That's how I am feeling now. Labels: Stars shining out_________Olivia lufkin, Wish_______________Olivia Lukin
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Ла-ла-ла_________Жанна Фриске
OMG MUM!!!!!!!!
I CANNOT BE HAVING THE SAME FIGHT WITH YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!!! OMG! OMG! OMG!
REALLY, GO AND FIND SOMETHING BETTER TO DO THAN SCOLD ME FOR THE SAME OLD THINGS. I NEED TO EXERCISE, I NEED TO BE FIT. I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT!!!!!!!!
AND THE REASON I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT?
YOU SAID I AM FAT.
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SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW HOW LUCKY THEY ARE. I SHALL NAME THIS PERSON CS.
CS: Sir, I want to go to New Zealand. We can study rivers, mountains and bluh bluh bluh.
Sir: But THE ROCK is the best, it's the one ULTIMATE PLACE. (I don't agree with him but yes, the rock is really nice.)
CS: *starts whining*
Me: STOP COMPLAINING. There are so many unfortunate kids out there.
CS: Yeah, you don't have to complain. You got a macbook.
WTF? HE HAS A HP LAPTOP, OK?
OHMYGOODNESS, WHAT A HORRID THING TO SAY. SO WHAT IF I GOT A FRICKING MACBOOK??????? I HAVE NOT EVEN SAT ON A PLANE FOR A DECADE!!!!!!!!! And he goes for trips like sooo frequently.
And I assure you, once this guy get a Macbook, he will whine for a macbook air. For goodness sake, he has an iPOD touch. My iPod is like halfway to its grave. Go see the LCD screen if you don't believe me. Oh and he wants an iPhone too.
Seriously, some people don't know how lucky they are. If you said I am spoiled, I say I am. Why? Because when I whine for things, I get them. But you see, I HAVE STOPPED WHINING FOR THINGS SINCE SECONDARY SCHOOL because there are people who doesn't even have an iPod. Then again, I am sorry I forgot he was from a rich school.
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I AM SORRY I AM SOOOOO WHINY! I am PMS-ing. Actually no, I really find them horrible. So horrible to the extent I want to reallly, really want to scream at the first, and slap the second and ask him to see the real world.
Seriously dude, go and see the real world. Life is not so lalala and full of only your wants because there are people with NEEDS in this world.
Don't say I am emo, don't even say I am angsty. I would have accepted that before I went to the "life" programme. But I really saw how the children were. Maybe I am just speaking from a guilty point of view. Or maybe I am just standing up for them. Then again, whatever it is, people will just say I am acting kind or being a busybody. Really, we ought to be counting our blessings that our parents can afford education and laptops and handphones for us. STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR MATERIAL NEEDS.
Back to the happy parts of my life:
CF was really fun last evening! Thanks to CF members for your entertaining evening which yeah really made me cracked up Joshua Wong's sick shark joke and toilets all over the world, Hian Lee's really funny rejected bra names joke, Nemo's funny sense of humour, Honey senpai (I shall not state his real name) for being sooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!, Joshua and Debra for being there when I needed them. And the fun battle section component. I was the fricking ugly seductress. Debra was the pissed cat. CHILL Debbie. I understand what you are going through. Chill kaes?
Oh sorry I did not go back for road run guys. I really miss you guys. Maybe I will make a trip down to TKSS on Tuesday, before new year's eve. ^^. Love you guys!
I really want to thank god for my life. :)
Friday, February 01, 2008
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The AMBER room is the Eighth Wonder. Labels: THE AMBER ROOM
DUH. It's AMBER.
Haha. Siao. What has it even got to do with my name? I get sooo excited about Amber, I should go and start a subject named "Amber".
OMG la, I am seriously lame. Like the founder of "Amber"? AMBER LIM!!!!!
SOOOO EXCITING!
BUT right now, I WILL SCORE a 7 for sleeping subject.
BYE!
