* Memories washed away together with the waves washing upon the shore *
This shell won't break.~ Water Nymph. Counter from 1st June 08
- Click on the words to open up the lost memories-
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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Insa_______JaeJoong. Dedicated to a best friend who probably doesn't know I exist anymore. -------------WARNING!!! DON'T READ IT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SAD STUFF AND MAKE YOURSELF MOODY----------------------------Don't say I did not warn you, you choose to read it yourself. ---------------------------- Well, morning started off badly. Why? Because I read something in the newspaper and I came upon the realisation that one of my best friends probably can't remember that I ever exist in her world anymore. Sigh! What can I say? We have not even talked for 3 years after she moved. Then again, at least I did my best to contact her didn't I? Call me 'self-pity-ing', call me 'stupid', call me 'naive'. I admit to all 3 names people called me before. "Self pity-ing"--> When I read about how she was talking about how she kept in contact with her new friend through email frequently, I felt jealous because I hit the point of realisation that my letters that I sent to her never came back, the sms-es that I sent to her came back only with one word answers. I always dismiss it as the 'busy schedule'. "Stupid and Naive"--> I decided to combine them together. Too lazy to write another paragraph. I guess because I actually believed that we will be best friends forever. How silly. Friends come and go don't they? No matter how many promises made, when it is time for them to go, they have to go don't they? After all, it is just part of life. Why am I such a loser? Why can't I just I accept it? WHY? WHY? WHY? I hate myself for being such a weakling. I hate it. WHy can people around me just accept it when people close to them leave them? I want to be strong like them. I don't want to believe in stupid words like 'forever' or 'never'. My dear friend, you will have my blessings wherever you go. Even though we are no longer talking, you will be in my heart forever, I won't forget you. Thank you for those years where you have given me many memorable times... Thank you for all the times. One more petal have fallen from the flower... Sorry, to whoever is reading this. Then again, not many people read my blog, so phew. This is not a side I want people to see, but I can't store it in my heart and I don't have a private diary to write in because typing is easier. AND I cannot make it private just for this overwhemingly emotional post. Ok, anyways, today Angelia, Grace, Yan Li were earlier than me, for once. And I brought fries to class. *GASPS* Hush. Keep it a secret. I have been craving for these fries since Tiffany sat beside me the other day and was munching them. You see. That is the problem when you diet. Sigh. Oh well, so we were crapping. And then Grace was saying how dirty minded Yan Li is. So by proving the point she said that Yan Li changed her school name from "BDS" to "BDSM". Whatever that means. So Angelia, Tiffany and I were like pestering her to tell us what the heck is this "BDSM". All she said was "machoism", and something else (can't remember what). And she said the I-can't-remember-what term is something like the pleasure inflicting self pain. Um? So Angelia was like "I get it and EWWW!!!!" Wait, isn't this like suicidal and slitting yourself on your wrists? But no, it obviously meant something else which I am going to find on Wikipedia later so that when people talk about it next time I won't be in the dark. So after a silent pause, I just said," Is it just me who is too innocent that I don't get what you are talking about?" They just laughed. Apparently Tiffany and I didn't get it. Angelia, who is only 12, got it!!!! Man, how did she know so much? So then came another term "Fallick". I don't know how to spell it. But that's the way they pronounce it. Isn't this a term for some magical creature that is like a gnome or an elve? Apparently only Angelia got it. Tiffany and I were like,"Um, what are you guys talking about?" (UPDATED for this paragraph) Ok guess what? I found the term "BDSM" online, in wiki, as they said. I am not disgusted, and not interested either. My evaluation on it is that well, the person who is hitting (most probably the one who suggests the activity to a specialised personnel.) has the notion that he wants to be in control. Hey, nothing sick here all right? I am evaluating such acts of sadism from a psychological point of view. Which means, I came across this term in a different terminology before. Miss Wong told the whole class before. The following information is what she told us: Such an act is started by a man whose name sounds like "sadist"<-- which is how the word came about. Oh yeah she was explaining how the word came about. So there, back to it. This sicko, who visits prostitutes, instead of having sex with them, hangs them upside them, and beat them. When they faint, he stops beating them, throw cold water at them, wait till they wake up, and start beating them again. Well, and I guess the reason, as the name itself suggest (meant something like submission) so it means that the person wants to be in control. And the poor other person got to endure it. That goes the same with the thinking of rapists. Which is why we see old woman get raped. Because they are easy to control. As in too weak to fight back. Ok, so people who think I am sick. As I said, I am telling you this in a psychological point of view. What they are thinking, how the term 'sadist' came about. Besides, it isn't a sick term. It is in fact quite a pretty psychological term I should say. I didn't finish reading the whole explanation though. Who cares? This is going to be the first and last time I am going to post or talk about it openly. Just sharing an opinion. Bye,. -----WARNING, if you think I am disgusting. At that moment I was just as disgusted as you were.... AND STILL AS DISGUSTED NOW------- (to those who are lost this spoiler refers to the 'hmm, I guess" paragraph) Hmm, I guess I am really that innocent. After all, most shows I watch (with the exception of Chobits<-- damn eye opener to pervtic manga artists, or do all guys have it running in their heads all the time?) are like documentaries, emotional crying shows, and really childish cartoons, SO I AM SPARED FROM ALL THESE DIRTY THOUGHTS. Oh well, it is good to know as long as YOU DON'T USE THEM. So when people are using these terms on you, at least you know what they are talking about. Well, before people, like me, pick up a book that has sexual content. Like the other day, I was at the bookstore I picked up a book with I don't know what some "sutra karma" whatever thing. ***(I just found out, It is "karma sutra" (the BDSM thing stated it). So people, if you see this term next time. Remember that it is something sexual, not something religious... You know, it does sound like something religious right? Like you know bad karma, good karma refers to the 'merit points you gain by doing good/bad stuff right? And sutra is like you know 'makan sutra' and all those. BUT WHEN THOSE TWO GETS TOGETHER. Hell, they become something sexual. It's like negative and negative becomes positive. But in this case it is positive and positive becomes negative. Just that this isn't maths ok kids?) I can't even remember the term. I think it meant sex or something. I almost puked when I saw it. The whole book pictured people that are naked and doing you know what. Hey, I mean I thought it was meant to be funny since I found it in the "HUMOUR" section. But noo, they made jokes on sex. Evil. I was so embarassed when I saw what half the book was about. Luckily the first page I flipped to was not that crude, it was more funny, kind of a "man making fun of woman's love for chocolates" joke. So I thought it was common and I flipped to the next page when EWWWW!!! Ok, you get the idea. I am totally grossed out at that thought. Another reason to have a phobia for the 3 letter s word. Oh and I just remembered how my teacher cracked a joke about "BJ" and the whole class started laughing except Kenneth and me. (you see I don't get what the hell is "BJ", until I smsed my friends after class who then told me it meant 'blow job'. ) Hmm. Then I got the joke, which wasn't funny. Not at all. It was kind of strange if someone said that, definitely not funny. Geez. . .ok enough of these dirty stuff that I hardly understand. Let's talk about really squeaky clean funny stuff. YOU KNOW TODAY I WAS TRYING NOT TO LAUGH TO MYSELF because I watched NGs yesterday (to really dirty people who don't know clean, appropriate stuff. NG-s means no good scenes. BY WHICH I MEAN those scenes where actors say the wrong lines and yada yada) So irritating. The thought of how Jaejoong suddenly grinning and bursting into laughter when looking at Yunho (while they were acting) was funny. The funnier part was the reason he laughed. Hehe. He just laughing-ly said," I saw my face while looking at Yunho's eyes..." TEEEHEEEHEE. Of course, when I am saying it now, it is not funny. But when you watch the video, his expression and all is really cute. ^_____^ Haha. So well, his grinning face seems to etch its face on my mind, that I had to control myself from laughing. Another thing I hate about myself, because I laugh at silly stuff and I can't stop laughing. -_______- All right. Enough of blogging. I wanted to write something here. But it sounds too mushy. So forget it. ****** Just read my tag board (as I assumed no one would read it, so i did not know liling tagged me) which lead to why I did not add this on my first update. Just so you know, this is my second update. Well, Liling just tagged me from the airport (hehe, I sound like someone from CNA right?) Ok. Back to topic, since when do airports have free computer? Hmm. I know you may say her parent's laptop but even if her parents have a laptop and let them use, her sister would have probably snatched it from her. Hehe. So I don't know how Liling did it, I am sure going to ask her how she found free computers in the airport. I am so jealous still, and a little sad. 2 of my good friends are leaving this week. Liling is in Aussie now. (Howdy girl, watcha doing now? I am lifelessly blogging here and studying japanese) And Edison is leaving for Shanghai tommorow. Even though I don't really like Shanghai but I like school trips. *ahem* FREEDOM!!! THE JEALOUS PART: Still, they get to go on a plane. Um, I like haven't stepped onboard a plane since 6+. Geez. That's a decade. I wonder how has plane food improved. HMM... THE SAD PART: *puppy eyes and ears* Who to go out with? I am going to blog and study lifelessly. Ohm.... Say ohm.... THE DEPENDS ON YOUR PERCEPTION PART: I do get to go for a holiday. But let me tell you something. I WILL HAVE TO MISS COSPLAY!!!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! Cry me a river man. I even bookmarked that date. Since Kelvin told me about the December one, I WANTED TO GO, LOOKING FOWARD TO IT... Sigh. And Yan Li kind of like invited the whole class there. I wanna go too! And I will have to miss 2 classes. ='( ='( ='( Dear Japan, It seems we have no fate with each other even in SInagpore. Oh my heart is sooo shattered, oh man, I am cracking... *sobs, sobs* You were the sun of my life. But fate has made us so starcrossed. I was just being a drama Queen. Ignore me. Amber. Labels: Insa________JAEJOONG
Sunday, November 25, 2007
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Once upon a broken heart Just got addicted to this song. Ok, today I REALLY, REALLY want to thank god for answering my prayers. Thank you, thnak you, thank you for your grace lord. Phew, I am glad the trouble I am brooding over is OVER!!! Thank god. Oh well, it has been 3 days. . . Whatever, my parents are watching Batman Begins. WAHHHH I LOVE BATMAN!!! Christian Bale, I totally go mmmmmmmm at his body... Muhahaha. But talking about looks, I prefer Jung YunHo. . . Or maybe Darin, hmm, I guess Zac Efron isn't that bad. Whatever. I give up reading 'The White Priestess' I tell you. 1) it's kind of boring 2) There are so many characters, I know this sounds pretty loser-ish but I can hardly remember who's who. The second point goes likewise to THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. I cannot remember what is in the previous book. Sorry Shu Ning, I think I am not reading it anymore. I think I shall find a video rental store tommorow. I want to borrow 'The Prestige'. Or maybe I shall find it on Youtube. Bye, studying japanese now. And mum's sick. Sigh... ---Updated---- Gosh I am so lousy. I just read the story on Ju-on and I am freaked now. Bye bye. *shivers* Labels: Once upon a broken heart
Saturday, November 24, 2007
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여행기________DBSK Ok, it has been a long time since I have put up DBSK songs here. Phew. So today I went out with Poh Ai, well, so I dragged her to the bookshop to see Mr Blusher. For some reason, I don't find Mr. Blusher cute today. Yeah, he is not cute. I still think he has that resemblance to Max Changmin though. Hehe. Whatever, who cares. I told you, such crushes never last. I can't even remember how he looks like now. Poh Ai said he is kinda cute. OH!!! But I met some cute guys. Haha. Whatever. Then Poh Ai was like,"Why not ask them to pose a picture with you?" Haha. Very funny, Poh Ai... I am not that crazy ok? Whatever. I got a tan anyway. My nose is redder than Rudolph. Santa oh santa, what's my pay? What am I even talking about anyway? By the way, I just updated my profile (which have been left alone for 1 year). It still looks as stupid. Not that bad now I guess. Ok, I want to sleep now. Bye bye. Labels: 여행기 _______ DBSK
Friday, November 23, 2007
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What time is it_______ HSM 2 Yes, I know I said I don't like High School Musical. BUT it is the WEEKENDS!!!! YIPPEEE!!!! Actually, I don't really like this weekend, I have a whole load of words thrown at me by my dear friendly-looking sensei to study over the weekend for dictation. But still I can sleep in :) LALALALALALA!!!!!!!! Whatever, japanese class today was all right. It was kind of a 'piss-er'. Firstly, Tiffany was asked to sit beside me in the morning. Actually, I was kind of ok with that, I mean I rather have company than being alone right? Yeah, and like thanks, she kept yakking beside me. Tiffany, dear Tiffany, I know you are rich, but I am not ok? You don't give a damn about how much effort your parents put in to send you to the course but I care about how my parents spent so much money and effort to send me into this course. Plus, she was talking so much, I didn't manage to catch what the teacher said. I am glad she said she wanted to sit at the back with Angela after the break. (good, good) Luckily, the teacher was kind enough to re-explain the concepts. Apparently, I think she saw Tiff talking too much. Sigh... And oh my gosh, Lin/ Lynn whatever her name is. Sigh, I almost threw up talking to her. Me: You are supposed to say "Sumimasen. kore/sore wa nan desu ka." (or something like that, I am too lazy to refer to my file now) Her: Huh? Ni ke yi zai jiang duo yi ci ma? (Huh? Can you repeat again?) Me: ... (repeats slowly) Her: Oh, ok Me: Ok, so you start first. Her: dui bu qi, ke yi zai jiang duo yi ci ma? wo wang le ni gang cai jiang she me. (sorry, can you repeat yourself again? I forgot what you said just now.) Me: *takes deep breath* Well, it is written on the white board. You be 'A' and I be 'B' ok? Her: ok. Wo kan bu dao leh... (ok. I cannot see.) Me: -______-' *help me* Like excuse me? You are in secondary school, miss... My 7 year old cousin is better than you anytime. I am not saying you are dumb or whatever. BUT man, can't you just have the initiative to stand up and see the white board? If you cannot catch what I say, just refer to your text or to the white board. I mean I can understand if you don't get the teacher because her english is so accented and she speaks in japanese half of the time. BUT... since translations and whatever, oh and we went through that many times for half an hour... Sorry, I am just kind of pissed. I know it is none of my business. But seriously, this people are so not enthusiastic. It is kind of painful to see how parents waste their money on their child on PRIVATE COURSES when all these money can be used to donate to some poor African kid who has no food to eat, who has to drink from animals' urine. What the hell. And here kids are wasting money like nobody's business. My gosh. I know I am not that perfect either. I know I waste money sometimes as well. But hey, I don't waste such a big sum of money. Sure, I do daydream in school but at least in private courses I do my best to excel. *scoffs* I guess some people just don't understand what being poor is all about. A dream is a wish your heart makes It is great to be a princess, but after a while you just get guilty. I've got a suprise waiting for me on the coffee table, I really can't wait to see the contents. I PRAY HARD IT IS SOMETHING POSITIVE *PLEASEEE....* OOOHHH IT IS... Shit, but there is a new set of problems. Don't ask me what. JUST accept my sincere and humble apologies. I am really sorry... Labels: A dream is a wish your heart makes, What time is it______HSM 2
Thursday, November 22, 2007
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Why does it rain________Darin Zanyar Oh Darin, oh Darin, you are on my mind, BUT WHY CAN'T I FIND YOUR CD ANYWHERE???? GRRRRRRR.... It is so sucky how all the CDs I want are 1) too expensive (see it is nice to be our dear Paris Hilton) 2) too rare 3) of some weird language which half of the Singaporean population is not interested in... Coming to think of it, who's cuter? Darin Zanyar or Aaron Carter? Hehe... I am such a crazy person. Well, so I had Japanese lessons today. Again. Well, I think I can understand better now. Funny, you are going to see me blog about Japanese lessons. Haha, rather I enjoy bitching about Japanese lessons. So then early in the morning, Tiffany and I were kind of like bitching about our teacher. I will stop calling her 'sensei' ok? It's kind of getting on my nerves. Ms Tomita sounds nicer. So we were like saying she's ok but she seems a little... I don't really know how to describe her... MISS SEKI STILL ROCKS!!!!!!!!! Haha and we were like saying we don't understand her english. Tiffany was like asking me how old I am. Duh... 16. And she said she thought I was secondary 2... I think I drunk the Elixir of Youth or something, I look 14 since primary school. How very interesting. Just that my eyes got bigger and all of a sudden I started having double eyelids this year. . . Maybe someone drugged me and did plastic surgery while I was alseep. Oh well, then Tan-san came in. Haha, I don't give a damn on what his actual name is. Tan san is easy to pronounce, and easy to remember. HAHAHAHAH! It's a pity he remembered the lifts today. Just joking. I am not evl. And a note for tan-san: I SEE YOU STARING AT ME DURING ClASS MAN... STOP STARING, I AM NOT MICHELANGELO'S NAKED STATUE OF DAVID OK? Whatever, so after lesson, I met Uncle Edison (sorry...) at the Esplanade. (for once I am the one who arrived later) and he was drawing... Drawing patterns, right? I guess.... Ok yada yada yada, i cannot really remember what happened except that we came across one book: '101 ways to kill your boss'. I will add an extra method to kill your boss. Go buy that book for him, chances are that 1) He will die of a heart attack because he knows he is going todie soon... (MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA) 2) He will just laughed his head off... (um, I can imagine) Well, so there is one really funny one (to me). Fold a paper plane, aim at his eye. HEHEHEHE. Shall I do that to my teachers? I don't think I will. Before I faint... (Karma happens instantly in this case.) Oh yeah, and he was torturing me with Japanese words. (RAWRR) Oh and just remembered something, I told him something about PW last year. (man, I miss IPW and I miss my dear group) We went to Tioman and there was no shops. Nothing. Just us isolated in an island. (at least Shanghai has shopping) They could at least give us time to party in the hotel. I was quite reluctant to leave the place because there are no laws imposed by my parents. Muhahaha. But what a shame when I got home and my dad picked me up (to my suprise) I cried.... Hahahaha... I didn't expect him to wait there. My blog is so irritating, it just would not go to "arial" mode. GRRRR... stupid thingy. Whatever. Since it wouldn't cooperate with me, (count yourself lucky ok blog? Many people abandon their blogs) I would just end off with one more song. The song that has been stuck in my head for 2 days: No need for introduction I guess... BYEBYE.... :p Maybe someday.... ----------Updated at 12am----------------- DADDDDDDYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!! :P Screwed_____Paris Hilton I'm screwed [x16] Please don't let it begin You're under my skin Same old story Boys meets girl and she falls much harder than him Baby, where's the glory If all night, all night, you're attention's not mine Please don't let it begin You're under my skin It's a sin cause you're starting to win Since I'm already screwed Here's a message to you My heart's wide open I'm just not getting through to the lover in you Yet I'm still hoping That tonight, tonight, you're gonna turn down the lights And give me a little more room just to prove it to you What do I gotta do? Just push her aside She's not your type So cliché when a boy falls under the spell Of a woman from hell It's hard to take cause Tonight, tonight, you could have found out I might Have been the girl of your dreams Baby, you might have seen what it means just to really be free Since I'm already screwed Here's a message to you My heart's wide open I'm just not getting through to the lover in you Yet I'm still hoping That tonight, tonight, you're gonna turn down the lights And give me a little more room just to prove it to you What do I gotta do?Tell me that you do Tell me that you do Tell me that you wanna take my number There will come a day A hazy day in May or a storm in mid-December When you need someone just to have a little fun I could be the perfect girl for you When you need someone just to have a little fun I could be the perfect girl for you to ruin Since I'm already screwed Here's a message to you My heart's wide openI'm just not getting through to the lover in you Yet I'm still hoping That tonight, tonight, you're gonna turn down the lights And give me a little more room just to prove it to you What do I gotta do?Since I'm already screwed Here's a message to you My heart's wide open I'm just not getting through to the lover in you Yet I'm still hoping That tonight, tonight, you're gonna turn down the lights And give me a little more room just to prove it to you What do I gotta do Labels: Girlfriend_______Arvil Lavigne, Screwed__Paris Hilton, Why does it rain_____Darin
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
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Step up_____Darin Japanese course is getting exciting, not because of the course because the people there are DAMN HILARIOUS!!! Especially Ng-san (who is obsessed with light green) and Tan-san (who got stuck in the wrong lift and dyed his hair and wear like it's winter everyday) PLUS!!! Nicole and natalie are actually my 'juniors'. They are from NHPS! Ok photos for yesterday. Credits: Jasmine. We were at NYDC! Aish, lazy to upload the rest. -------------------Updated at night---------------- Tell you something, I LOVE DARIN ZANYAR!!!! AND I AM NOT DATING EDISON. Going Esplanade alone with a guy means that I am dating? *SCOFFS* HOW VERY INCREDULOUS. ALL THAT #$%^&* wedding photographer's fault, BEST PLACE TO DATE IN SINGAPORE??? *scoffs*. You call that ROMANTIC??? I say wait till go out at night to a beach cafe with a guy then that is called DATING. Going to esplanade in the afternoon to look at the damn sun is not romantic at all. Sigh, nevermind. Cool down, that was long ago when Singapore was still messy so the best place to date is Esplanade. But then IT'S DIFFERENT NOW... *wahhhhhh* I am innocent... :p Anyways, look at this disgusting news. I cannot believe I am in this world where such a gross thing existed looooooooong ago and faraway: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071121/ap_on_sc/biggest_bug_ever I am glad big jawed fish have eaten these creatures up. THANK YOU FISH!!!! I love fish! I am a fish (pisces). I am glad for how insects have all become minscule. I hope one day they vanish from the surface of this earth, especially cockroaches, spiders, millipedes, scorpions. Hey, look, I am not the only one who is scared of them. Most people who are not really scared of them or are totally fearless of these things hate them too, only SOME like them. SO YOU SEE... they ought to die. That's why they become so friggin' small that we can just swat them or step on them (HAHAHAHA) Then again, if everyone thinks like me, the insects are quite poor thing you know. I don't think I want to be an insect before I swiped off the earth. Ok maybe we just minimise them you know, not like swipe them all out. I don't know. If we swipe them off the earth, it might just affect the whole food chain then we will all die. And I kind of pity the insects too. But if we don't swipe them off, then they will just pose a hazard to us all and be an annoyance to us. AISH! I don't know. Insects are gross to me, end of story.
Darin is a damn hottie. I love him. Haha. Kidding.
From left to right: Me, Daphne, Su Xiang, Jasmine
Be what you wanna be_______DARIN
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
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Otpuskayu_______MakSim Today's japanese lesson was kind of ok. This teacher is so much better in english, but I think Tomita Sense is more hardworking. Seki Sense today reminds me of Mika Nakashima. Haha. I mean you know she has that look and she is like extremely skinny and no offence, flat. What's more, what she wore was suppose to emphasise on her humps, so yeah, in the end make her look like well very flat. Then again, if she wants some of my fats, I will gladly donate mine to her. Haha, if it is possible. I prefer being flat anyway. Much more convenient for exercise. Ok, back to the class. We played Bingo and exchanged numbers with each other. *like as if I am going to call them* I hardly even know them. There is one new guy, even though for the fact that he is quite good looking, ewww, he is gross. You know he has a piercing on his hand. *shudders* Ok, nevermind, enough of me bitching. AND I KEEP CONFUSING THAT I CANNOT USE 'SAN' FOR MYSELF. Ugh. Good thing for me, dictation was good. :D Oh well, moving on to class reunion. It was not fun at all. Oh all right what do you expect? The only girls were: Tania (she slimmed down a lot. Eh. what's your slimming secret?) Cherie (whom I have to admit is indeed very, very pretty) Jasmine (who is still as tanned as ever, as crazy and funny. And muscular.) Daphne (haha, as funny as ever) Su Xiang (as crazy and pretty as ever) Guys: Xuan Kai (still as pissed off looking as ever) Wei Han (wahhh so frigging tall) Zhi Rong (super 'Ah Beng'... Blondie) I don't know who else came. So the four of us were very, very bratty, we left them behind, and went off. But hey, it is better than forcing ourselves to talk when there is hardly um anything in common right? So we kind of drifted off when Su Xiang's ear hurt after 'Ogre' pulled her earring. *ouch* So we apologise because we did actually felt guilty. You know for leaving them behind. I guess they di try to talk to us but then it was really awkward. So, GOMENASAI... Then we went around Cineleisure and then we played arcade, with Su Xiang's insistng that she was having an 'arcade hangover' since she have not been to an arcade since August <-- that for me is an extremely short period of time. So, we played that weird hockey game, racing (of which I keep banging the wall), even weirder football game and the weirdest of all SPOT THE DIFFERENCE. OH, AND THE MOST INTERESTING PART!!!! NEOPRINTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I was like asked to do sexy poses. *scoffs whatever* Daphne acted cute, Jasmine as herself, Su Xiang was being 'dao'. So in the end while decorating the stuff, I became a cat (XD) and a rabbit(GRRR... WHO PUT THOSE EARS ON ME???) So, we went out of that building and while crossing the road, I saw Jia Zheng. So I talked to him. Haha. So lucky, HE IS GOING TO JAPAN. Man, this is so unfair. Edison is going to Shanghai and Europe, Liling is going to Australia, Nigel is going to Cairo(SO JEALOUS), Jia Zheng is going to Japan(JEALOUS!!!!) Whatever. We then ate at NYDC to satisfy my poor starving self. And yeah, I was damn cheapskate, ordered the most filling stuff but the cheapest. $5 for Garlic bread with cheese. Daphne ordered Lemon Sorbet (ate garlic bread and chicken drumstick), Su Xiang and Jasmine ordered Fowl Play (chicken wings and drumstick) to share. <-- those two already ate... So we were like camwhoring after eating and Val (waitress) helped us take group pictures(thanks val!) So while we were talking, Daphne suddenly said she was hungry again and she wanted to order a slice of cake. Gosh, SX's expression was priceless man... (Su Xiang we have not eaten you know...) So yeah, we talked till Daphne finished her cake slowly and went home. :( Man, I want to hang out with them again. Maybe at NYDC, the food there is nice. :P Ok, time to sign off, though one last thing. THANKS FOR ALL THE FUN MY FRIENDS... Love all you guys! Labels: Otpuskayu_______MakSim
Monday, November 19, 2007
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Sukarairo_________ Angela Aki Well, I had japanese class today. It was a blast man, but I am the oldest there. Sigh! I am not the only one, though I have to admit people thought I am in primary school. How flattering... I actually have a baby face. To think when I was in secondary 1, some people thought I was in secondary4 or worse, undergrad. *SCOFFS* Either I shrunk, or I have become cuter. I choose the latter. I am already short enough. Back to the japanese class, Tomito sensei is a very, very nice teacher but I can hardly hear what she is speaking in english. :D Then again, no one understands. Haha. So we all have names written in japanese format. Mine became from "Lim" to "Ri-mu", which I am kind of glad because one of my favourite anime has the same name as me. (but he is a guy) Oh well, not fair, people have nice names. Sigh. On the bright side, my name cannot beat "Tan-san" or "Ng-san". LOLS! Thank god that my surn name is "Lim". Well, so the secondary 4 guys were very funny, they were like asking tan-san in the lift and no offense, but they were like flirting with him. Haha. Tan-san was apparently not at all interested in them. Duh... So he ignored them. MUHAHAHA! Apparently, the secondary 4 were very spontaneous, with the exception of me because people thought I am a little girl. Carry on thinking. Haha :P Well, apparently japanese is kind of difficult. Still it is fun. I guess it is because I like Japanese. DUH! Then again, I must put in lots and lots of effort to memorise those stuff. Geez... But I must fulfill my oen dream of answering the phone in japanese and understand half the songs I am listening to. Then again, once I understand the meaning, it won't be fun anymore. I am weird, aren't I? So my schedule is to like 1) Sleep 2) Study (I have a test tommorow... YAYS, I tell you, it's fun to have some stress) 3) Computer again. :D Yippee! And tommorow I can meet Su Xiang and Jasmine. Man, I really miss hanging out with them. I hope Poh Ai can make it to the beach on Saturday and I hope I can see Edison on Thursday at Esplanade. And good news, I stopped feeling guilty about A. Till I see him I guess, but that would be ages. Sayonara! Labels: Sakurairo______Angela Aki
Sunday, November 18, 2007
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Life_______Mika Nakashima OHHHH MYYYY GOSSHHH!!! I talked to a cute guy today.... ^___^ You know the kind of guy that blushes? *SO CUTE* I talked to him and he started blushing his head off. So I was like,"Man, what did I do?" Haha, so when he handed me back my paper, he was like passing a love note to me, like you know those kind of anime when they pass love letters to each other. Haha, it was like that, and he was blushing again. Well, and then so I let it be, you know such stupid crushes never last right? Well, who knows I will see him later? So when I saw him later, he was staring at me, and when I turned around, HE SMILED AT ME! Again... hahahaha. So I smiled back, and then he just like found an excuse to stay there. He kind of remind me of Max Changmin. XD Just kidding, I already like someone else already, no more place for Mr. Blusher. Ok, maybe an occasional flirt. ;) Labels: Life________Mika Nakashima
Saturday, November 17, 2007
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МакSим - Мой рай I think I am starting to like Russian music. This girl is MakSim. She is like so PRETTY!!! and her voice is so nice. Besides that, I always thought the Russian language is kind of brusque and rough, I never knew it would be so nice. :D Do they? Labels: МакSим - Мой рай
MAKSIM Jessica Alba
They look pretty similar in my opinion...
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
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I won't say I am in love______Japanese Version Labels: I wont say I am in love
O levels are over. I got my computer back, but **** all my saved websites are gone. How am I ever going to find back all my websites??? Especially those with anime???????? !@#$^*()!@#$%^&*!@#^&*(@#$%*(@#$%^&*(#$%^&*.... SIGH! And to top it off, my windows messenger is screwed. I don't give a hoot about going online because stupid MSN would not let me download their stupid messenger because I don't have the stupid installer 3.1. Whatever that is. Luckily, I have always liked Yahoo! at least, I am allowed to download messenger from Yahoo! so why not MSN???? ARGH!!!!!!!!! I am so devastated. It is like as if my computer has been cloned to become a new thing. I hate it now. It is so irritating. Damn... Damn... Damn... :"(
If you get the chance, please put flowers on my computer's graveyard....
Today I shall start starving myself. I just realised how fat I was when I stepped on the freaking shelf and it dropped.
Man, I have no more books left to read. I realised I read all my books at home for at least twice. And trust me, I have over 30 books and I have started reading anatomy, which now disgusts me. I shall never have sex. That horrifying image of the guy thing with hair DISGUSTS ME absolutely. YUCKS!
