* Memories washed away together with the waves washing upon the shore *
This shell won't break.~ Water Nymph. Counter from 1st June 08
- Click on the words to open up the lost memories-
Monday, December 31, 2007
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A little too late___________Delta Goodrem All right, HAPPY NEW YEAR’S EVE! Labels: A little too late____Delta Goodrem, NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
Of course, today’s topic will be SUPER CLICHED.
New Year Resolutions:
2007 Resolutions:
Studies:
[x] Don’t chat while doing homework. (I stop doing homework entirely while chatting so yeah…)
[] No going out on Saturdays and Sundays so I can revise at home.
[] To make studies more interesting. (Yeah right…that’s the stupidest resolution ever -__-)
Saving the Environment:
[] Eat less salmon (sorry my dear salmons, I can’t do that. Salmons are just too DELICIOUS)
[x] Eat less prawns. :)
[] Eat less meat. (the unfortunate fact is that I have already eat so little meat, it’s PATHETIC.)
[] Save Electricity. (I am switching 2 computers on at one time, I am sure saving electricity.)
[x] Save water (I proudly proclaim that I stop running the water while shampooing and soaping myself.)
[x] Do not litter and stop friends from littering. (I managed to stop one of my ex-friends to litter. Like I said, he is an ex-friend, so whether he litters now or not, I am not sure.)
[] Don’t hate creepy crawlies. (Ok, I killed less of them evidently… but I STILL HATE THEM)
Body and Health
[x] Do more trekking.
[x] Take in less carbohydrates.
[x] Stop eating so much crackers.
[x] Drink more water.
Love and Relationships
[] Don’t talk back to my parents.
[] Stop telling friends my stupid sob stories.
[] Don’t be a sensitive freak.
Right, so that’s pathetic eh? 8 out of 17 resolutions fulfilled.
Ok, RESOLUTIONS FOR 2008
Studies
- Study in the living room. No computers!
- To put in my best effort in everything I do.
- Not to be complacent just because of good grades.
- Speak Japanese more fluently and quit stuttering.
- Start liking Chinese.
Release of O’levels Results
- Collect my results late.
- Accept whatever the result is.
- Switch of my mobile phone and not reply to any messages.
- DON’T tell anyone my results.
Saving the Environment
- Try not to switch on the computer everyday.
- Go to the library for air-condition.
- Take more public transport.
- Take less seafood.
- Take part in a volunteer activity that is related to saving the environment.
- INFLUENCE people to stop drinking shark fin’s soup.
Relationships
- Be friendly and less icy.
- No boyfriends or crushes.
- Get over failed friendships.
- Bond more often with my friends.
Addictions
- Don’t use the computer that much.
- Don’t sms people for random, stupid reasons.
Church
- Do my best to go every Sunday.
- Attend both service and Sunday School.
Body health and fitness
- Exercise 3 times a week excluding PE lessons.
- Drink more water.
- Sleep early. Latest: 11.45pm.
- GET A HOT BODY BY MARCH.
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Oh hello,
Alright, I am sorry for the small fonts because I cannot adjust anything on this computer so there you go. Or maybe I am too stupid. Ok enough said because I am secretly using my laptop while typing this out...
I didn't want to secretly use it either. Just read a post that PISSES me off so much I just got to blog about it. I am not going to say who because I rally do not want to offend anyone, but I just want to say how much YOU SUCK.
I am sorry about how yo may think on how judgemental on how I view this thing ad YES, it is truy in my opinion that I am viewing this matter. And I feel you talk like you are Mr. Oh-I-am-a-saint. Shall I say this?
YEAH RIGHT, saint-look-alike.
In the first place, I don't thnk your friend wants it either. I don't think your friend likes it too. IT IS THE DAMN THING THAT MAKES HIM WANT TO DO IT.
And by the way, instead of abandoning him and saying you ae doing this because you cannot stand to see your friend HURT and KILLED. Why not you reach out to him? So what if your advices are no heeded, so what if he continues doing that. By abandoning him, WHY SHOULD HE GIVE A DAMN about what you said earlier on?
Get over it.
And yeah, I am only saying it because I find the exact person who blogged that is someone who cannot get over the fact that PEOPLE ARE DIFFERENT. And it is not like his friend is doing a hideous thing. Get a life, so many people are doing it. SO what if it harms the person's healt? We will all die one day eventually.
Oh, and before I forget, I have nothig against this person, it's one of my business to comment about it, and this post is not intended for him either. I am just writing this to MY OWN OPINION. And I ABSOLUTELY WILL NOT BE ANGRY IF YOU DISAGREE WITH THIS. Like I said earlier on, everyoe have different views on life. Just commenting ok?
Geez.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
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Crush_______________Mandy Moore OK, I do have a crush. On the kitty that hangs out where Little Meow Meow used to hang out. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? It looks like a baby leopard. It is so so so so so so so so so pretty!!! I mean it doesn't look like a typical cat, and it definitely do not sound like one. Oh my gosh, I just love it... You know it has like this long nose and oh, sharp teeth. I totally went like this when I saw it: Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG! You turn 2 years old today dear blog. =) Right and I TOTALLY WASTED 2 hours watching a sucky anime named: SCHOOL DAYS. I thought it would be something like Rumbling Hearts but NOOOOO, it was boring and lame and pervertic. That Matako guy or whatever his name is, IS such an idiot. Even when he wants to touch his girlfriend, which in my opinion is too idiotic because she does not reject him until he does it to her. Oh yeah back to that guy, CAN'T HE JUST CONTROL HIMSELF??? And after she kissed him on her own will, he said he is "tired of dating her..." What a total jerk... Oh forget it. Lost without you____________Delta Goodrem (ok this is what I really feel) Labels: Crush________Mandy Moore, Lost without you_________Delta Goodrem
Friday, December 28, 2007
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Life___________Mika Nakashima I woke up today and that sickening thought hits me: WHAT WILL BE MY l1R5 FOR O'LEVELS? Shit. I am seriously scared. Isn't anyone who will be getting their O'levels or A'levels next year scared? I MEAN LIKE IT IS SERIOUSLY JUST ONE MORE MONTH TO GETTING OUR RESULTS. And oh my gosh, I am really scared. I mean I know TK's standard is high and everything but look at my chinese results. For O'levels mid year, I got B3 and for prelims I got A2. Oh my gosh, what if TK's standard is kind of lagging this year and they decided to be kind and set the paper easier? Oh and not forgetting the super moderation, like what Nandeesh said, the moderation is like so obvious. Oh man, what if everyone did so well in O'levels (I mean except me) they decide not to moderate anymore? Oh my gosh, how? How? How? Shucks, I am so freaking scared. . . God, oh god, don't let the results be bad pleaseeeeeeeeeeee..... And I pray that my index number is written correctly.... Updated at 11.52pm----- SHIT! I finished watching all the first 5 seasons of FRIENDS. OMG!!! And I am like stuck halfway of the storyline. And I don't have CDs from season 6 onwards. Nevermind, I will watch Schooldays from now onwards. GEEZ! I can't stand being in the middle of things. Labels: Life________Mika Nakashima
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
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Losin'________Yuna Ito How to get your co-worker fired so you can get him: (just quoting a few) 1. Tape her voice and edit it to look like some obscene message. then leave it in your boss's voicemail. 2. Send sexual harrassments to your boss from her computer. 3. Drug her drink and tell your boss she is sleeping while working. 4. Send flowers to yourself and sign in her name. Report her for sexual harrassment. 5. Strip her naked and put her in on your boss's office couch. Reasons why Guys get your number and never call: 2. His dog ate it. 3. He washed his pants and the piece of paper with your number becomes pulpy. 4. He is trying to break it off with someone. 5. His phone spoiled. 6. Your phone spoiled. 7. He is injured. 8. He is killed. 9. He has amnesia and can only remember you and how much he loves you. We were like reading it and lol-ing away. Especially for the former. Though I would not be that evil. Then we got bored and started camwhoring using Poh Ai's phone. Lols, we were posing all kinds of funny poses and I was being dirty minded. As usual. Hahaha. I will upload the pictures and videos as soon as I get them. Then I started singing "smelly cats" which is caught on video. Oh the worst part was that I was doing weird actions for Britney Spears "Hit me baby one more time". AND NO, no video footage for that. Then we took more photos, I was lying down on the pool table. We took a picture of that. SUPER GROSS... Looks like kind of porn photograph. My ahems were like abnormally big in that picture, all I was actually trying to look like I was going to eat the ball, but end up looking like I was licking it. So eww, we deleted the picture. Then I sent her to the bus stop. And everyone was staring at me lugging my eight books. I must have looked like a real nerd. Gosh. OH MY GOSH, it's going to be a rough night. Labels: Losin'__________Yuna Ito, Nobody wants to be lonely_____Ricky Martin and Christina AguileraLyrics and translation at: http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/6032/324/yuna-ito/losin.html
Hello! (what a lame start)Announcements:Ok, first, I want to introduce a new author to my blog: YEO POH AI. So yeah, I am very sure we have different blogging styles. Her name is "colour of the world" and mine is "Amber". So yeah, keep a watch out for that. Anyone who wants to be added to be a blog author to my blog, you can tag me and inform me.
Ok, so well, I met Poh Ai today. And yeah, in short we went to Jurong Library, Macdonalds, IMM, Jurong East, Jurong Library and to my house.Jurong Library: Dragged her there to borrow Patricia Cornwell books and some Narwhale thing.
Macdonalds: Eat my breakfast.
IMM: To get my studs since I don't have them anymore. I love my new earrings! You7 know it is gliterry and shiny and stuff. IT'S AQUAMARINE. I am so totally in love with that colour. So hoorays! Because I don't have to wear big dangling earrings anymore. And then we went to Comics Connection to try and get Honey Senpai's "Bun bun", since Angelia said her friend bought it from there. And it is damn cheap. One soft toy for $7.60. But I did not buy it in the end. Why? It was too stiff. Bun bun is supposed to be soft, NOT STIFF! You know you can supposedly squah it and hug it anyway you like, but nooooo, this is ROCK HARD. So I didn't get it in the end.
Jurong Entertainment Centre: To check out the price of going to Kbox to sing. Lols, but we didn't, too frigging expensive. The price literally scared everyone home. We have more entertaining stuff instead of singing. So we ate lunch and went to the library again.
Jurong Library: Thanks to my craving to check out the truth behind "The last Templar", I went to borrow 5 more books on Christianity. Lols. ANyways, they look interesting and Poh ai and I borrowed a book that teaches you how to get the guy you like.
My house: We stayed at the clubhouse and played pool. Yeah, and we were like blatantly cheating. Lols. And snacking. Actually, we weren't exactly cheating because we didn't know the rules and we were just randomly using that white ball to hit the rest of the balls. And then we decided to slack off and read the dating book. LOLS, IT WAS SUPER HILARIOUS. But PHOTOS FIRST!
That's us in the mirror. A new way to hang yourself as demonstrated by me.
New headwear...
New headwear....
Ok, that was just my twin sister.... 
I know it's blurred. That's the beauty. You can't see our pimples.
1. He lost it.
UPDATED AT 12.45am---------------------
Nobody wants to be lonely_______Ricky Martin and christina Aguilera
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
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Smelly Cat________Phoebe Buffay (the edited version) Smelly Cat________Phoebe Buffay (the original version) Oh people. I am sorry, just got to upload this because I keep singing it in the bathroom. Hehe. "Smelly cat, smelly cat, what are they feeding you? Smelly cat, smelly cat, it's not your fault. They won't take you to the vet. You are obviously not their favourite pet. It may not be your bed of roses. You are not friend with those who have noses. Smelly cat, smelly cat what are they feeding you. Smelly cat, smelly it's not your fault." Ok, am I lacking something. MERRY CHRISTMAS to all of you people reading my blog. (which I doubt there is any, I don't have a site meter) Oh my first present this morning, mucus, egg and porridge splayed on my hands by a super, high-powerd spray from my dad's sneeze. Had a nice dream last night. Must be a christmas gift from god. =====The dark side of me====== As we got tangled up together, my heart, my soul and my body was on fire. I choose to delude myself you left me out of love, not of hate. Although I will never know what the true reason is, there are times where I swear I know you are there beside me, guarding me, and loving me. Your love is the fire that burns inside me. And no matter how starcrossed we are, I will try to join our red strings together so that we can be together and never seperate. As I sink deep into the water, you are the first name I call out. I hold out my hand in hope you will grab it. And when you do, don't let go. Even if you do, your touch will linger throughout. And that will be my last wish fufilled: To feel you. --------UPDATED----------- 2 more days and my baby turns one week old. It's a boy. Any suggestions for names? 4 more days and my blog turns 2 years old. 6 more days and it is Ng-san's birthday. WHo cares? I don't even talk to him. Alrighty. So I went to church just now. Sat with the girls. And because most of us felt so bored, we took out our handphones to start smsing people and playing games. I was smsing, when I receive a message. Well, Annabel and Audrey (if I have not gotten the spelling wrong) were playing handphone games. Ok, yeah, we were bored. Hehe. But the music was good. Too bad I have no money to buy his cd. And now that I saw him play the harp, I want to also... Look at this video: Sadness and Sorrow_______Naruto soundtrack Pretty isn't it? Then again, I still love the flute. I want to learn how to play the flute. I know how to play the chinese flute, but I forgot everything. Damn, can I take flute lessons at this age? I want :'( Look at the flute (and piano): (same song) Ok, so after church, I went home and then went out to get my stationeries and foolscape and stuff. Then my dad and I went to Jack's place for dinner due to sheer hunger or we would have ate at a non-western restaurant. You know, to avoid the crowd. AND oh my gosh. There were like party hats, party stuff given to us. LOLS! What the heck. So I was wearing that plastic cowboy hat while eating my dinner. -_____- Strange but true. Oh well, merry christmas agin:
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Labels: Sadness and Sorrow (harp and flute version), Smelly Cat______Phoebe Buffay (original and edited)
Friday, December 21, 2007
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Oh my gosh, what a pisser.
How on earth do I use a macintosh?
Geez, should have taken Windows. But I LURVE my sweetheart baby,
But my blog looks too ugly on this computer.
EEKS!
The fonts are nice though. :)
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
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Collide__________ Howie Day Ok, last lesson. One senstence: OH GOSH, I MISS YOU GUYS. Didn't go for gathering. And :( couldn't go out with Edison to watch National Treasure today. Damn, wanted to watch it. RIght, ok going now. Labels: Collide_________Howie Day
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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Over____________Lindsay Lohan Right, it's me being paranoid right? THE SECOND LAST SESSION OF JAPANESE CLASS OMG. I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU GUYS! I will miss Grace and Yan Ling especially. Oh And Nicole and Natalie. And Tiff and Angelia. And the guys. Boo hoo, there is a gathering tommorow. I can't go. :'( Oh yeah, it takes one damn sentence to make the whole world collapse on me. But it takes one envelope, one welcome pack to bring my smiles back again. Thanks a lot. Labels: Over_________ Lindsay Lohan
Sunday, December 16, 2007
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Destination Nowhere__________Erika [x] New T-shirt (checked) [x] New mini skirt (checked) [x] New Jacket (checked) No, it's not my birthday. It's not anything special either. I got a new T-shirt because oh well guys, aren't you sick of seeing me wearing the same old pink, yellow, green, whatever. I am out of shirts too. New skirt because I am too fat to wear pants. So hello mini skirts! ;) New Jacket because my dad was complaining how old that jacket of mine was. Geez. And he even said it was not a jacket just something with long sleeves made out of t-shirt material. So we got something really warm. (OH THE WARMTH!) Love it! Thank you to my parents for well MY STUFF. So I went to church today after the really beneficial shopping trip which I ACTUALLY bought something for myself. That was like ages since I actually got a new, useful stuff. Oh well, still it's good to indulge yourself in a shopping trip once in a while. I am not even going to get stuff for CNY. *happy happy* Did I tell you how much I detest shopping? :D (don't say YEAH RIGHT) Oh well, BACK to CHURCH stuff. I guess I am really woke up. =D Thank god for everything, thank god I am allowed to worship him, thank god I am alive and healthy. Thank god for all the stuff done. Thank god for his good, green (um, polluted) Earth to live on. Thank you, thank you, thank you. And I am sincere. Really, it's from my heart. Unfortunately, I was not able to last to Anthony Yeo's speech. Um, I slept at 3am last night. As to why I slept so late, I was watching FRIENDS. Lols, lovely show. 2 more episodes tonight to finish Season 1. *gloats* And yup, I cannot sleep. You know, over well, stuff. Geez. . . I can't believe myself. Guess it is all the emotions I have put away since before O'levels and wounds reopen you know, when you see stuff that reminds you of the bad memories. Well, I'll be ok. But the O'levels results is getting to me. . . Oh well. I've did my best I guess. Nevermind, I will post nice, yummy food tommorow. It's late. I need to do up on PARTICLES. So yuppins, have a very good night and sweet dreams. Omg, I watched FAMILY GUY till I frogot the time. Damn! I won't bug you. I won't call you. I won't sms you. I won't annoy you. I won't want to do anything with you now. I will forget you. I will. I know you never meant it. But, selfish me cannot take it anymore. I will silently disappear from your life. I am sorry for all the trouble I caused. SORRY. Go find her. Go find someone else. Don't give me false hope. It hurts. I just read someone's blog. Nevermind. Forget it. Just frigging forget it. :( Just watched the first episode of Season 2 FRIENDS. OH MY GOSH *pronounces every word slowly* I CRIED. WTH. Labels: Destination Nowhere________Erika
Saturday, December 15, 2007
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THE HAPPY SONG--> For laughter Tell me_________Wondergirls (I am so happy now that even this irritating song sounds good) Oh my gosh, I woke up feeling like the ultimate grouch on earth. I mean I just felt like screaming at people, um, because of some reasons from someday. (And no, yesterday's conversation did not make it any better) See, I am being super vague. . .Then ate breakfast and watched *drools* BATMAN. (yes, I woke up SUPERRR late) :D Then I decided to complete reading my half-read, can-never-be-completed Patricia Cornwell's "Body of Evidence". AND NO, for those who sees the word 'body' and starts thinking I read sex stories, this is a murder story. So I finished reading that and napped again. Lols, I feel like a cat. So well, after napping I took my lunch and decided I REALLY need to clear up my overflowing 26 pages of Japanese homework. So I sat down, and started mugging my way through. Lols, and I end up mugging for a total of 9 hours, straight through, yes, with the exception of taking toilet breaks and dinner and my bath. So I FINISHED! (if you are reading this congratulate me) Oh well, I know I left my particles and didn't touch them. BUT dudes, tommorow is sunday and one hour is enough to settle them. Well, maybe not. Still, I can copy particles from people. Lols. That is IF they do the homework. Hardly anyone does it anyway. AND I REALLY HATE PARTICLES. Plus I finished the wordy stuff. I think I am really nuts. I am feeling soooo happy. WHY? Because I am actually doing work. I feel so damn weird without any homework. And now that there is no more dictations, it's kind of getting dull. I AM FREAKING BORED. How am I going to survive my 2 weeks doing nothing man? After class is over, I mean. . . I will be rotting in front of my computer. Oh my gosh. SOMEONE, GO OUT WITH ME!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!! Oh maybe I should start toning up my shape, and meet hot, new guys in the new school. (oh and if you are thinking of asking me where I am going, don't bother to.) Actually I should stop complaining. Sigh. . . Oh yeah, today was cosplay. Did not go in the end. It's going to be crowded so ICKS! Maybe I would go if Edison is going but he's not. So that's 2 valid reasons not to go Cosplay. And I am so not regretting it. I hope when the DBSK concert comes to SIngapore, I won't react the same way, or else really, I will regret my whole life. Still owe someone an answer to a question I need to research on. Well. Who cares? I am signing off for now, watching funny, funny FRIENDS! :D
Friday, December 14, 2007
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Sadness and sorrow Nothing else to describe my feelings now. I didn't sleep last night, cried in the bus today. I don't want to say what happened. Nothing happened ok? Still as happy as ever. By the way, I have earned my name as "Amber the Dense". <-- and Grace have the habit of patting me on my head whenever the dense amber does her dense act. Talking about patting my head, WHY DOES EVERYONE DO THAT??? Maybe because I am short. It's ok, I like that. =D Makes me feel soooooooo loved *does it in Lobelia's dramatic way* Lols, the Lobelia girls are super funny. Ok, ok back to topic. And everyone seemed so fascinated about my infatuation with dear Tamaki. They kind of forced me to say I went to Tamaki's house opn Sunday. Whatever. Lols. Oh and in the MRT: Grace: Lols, why are you looking about? Don't know where you are is it? Me: No....... Grace: Haha, if you don't know where you are, that's really dense. Me: Lols, the real dense thing is... *caught a glimpse of my own reflection* You see yourself in the window and ask,"Who is that?" Grace: *laughs* Me: *does an act* who is that? OMG! It looks just like me!!!!! Grace: *laugh and laugh and laugh* Haha, but the joke is also super lame. I can imagine Phoebe from FRIENDS doing that, would be hilarious. Right, so how do I transfer stuff from my ipod to my computer? Sickening~ -_______- I won't complain to you anymore. I belong to me__________Jessica Simpson Labels: I belong to me______Jessica Simpson, Sadness and sorrow
Thursday, December 13, 2007
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re-ACT______Olivia Lufkin Well, I LOVE JAPANESE CLASS TODAY! HAHA! Kind of sad that it is going to end soon *heart breaks* I love all my friends. I even love the girl who refuses to speak. Lols, why? I managed to make her talk. Like finally. I am just like TAMAKI! *holds a rose* I don't think many people like me, because I laugh too much. Haha, sorry man, that is a habit I can never change. Point a gun at my head and I will still laugh. Totally miss LL, she is another laugh-non-stop kind of person. I need more people like this around me, or else I am like the crazy one. LOLS! SO we had SUSHI PARTY (I coined up that name) and all of us went down to buy sushi. I went down too lol, didn't buy anything. Only drank miso soup. (the tester people offered me ok?) THANKS TO MY STUPID TOOTH. So Ng-san, Tan-san, Tiff, Grace, YanLing, Angelia and Clement(who we met outside the centre) and I went down to get stuff. Lols. And Ng-san bought hello kitty biscuits. Poor Grace was harrassed by the people who allowed you to test food, and they kept passing her stuff till she had to pass the miso soup to me. Since it was so hot, my tooth started its aching again. =( So came the long-awaited break time that everyone was waiting for, we went down. Damn, the cancer sticks (no not cigarettes, FRIES) looked damn yummy. STUPID TOOTH. When Joei offered me one of those, I reluctantly rejected her. Lols. Oh and break time was when we came out with the idea of life-sized anime figurines. ( I was flirting with Ronald Macdonald and sitting on him as usual). Haha no thanks though even if they existed. Sure, I can bring TAMAKI to bed but Tamaki isn't Tamaki without his baka-ness and hyperness and caring heart and all the good stuff about him. I don't know why people don't like him. It would be nice though if Tamaki's traits were transferred into Kyoya's body. *drroolllsss* Then again, the character traits of Tamaki will not match Kyoya's body. Geez. They said I am like Tamaki though. Exactly the same dense-ness. Denser than metal. HAHAHA! You know I was just being and acting dumb. Unfortunately, you can't see through that. I am sure of it. I am trained to hide myself for 16 years. It's better to be innocent. Though for the issue of my guilty conscience, I can never get over it. When I say I am guilty, I really am. And I am now. So went out with Edison today. Um, nothing much to comment about it. Except we went shopping *does the finger thing*, the library and that he sent me to the bus stop safely. And yup, yesterday. Went to my cousin's house. OOOHHHH MANN, they are sooooooooo adorable. I love small kids. (Note: SMALL KIDS, NOT BABIES) They are so active, running about, making faces and sooo innocent. I know I wasn't that innocent at their age. I am a psycho-kid ok? I have been hiding my true self since young. Oh oh, back to them. So I was given the coldest, most hostile treatment as anyone will usually get from small kids. Like so cold that they don't even say thank you for presents ok? Well, so I teased them for a while. Well, duh, my dears, do you happen to know I have big hand muscles so... snatching the book away? Lols. So, well, knowing that it won't progress that way. I went down and sit on the chair and do my homework, knowing that reverse psychology will do the trick. And tada, it worked its magic. The two kids started to try attracting my attention by walking near me. So I ignored them for like 8 minutes. Then I talked to them, and they started talking, laughing with me. So I taught them how to play monopoly. And then taught them how to do their work. Answered every single question they have about animals. (THANK YOU WILLARD PRICE for the lovely knowledge you put in your books) Well, and then Su Yi, held the reindeer toy and walked to me and looked at me and said "THANK YOU" *heart melts* She is just KAWAIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can picture that look if some manga artist draw it. Lols. Then we ate dinner, played monopoly (lols, they even gave me their 'out of jail' card for free) and by night, they stuck to me like glue. xD So cute. Too bad I have to leave. Would love to spend more time with the two sweeties. Kids are just so innocent. <3> Just like meteorites, we've got to be exposed. By the time we reach our destination, we will be charred like the meteorites, develop fusion crusts... Maybe that's life. . . Growing mushrooms now... because I know I won't and I can never be it. I was too 'stupid and naive' to ever think that way... Evergreen________DBSK. For you. Memories stained with tears, your voice rings in my ears. Hidden by color, I'm getting exhausted, I keep seeing your eyes In my heart it's raining and it has been covered with rust Now I remain as one piece of puzzle, and you are calling me. Evergreen, evergreen. Like an inexperienced fool, I lived without seeing the love you were giving me From now on I won't let you cry; I'll be the warmth that covers any sadness and embrace you My heart that beats like crazy, and The rain has disappeared and it has all become clear. Hoping you'd be there listening, at the end of this road My eyes are looking for you I wonder if you are listening to it, somewhere Evergreen, evergreen. Like an inexperienced fool, I lived without seeing the love you were giving me From now on I won't let you cry; I'll be the warmth that covers any sadness and embrace you Without you, I can't see anything Without you, I can't hear anything Don't cry, though you're alone without me nowI'll embrace you and wipe away your tears Evergreen, evergreen. Like an inexperienced fool, I lived without seeing the love you were giving me From now on I won't let you cry; I'll be the warmth that covers any sadness and embrace you. I feel so naked now, like as if someone stripped me and place me in water and I am floating in the darkness. Floating, floating, floating... Feel like a fallen angel. The news just broken to me makes me want to scream out loud. But I will be strong, pretend as if nothing happened. I won't cry, I will continue life as it is. And waiting, and waiting and waiting.
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STUPID TOOTHACHE!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S SO PAINFUL!!!!!! Labels: TOOTHACHE
Like excuse me, I am 16 and MY TOOTH IS SHAKY???? Damn, and I floss everyday. Ok, maybe almost everyday.
Maybe all my milk teeth have not dropped yet.
So far, I can only give myself the maximum of 15 teeth that was plucked or just dropped out by itself.
Oh man, or it may be my wisdom tooth growing? (apparently I only get dumber)
WHERE IS DENTAL APPOINTMENT WHEN I NEED IT??? IT'S 6 MONTHS ANYWAYS!
And FRETTING OVER O'LEVELS RESULTS IS NOT MAKING ANYTHING BETTER.
(thanks to my SWEET dream of getting l1r5 as 54 and the other dream about writing the wrong index number)
UGH!
Saturday, December 08, 2007
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Internet is for porn___________Ouran style BY THE WAY, TAMAKI IS THE HALF NAKED ONE... *DROOLS* Okies, I have just finished watching Ouran High School Host Club. *oh man* And I am starting to miss Ouran. *drats* Nevermind, I am on to watch FRIENDS now. As in after I borrowed it. Muhahaha. DUh, I got to do/ read/ watch somehing or I will be rotting at home. For the time being, I will live with watching videos on youtube, reading murder stories, doing japanese. Boo hoo, but I miss my handsome Tamaki. *cries* You know FRIENDS will not have hot dudes. DUH! Cartoons always look better. Whatever, I should just date a damn anime character. That would be fun. ;) What am I talking about anyways? ----------------UPDATED Sorry peeps, just got to show the cutest thing ever that made me go totally gagagagaga over the video. AWWWWW that small boy was just the cutest thing I ever saw in my whole life. Xiah kissing him is like so totally MOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Drats, I am becoming like one of those stupid ouran anime girls. But this is just adorable! Labels: Internet is for porn
Friday, December 07, 2007
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Where you are__________Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey Well, ok tommorow, I am GOING TO WATCH THE LAST EPISODE OF OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries, cries, cries* I will miss my dear, darling TAMAKI: I am sorry for posting that song. Labels: Where you are__________--Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey
Oh TAMAKI, must you be engaged to that stupid eclair puff? No, no, no, no, what will happen to the host club? *cries, cries, cries* I think Tamaki and Haruhi make the best pair ever. Oh whatever, there is still the last episode. Hehe. I shall not be the spoiler. So, if you want to know what's in the last episode, WATCH IT YOURSELF.
Thou shalt not spoil storylines.
But Ouran is pretty bimbotic. You can't hate it either, because well, no one hates funny stuff right? Well, I don't know about people out there but I LOVE FUNNY STUFF. And Ouran is sure funny. Oh well, whatever.
Haven't seen Grace for 2 days already... All of us are pretty bored because she isn't here. Teehee. But luckily Yan Li is still around so yup, it isn't that boring. PHEW!
Apparently, Mr Indo is very, very bimbotic today. Apparently, he calls "bread" as "breado". LOLS. And he was like giggling the whole lesson. WTH. Oh, the most bimbotic one:
Sensei: eiga o mimasu.
Him: Oh, I thought "eiga" means "egg"...
Nicole and me: *stunned* and then we started laughing....
Sensei: *stunned*
Well, whatever, we just got to remember, "macdonalds" is "macu-donaldo", KFC is "kentakki friedo chickin" DOESN'T MEAN THAT the rest words sounds close to to the english words. Haha.
Whatever, signing off.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
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Нежность_________Максим Ok, got loads of things to do today. I wonder how am I ever going to finish the 5 books that I just borrowed. *sobs* My to-do list for today [x] Help Tiff to translate the japanese stuff. Poor girl sobbed about how she didn't understand the stuff sensei taught. Geez. Well, I am kind of confused today. Good luck to me. I better buck up. [] Homework and practise Katakana [] Do up my own sentence substitution notes. [] Practise katakana I wonder are some people just selfish or do they really mean it? If I am pissed about it, the only reason I am pissed about is you, not the other people involved. Another thing to pretend I am happy about. Sickening. Anyways, what do I want to say here? Oh yeah my dream a few days ago. TEE HEE HEE. Dream 1: Dreamt that I met Xiah Junsoo. Then after that I can't really what happened. But he just smiled at me and held my hand. And brought my hand out to touch his face and said,'Saranghaeyo.' *love love love* Oh and then I smiled at him too. DUH, he's hot. And we clasped our hands so tightly and he said," I am never going to let go of this hand." *love pops out of eyes* And hehe, the most exciting part, HE HUGGED ME. Can you see I am salivating already??? Muhahaha... Dream 2: (as in this is most recent) Whatever. I am lazy to type out everything. Zac Efron was my bf in my dream. Dots. Never knew I am one of the crazy fangirls. Wait a minute, I don't even like Zac Efron. Dots. I guess the Junsoo dream happened because I watched too much Banjun drama. Guess you are sick of me. ------------Updated at 10.38pm (WARNING: ANGSTY STUFF) I am sick of this hols. I am sick of it, sick of it, sick of it. Sick of how everyone is playing and there I am mugging at another language. Sick of how I like jap. Sick of how I tried to listen in class. Sick of how I am the only one who did homework but still lagging behind those who don't. Sick of how I end up stuttering in class. Sick of how I don't understand her friggin' accent. Sick of how I just cannot understand my frigging homework today and no frigging notes given for today's lesson. Sick of all that broken promises everyone made to me before this damned holidays. Sick of how I miss all those who I fall out with this year. Sick of how Japanese is domineering all my time. SIck of having no add maths, no maths, no english, no humanities. I want to be slacking too. What the hell am I ever working so hard for? For what? To be an intepretor? PUHLEASE. I am sooooo slow I can't ever be one. Can't I be faster? It's so unfair how everyone can simply slack through and not do homework, talk in class and still do better than me. It's so unfair. I study day in, day out, to be fair, with youtube on to listen to music, yet I am still lagging FAR behind. I want to give up yet I don't want to. I like japanese, I like my classmates. I hate myself. Can't I be smarter? Can't I get stuff in a snap? I don't even understand why am I even stressed over this. There is no test, no exams. I am such a freaking loser. If I cannot even get my basics right, how am I ever going to cope for advanced? HELP! ! ! Sorry, if you read this. I just need to release this pent up feelings like how a hurricane have to release all the pent up heat... I am still pissed. Guess it's fatigue, have not been resting properly. Sorry. Labels: Нежность_______Максим
Sunday, December 02, 2007
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Helpless Rain______Mflo loves Mika Nakashima Thinking of you and you. Confused. Heck. I better get on with borrowing FRIENDS. My Ouran High School Host CLub is ending is 3 episodes. Geez. Finished reading all Dan Brown books finally. For the record, I managed to guess the bad guy. Muhahahaha! Man, I hope he writes more books, I love his stories. Just cannot put down my book. Hehe. I left with 2 Patricia Cornwell books. Then I shall borrow more. Bought a manga today. New series. Apparently I am having trouble reading it. It is in FAN TI ZI. (the old chinese characters). Geez. I got to just plough through it I guess. *shrugs* Labels: Helpless Rain
